i love you
( plates shatter )
i love you
( the door slams )
i love you
( i am left, standing alone )
i love you
( you are gone )

i loved an avalanche
out of you
yet you don't (won't)
reciprocate
these ugly, hard emotions,
you say were invoked by me
you spit at me
i love you
you push me
i hug you
you tear me to pieces
i let you,
i let you