Alex hugged me so hard and we both cried.

'Alex Ray can't know about this...'

'I think that he'd kill him right away if he found out....but he deserves to now...maybe not now but you'll have to tell him once....'

I wiped my tears and then..

'Tell me what?' And the worst thing that could happened...it happened...

Ray walked in the room and looked at us confused...

'Why are you crying!?' he said kinda angrily

'R...Ray....I...I...' I couldn't say anything....

'Dorothy...you have to tell him....' Alex said while wiping away her tears

'Tell me what Dorothy!?!' he's really starting to get mad...gosh he's so impatient..

'I'll leave you two alone...see you Dorothy...' she kissed my cheek and walked away

'Dorothy...I'm waiting' he stood in front of my bed with his arms crossed

'I...I....please....please promise me that you won't be mad...please....' I started to cry again...'Please don't hurt anyone and please don't leave me....'

'Would you just say it goddamn it!?' he almost yelled it

I slowly started to tell him one of the most painful stories of my life...

'A..and then...after beating me again....he raped me again.....and that's it....' I finished all in tears...my eyes were practically red from crying and I was shaking of course...I closed my eyes and I was so scared of what will his reaction be...

'WHAT THE HELL DOROTHY!? WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME THIS BEFORE!?! GODDAMN IT THAT JACK!! I'LL KILL THAT BASTARD!!!!'' he was so mad and he yelled it so loudly and then he punched the wall that was practically next to my head and I got so scared because I got a flashback of Jack being so angry and beating me....I sobbed and cried like crazy and I just hugged my knees being scared like a little kid.

Ray looked at me and then realized how much he scared me and how much this whole story hurts me.

'G..Gosh Dorothy...' he sat on my bed next to me and he hugged me hard....

'Forgive me....please Dorothy I just....anger got in me and I couldn't control myself...I'm so sorry....please...just don't cry okay?....'

I hugged him back and I was starting to calm down.

He played with my hair while still hugging me.

I finally stopped crying and shaking and he looked at me.

'I love you Dorothy...' he said and I could see the pain in his eyes...

My heart skipped a beat and I couldn't believe what he said...

'Maybe it seems to you like it's too early to say...we've known each other for 4 weeks but I know how I feel....I really do love you Dorothy...' he looked at me and put his hand on my cheek

I looked at him straight in the eyes and said 'I love you too Ray...so much....'

He smiled gently and then he kissed me passionately..

I kissed him back and he grabbed my face and we were slowly kissing.

My heart was beating so fast like it was our first kiss all over again....

My hand worked its way to his hair while he was still holding my face while gently kissing me...

His lips were so soft and warm....I could be doing this all day....I just feel amazing when I'm with him...I forget about everything...It's just him and me....

I was slowly falling on the bed while he was on top of me and we shared the most passionate kisses ever....

After that he kissed my neck softly and I bit my lips and I ran my hand trough his back while he was kissing my neck.

'Gosh you smell so good Dorothy...' he said between kisses and I smiled.

I don't even know for how long we were making out..There were those slow passionate kisses and those fast breath taking ones....Everything is just exploding with sparks and love...

When we were about to finish our make-out session of course....Deaty walked in and saw us.

'OH GOSH SORRY' she yelled and started to laugh while Ray practically jumped away from me.

'Uh-oh....' he smiled nervously and looked at me.

'GET OUT DEATY!' I threw my pillow at her and she laughed and closed the door.

'Why do I have such a crazy sister!? Doesn't she know how to knock!?' I was red as a pepper and Ray just smiled at me.

'You are so cute when you blush..' he smiled and kissed my nose.

I smiled and hugged him. It's so unreal how I forget everything bad when I'm with him. I was crying like crazy half an hour ago and now look at me. I'm so happy with him.

'You don't know how happy you are making me....' I looked at him and kissed his forehead.

'Wow, I made you into such a sweet little girl who likes to cuddle and kiss every second,what happened to angry harsh Dorothy who slapped me?' he laughed and kissed me again

'Oh shut up I'm trying to be serious' I laughed as well

'I'm glad that I'm making you happy....that's what I want to do...I don't ever want to see you sad like today....ever again...I'll always protect you Dorothy..' he hugged me tight and I smiled.

'I really love you Ray...' I closed my eyes and fell asleep in his warm arms...

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TO BE CONTINUED