DOROTHY'S POV

I walked out of his room. I was so angry and sad at the same time I just had to punch something! I punched the wall in the waiting room and I just wanted to crawl up into small ball and cry...Why can't I ever be happy!?

'Dorothy!' Alex ran into the waiting room and hugged me so hard.

'What happened!? Is he okay!? Why are you crying so much?....' She said while wiping away my tears.

'Hey!!' Seth came there too and he looked at us

'Is he okay?...' he said

'That's what I'd like to know' she looked at me

'H..He...doesn't remember me...and he'll be in here for three weeks....he's hurt so bad....his arm is broken as well as his ribs and ankle on his left leg....and he has slight amnesia but doesn't remember me at all!!! And who the hell is Aky!?' I yelled that last part so hard

'Calm down Dorothy please...everything will be alright....do you want me to get you water or something?...there is coffee machine there..' Seth said while looking really worried for me

I sighed 'Coffee...thank you...'

He walked away to the coffee machine and I hugged Alex

'Dorothy don't believe anything Aky says she's a bitch....she only wants to hurt others who she is afraid of...'

'But Ray said that he remembers her being his girlfriend! He said that he remembers making out with her multiple times!' I was so angry I could literally kill that bitch now..

'Dorothy...Maybe this is harsh but Ray made out with almost every hot girl in school...he clearly doesn't remember her that well and maybe he only remembers the part where they made out and he thinks that she is his girlfriend because of that...' Alex said

Maybe she's right....but I don't to get my hopes up...I don't want to get hurt again....

'I need to go to the bathroom' I ran to the bathroom and Alex sighed

Seth came to the waiting room and looked at Alex

'Where did she hide now?' He smiled a little and gave Alex one cup of coffee because he was holding two

'Oh....you got me coffee...thanks' She smiled kindly and he couldn't stop looking at her

'I'm Seth by the way,you're Alex right? Ray's childhood friend?' he smiled back at her

'Right...I feel so bad for him right now...and I feel bad for Dorothy...'

'Yeah...she really has bad luck...' Seth said and sighed

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I was splashing water on my face in the bathroom and I tried to calm down but what can ever be good in my life? Of course, Aky walked in and gave me her bitchy face.

'Why don't you go home little girl? It's getting late for you' she smiled

'Why don't you go fuck yourself?' I looked at her and I was starting to get angry

'Oh aren't we little bad bitch' she laughed at her own joke and came closer to me

'Ray is mine, so fuck off if you don't want me to get angry,did you hear me little girl?' she said while leaning in into my face

I punched her so hard that she fell down and hit her head on the bathroom floor.

'You already got me angry so...fuck...off...' I punched the mirror and the glass shattered everywhere and my hand was so bloody but I didn't care...I wanted to get my anger out and I did. I walked out of the bathroom and Alex screamed when she saw my bloody hand.

'What the hell happened to you!?' She ran up to me and saw Aky with a bloody forehead walking out of the bathroom.

'D..Dorothy?....Did you do that?....' Alex said and I could see fear in her eyes

'It's nothing...I could've killed her if I wanted to...' It's like anger took over me. I was filled with anger,sadness and darkness. Right now I could really kill someone. Nobody fucks with me. No more. I won't let anyone hurt me. You push me back, I push you back harder,right?

'Please calm down, your hand is bleeding so much...you should go get that cleaned up...I'll go with you..' she said

I stayed quiet and we went to some nurse to clean up the mess on my hand.

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'Dear diary...three weeks went by so slowly....these were the longest three weeks in my life...I've made a lot mistakes during this time...I punched Aky couple more times...I punched Seth for which I feel so bad because Seth is sweetheart, he was so kind and helpful to me...Alex and him seem a lot closer than before. I think they will end up together. But enough about that, today is the day that Ray comes out of hospital.. I'm so nervous yet excited...his memory is getting better but he still isn't sure if Aky is his girlfriend or not....he said that he'll decide on that today...I hope he remembers me....and his mother....His mother hates me...She blames everything on me even though I wasn't even there when he god hit by a car....and she thinks I'm some stoner and killer and what not....'

I put my diary under my pillow and I got ready. I did my make up how Ray said he likes it... Dark purple lipstick with cat eyeliner and strong eyebrows...I curled my hair so it was more wavy than curly...And I put on my high waisted black shorts and crop top which shows a little bit more of my cleavage than usual, but he likes it that way.

I walked outside and went to the hospital.

Doctor said that Ray is in his room so I wanted to knock but I saw that door is opened already...Inside I saw Aky and Ray kissing...I couldn't believe it...he picked her...Tears ran down my face and when I wanted to yell at them Ray said...

'No stop....this doesn't feel right...I don't feel any kind of spark with you...I...I remember that I've felt the most amazing feeling when I kissed someone...but I can't remember who....' and then he looked at me and I was crying and looking at them...

'D...Dorothy....' he walked up to me and wiped my tears away....

I looked at him and put my hand on his which was on my cheek.

We kissed and there was that feeling of explosions in my stomach....Every time we kiss it's just epic...We pulled apart and and looked at each others eyes.

'You're the one Dorothy...' he smiled and kissed me again.

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TO BE CONTINUED