She's trying to piece herself together

After all the mistrust and the disappointment

All feelings are making a horrible frightening dance inside of her mind

The fatigue,the emptiness,the weaknesses,the depression were eating her alive

She finds it hard to believe

To trust

To give herself again

Her guards are up now

Her heart is locked in

Deep down inside

She is full of wounds

Covered with scars

She suffered

Bled through it all to save what is left of
her cold,soulless self

She's hidden herself with the pain and sorrow

Her eyes are washed by tears

Now they seem to see clear

But it was too late

She is drained

Silence embraced her soul

Coldness engulfed her heart

Pain numbed her feelings

Ache lingers in the depths of her heart

A Lonely soul lost between madness,dreams and reality...