■■Q: Hair Color?■■

Kings POV:

His eyes were scary. He didn't seem like his usual self, instead he looked more like a wild beast. Hungry, caged, and filled with the instinct to tear at anything in his path.

"I-its nothing ok.." I say starting to take a couple steps back away from the male. I begged inside my head that Diane would return, stop all of this madness. Gowthers emerald eyes blaze edging closer to me till I was trapped against the wall. Biting down on my bottom lip, my legs wobble.

Last night's activities were painful on my hips and ass. I didn't exactly think I could've survived when I woke up in the morning.

Memories start to flood in from yesterday making me inhale a sharp breath trying to look away from the intense gaze of the pink haired man in front of me. In truth I could easily escape this situation but I felt as if I owed him this. He stuck with me, made me feel accepted.

"King, I'm going to give you two options; show me if your still a virgin or tell me" Gowther says through gritted teeth holding my wrists above my head.

This was a tricky decision because either way he was going to be more pissed then he ever was. Why did he even care so much? He was like a protective big brother at times and it drove me insane. Not answering him I just kept my mouth shut.

"I'm going to ask you again; show me or tell me" he says. His voice was at the edge of screaming and I felt my eyes glaze over. Tears threatened to fall.

Everything has been cluttering up in my head. Yesterday, the day before, and the day after that. I couldn't seem to make anyone happy or even catch a break.

"Let me go now" I manage to say. It was a squeak nothing special. A plea even but I was serious. Gowthers grasp loosens.

"Gowther now" I repeat tone gruff.

He let go.

I don't know exactly what was going through my head..maybe I was just pushed to the edge; stress might have gotten to me but I pulled my left hand back. Without any regrets my hand makes contact with Gowthers cheek. The sound of skin against skin contact filled my ears.

I knew it was hard enough to be burning but not enough to leave a print. The taller male was suprised beyond belief, eyes wide.

"I'm sorry" I whisper out looking down at my feet before just walking back to my room..the room Ban ravaged me in.

Slamming the door I bury my face in the baby blue pillow of the bed letting the tears pour down my cheeks.

It was like the whole damn world was ending. I set my friendship with Gowther on the line for no reason. I hurt him.

Unforgivable.

We were meant to be comrades, friends, and partners in crim if I may be as bold to say.

I didn't want to be enemies with him.

He was going to distance himself from me I knew..that's what one of Gowthers faults were. He trusted so much. The guy hardly even let someone get close. He let me break boundaries..he broke my boundaries..now what was all of that for?

Fuck.

Curling in the warm bed I wrap the new fresh sheets around my petite body. I can't do this anymore.

Ban, Gowther, and Helbram.

I can't deal with them anymore.

Gasping for air my eyes shut. I wanted sleep, I never want to wake up again.

I wish Elaine was back. She would have known what to do. She and Ban would've been together..they would've shared kisses, a life, and maybe even have children.

Why am I even a target of his?

Am I her replacement?