Riley woke up the next morning in his room - all alone with nobody else in sight. He checked his phone to see if he missed anything last night, but it was mostly just random pictures people took from the party.

He dropped his phone on the bed when he realised that he didn't get anything from Jessie. Riley regretted letting him run off last night, he needed a chance to show him how he felt about that boy - even if he couldn't get the words out.

Riley heard the door knob rattle along with some keys, and his nerves picked up when he expected Jessie to walk through that door any second now.

Those spiking nerves flatlined once he saw it was only Cameron that came through the door. Riley let his frustration show on his face when he told Cameron, "I thought you were Jessie."

"Great to see you too." Cameron laughed.

Riley assumed that Cameron came from Chantelle's place since he wore the same clothes from last night. Cameron came back to their room because he wanted to take a quick shower before they had to leave.

"Did you see where Jessie went last night?" Riley tried to ask, as if he didn't have the same question on his mind since last night.

Throwing his towel over his shoulder, Cameron explained. "The last time I talked to him was when he chased you back here. After that I think he must have stayed with Olivia or something."

"Did Jessie seem... weird... to you last night?" Riley threw the question in the air to see whether Jessie had an open breakdown in front of anyone.

"I mean, once he came back to the party, he left straight afterwards. So I wouldn't know." Cameron admitted.

Riley didn't have time to dwell on Jessie's reaction since he forcefully kissed him last night. Given that he literally ran away from him despite wearing a cast, Riley had a feeling it wasn't a good sign.

Cameron chucked Riley's bag at him and told him to het out of bed quickly. "We've got classes in a bit, you can talk to Jessie there."

With the bathroom door closed behind Cameron, Riley tried to call Jessie before they had to go to school together.

Riley heard the ringtone from his phone, but it was immediately declined afterwards. Riley figured out that Jessie deliberately didn't accept his call, and so Riley grew anxious.

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The first time they were face to face today was in maths class. Riley was already in his seat near the back when he saw Jessie in the doorway.

He was wearing the same clothes from last night, and he had bed head hair too. Riley thought it looked extremely cute on Jessie, and his eyes didn't leave him when he walked inside the classroom.

Riley sat up straight as he knew Jessie would have to eventually pass him in order to get his usual seat. He wanted to play it cool as if he he hadn't been waiting to see Jessie for several hours, but he felt rejected when he saw Jessie take the seat furtherest away from him.

Luke smiled at Riley when he sat in Jessie's seat - which was normally in front of him. When Riley asked why he wasn't in his usual seat, Luke explained that Jessie asked to switch before classes started.

"He said something about being closer to the door in case he had to limp somewhere." Luke laughed as he placed his books on the table.

Riley turned away from Luke so he could then pull his phone out. Finding Jessie's name, Riley began to text him.

From Riley (9:15am): "I need you in front of me so I can copy your notes."

From Riley (9:16am): "You always explained things better than the teacher."

When both of the text messages were sent through, Riley watched how Jessie paid attention to his phone and looked at the screen.

But as soon as Jessie saw Riley's name on it, he locked his phone and placed it back down onto his desk.

'Is he really blanking me right now?'

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The cafeteria was the next time Riley knew he was guaranteed to see Jessie. Since they shared the same group of friends, he expected them both to be civil enough to eat together.

Riley's hopes were answered when Jessie was forced to take the last available seat on the table - which was directly in front of him.

While everybody else was talking to each other, Riley kicked Jessie's good leg to get his attention.

Riley knew that Jessie felt the kick as he began to glare at him, but he didn't bother to ask Riley to elaborate on his problem, as Jessie immediately looked at anywhere but Riley.

Riley tried to antagonise Jessie further by stealing his brownie - hoping that he would finally hear Jessie talk to him about something. But Jessie just dismissed Riley's actions again by letting him take it without a fight.

"Did you guys sort your problem out?" Cameron asked as he recalled Riley wanting to talk to his brother. "Riley was worried about you Jessie."

Riley was in the middle of telling him 'no', when Jessie told him, "We're good, never had a problem to begin with."

Riley's face was as if he bit into a lemon. He wanted to call Jessie out on his lie, but the topic of conversation had already changed.

"You guys got any plans tonight?" Chantelle asked, "Me and Cameron are going to the cinema later."

Olivia nodded her head when she told Chantelle, "Me and Jessie are going to that little restaurant away from town that we went to before."

Riley suddenly became interested in the conversation as his ears perked up, "Like a date?"

"A date," Jessie told Riley flatly. "We planned it this morning."

"You managed to plan a date this whole time, but you couldn't even bother to return my calls or my messages?" Riley protested, which earned several confused looks by the others.

Riley continued to grow irritated at how Jessie was dismissing him so easily. He didn't want to brush their issues under the carpet any more, Riley just wanted his friend back.

"Because we don't need to talk about anything, do we?" Jessie heavily hinted.

"Clearly not..." Riley dropped the brownie back onto Jessie's tray, and let it hit the plate with a loud scratch coming from the cutlery hitting it. "Have fun on your date."

"We will."

Both of them continued to stare each other down since they were butting heads again. Jessie wanted to drop everything that happened last night, while Riley wanted to bring it up again.

Everybody else on the table continued to warily look at them, with no one else knowing why they were fighting again.

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The rest of the day Jessie kept avoiding Riley like the plague. Riley got so fed up with Jessie that he ditched their group of friends to save both of their time.

While they were all going to the city centre together, Riley went to work out his frustrations on the gym equipment.

Riley was coming back from his gym session when he saw Jessie getting dressed in their shared room.

Jessie didn't spare a glance at Riley entering the door, as he continued adjusting the collar of his shirt in the mirror. They were both still giving each other the silent treatment when Jessie put his jacket on.

Riley gave in first by trying to talk to Jessie once again. "Can we please talk?"

"There's nothing to talk about." Jessie told Riley as he locked the bathroom door behind him.

Riley began to pace the floor as he waited for Jessie to come out again. When he eventually did, Jessie combed his hair with his fingers one more time, before telling Riley that he was leaving for his date.

"Don't go."

Jessie ignored Riley's whispered plea as he picked up his wallet and phone. Putting them in his pocket, Jessie silently reached for the door without looking back.

"Stay here with me... please?" Riley asked slightly louder so that Jessie definitely heard him.

"Give me one reason why I shouldn't go on this date..." Jessie asked Riley whilst his back was still facing him.

The words got caught up in Riley's throat as his rapid heartbeat made it even more difficult for him to tell Jessie the truth. The silence wasn't helping as Jessie turned the doorknob to open the door.

"I don't regret us kissing!"

Jessie forcefully slammed the door shut and turned around to face Riley. With a stern look on his face, Jessie raised his finger up in the air to accuse Riley of lying. "Those kisses meant nothing!"

"We've kissed twice since tonight, and both of those times you kissed me back." Riley pointed out, as he remembered the way Jessie's tongue felt against his own.

"That first time was because we were both vulnerable, and I thought that I was going to die!" Jessie yelled.

"What about last night?" Riley challenged. He stepped closer towards Jessie so that they were inches away from each other. "We both know you kissed me back, and I'm certain it wasn't because you were drunk."

Jessie was shaking his head as he laughed in disbelief. "That also meant nothing, like the first time. You even said that it was just in the heat of the moment, so don't tell me you caught feelings from that one stupid kiss."

"And what if I did?" Riley whispered full with emotions, "What if I did catch feelings for you, and what if I have them for you now?"

"Don't say-"

"I like you, Jessie."

Jessie was interrupted from his sentence because his mouth was left agape from what Riley had just said to him. Jessie saw that Riley's expression was serious, as Riley didn't even laugh or look away from him.

"I have better things to do than play your stupid fucking mind games Riley..." Jessie voiced harshly.

"For fucks sake..."

Riley rushed his body forward, and held Jessie's face in his hand while he tenderly kissed him. Riley felt their lips connect as he tried to prove to Jessie how he was being serious with his feelings - again.

Riley felt like time stopped around them as his heart froze on the spot, because he didn't know what Jessie was going to do next.

The universe seemed to be on his side when he felt Jessie's hands clutch his own neck to deepen the passionate kiss.

Pulling his face away from Riley, Jessie closed his eyes and regretfully rested his forehead against Riley's. "What are we doing?" Jessie whispered ever so thinly. "This isn't... we shouldn't... we can't-"

"Don't overthink this, just do whatever feels right." Riley told Jessie as he kissed him again.

The moaning sounds that vibrated through Jessie's mouth was soon relinquished when he felt Riley push him down onto his bed. Riley began to undo the top few buttons on Jessie's shirt as he reached inside to feel his chest.

They pulled their lips away from each other when Jessie's phone began to ring. Jessie was anxious when he saw Olivia's name pop up, while Riley ignored it as he started to kiss Jessie's neck.

"What do I do?" A panicked Jessie asked.

Riley didn't want to give Jessie any ideas on what to do next, he wanted Jessie to decided for himself. But the kisses onto Jessie's neck certainly wasn't helping as Riley continued to toy with Jessie.

"Olivia?" Jessie answered in between moans.

"Hi Jessie, are you running late or something?" Olivia questioned, "We were meant to drive down together."

Jessie still had the phone attached to his ear when he looked down at Riley, who was still on top of him and placing more gentle kisses onto his skin.

Jessie gave into his demons and temptations by cancelling the date with Olivia. "Can we do it another time? Riley needs me right now."

Riley stopped kissing Jessie's neck as he looked back at him with a giant smirk on his face. They both knew he meant it in more ways than one, and now both of them were sure they wanted it equally.

Jessie felt guilty when Olivia seemed to accept his half-lie. "That sucks, but you have to do what you have to do I guess. Call me later then?"

"Yeah I will, bye Oliv-"

Riley hung up the phone for Jessie and threw it onto the floor. With no more distractions, they both went back to kissing each other again.

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All those other times they had sex, Jessie and Riley used to speed things up so that they both could get their release from each other.

But this time, they took their time to explore their emotional depths they seemingly had for each other, as they continued kissing each other until Riley pulled away first.

With a needy and confused look on Jessie's face, Riley smiled back at him as he continued to kiss down his exposed body.

Riley began to undo all the buttons on Jessie's shirt, as his fingers were soon replaced by his lips kissing the same spot he touched. With his torso fully exposed, Riley leaned closer towards Jessie's body and began to suck on the hardened nipples that were begging to be touched.

Jessie threw his shirt and jacket onto the ground, as Riley continued to stick his mouth onto Jessie's body like glue. Riley's free hands began to roam the warm skin on Jessie's body, as he continued touching the firm body that he hadn't touched for weeks.

They were both aching for each other as Jessie began to unfasten his own belt. Riley then helped Jessie rip it off and toss it onto the ground with his jeans.

Riley pulled himself back slightly so that he could strip himself down naked. When he saw the way Jessie's eyes were honed onto his body, he grabbed Jessie's attention again by kissing him on the lips.

Riley marvelled in the way Jessie's soft lips felt against his own, he loved how he could feel Jessie's tongue excitedly brush against his own tongue, and he felt like he was in heaven when he felt Jessie's moan come out of his throat.

Jessie took the next step forward, as his hands that were stuck on Riley's firm waist soon began to slide down into his underwear. The contact of Jessie's hands on Riley's skin was never broken, as he ran them all the way down until the underwear was left somewhere on the bed.

Riley was less graceful as he yanked Jessie's underwear off so that he could free Jessie's cock. Riley looked down as he watched it spring out, and so Riley reached forward so he could hold it in his hand.

With several slow pumps, Riley managed to get Jessie's cock to grow frustratingly hard - to the point where Jessie was begging for more. So Riley gave into Jessie's demand by wrapping his mouth around Jessie's leaking cock.

Jessie grasped onto Riley's broad shoulders as he began to push Riley's head down onto his hard cock. He felt the way Riley's tongue was gliding all over his cock, as Riley began to bounce his mouth up and down on Jessie's cock.

Riley continued making Jessie moan by taking his cock deeper into his mouth. When it reached the back of his throat, Riley then began to stick his fingers inside of Jessie's ass.

"Shit!" Jessie moaned, as the peak of his pleasure was pushed even further with the fingers probing his hole.

Riley was so hungry to open Jessie up as quick as possible. It had been less than a month since he had sex with anybody, and now he wasn't going to waste anymore time.

He stopped sucking on Jessie's thickened cock as he began to focus on Jessie's reactions, by slipping in a third probing finger.

Jessie hastily reached for the familiar beside table and grabbed a condom from the drawer. Riley was too engrossed into pumping his fingers, so Jessie dragged his head away from looking at what he was doing.

"Fuck me already." Jessie told Riley as he passed him the condom.

Riley instantly attached the condom onto his cock as he then began to lube it up. When he started to penetrate Jessie, he silenced Jessie's cries by kissing him.

They never had the opportunity to do this before - silencing moans of pleasure by kissing. Riley took every opportunity to do this as he loved having every touch and feeling that was being offered from Jessie.

A wet noise from their mouths being separated was soon covered by the moans from when Riley pushed himself all the way inside Jessie.

Jessie simultaneously moaned with pleasure whilst also chuckling slightly out of disbelief. It had been so long since they had sex together, but to Jessie it felt even better than before.

Riley wrapped his arms around Jessie's neck so that he could hold their heads closer together. This was when Riley began to thrust inside of Jessie, slowly letting Jessie adjust to having his cock down his narrow passageway.

After time had slowly passed, Riley began to thrust his cock longer and harder. Every time he fully thrusted inside of Jessie's ass, Jessie felt his whole body shake with the bed. Riley's deep thrusting made the whole bed move as it could be heard hitting against the wall.

"Harder." Jessie instructed as he clung onto Riley's body even more. "Fuck me harder, Riley."

Riley chuckled out loud when he told Jessie how much me loved this side of him. "The more you talk dirty like that, the more insane I get."

Jessie thought about it for one second before he kissed Riley again. He wanted to bring the insane wilderness out of Riley that he was just talking about, and he thought kissing him would be the way to do it.

And he was right, because once the kissing stopped, Riley became even more relentless with his thrusting. Riley felt his cock feel perfectly snug inside of Jessie, and he felt his cock his Jessie's prostate repeatedly.

Jessie was reaching his orgasm rapidly quick so he told Riley that. Riley continued thrusting his cock inside of Jessie harder because he wanted them both to have their orgasms.

Jessie's moans became louder and longer until his cock shot all over their bodies. Riley came as soon as he saw the thick white liquid shoot out of Jessie, and he kissed the boy whilst they both continued to buck their bodies because of the orgasm.

When their bodies were eventually released from the orgasm, Riley didn't let go of Jessie as he continued to softly kiss Jessie.

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