DOROTHY'S POV

I hugged Ray so hard....I couldn't control myself...why Jack!? Why did he have to ruin my perfect new start!? Why does everything have to fall apart when I'm even close to being happy!? Why....

I don't want to be fucking sad anymore...but I can't stop crying....I didn't even notice that Ray was calling my name...

'Dorothy....hey...Dorothy!' -He looked at me worried.

Seth put his hand on my head and looked at me.

'Hey are you okay?...Are you feeling well?....You're cold...very cold...' Seth said

'Y..Yeah....' I looked at them and sighed....

Ray looked at me still worried....gosh he has beautiful eyes...they are like sapphire color...and they are so deep...and his eyelashes are extremely long....

'Do you want us to ditch school for a coupe of hours?...Maybe it will help you feel better, I don't think that you will feel any better in boring class with Jack in the back of the room looking at you..'

It hurt me so bad that he said that but he was right...Jack will be there....I sighed again and looked at him. 'Fine....'

Ray looked at Seth and whispered something to his ear and then Seth walked away.

'Wait here for me, I'm going to get my bike(motorcycle)' he said while walking away...

I stood there alone while wiping my tears away. I hate crying especially in front of other people. It feels like I'm showing how weak I actually am. I don't want to be weak.

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I was holding on to Ray while he was ridding his bike faster than I thought that he would. I think that he enjoyed how hard I was hugging him a little too much. I don't even know where we are going. He was silent the whole time which is remarkably weird for Ray. He always has something to say even if it's the stupidest thing ever. After a long ride he said that I should close my eyes so I did. He was holding my hand while we were walking because I couldn't see anything and I'm clumsy. His hand was soft and really warm which was a total opposite of mine. My whole body is always cold. No matter what I do I'm always cold.

'Open your eyes girly' -he said happily

I opened my eyes and the view was...just amazing....we were at big field of flowers and there was a lake nearby....The sun was shining above us which made the lake look even more beautiful with sun's reflection in it...the flowers were everywhere and there were all kinds of it...I've always loved flowers...the air was filled with wonderful scents...it was also a little windy but that's how I like the weather to be...it's like he knew what I love the most...

'What do you think?' -he looked at me so happily and I couldn't help but smile.....I smiled so widely like I haven't in years.....

'I....it's.....gorgeous!! I..I love it....' I said while smiling cheerfully....

'There's that smile that I was looking for all this time....' Ray said while looking at me with gently facial expression which made him so cute...wait what...no..I didn't just think that!....

I blushed a little without even noticing until Ray started to laugh at me and then he touched my nose.

'Why did ya blush all of a sudden? What did I do to deserve this honor?' he said mocking me and I blushed even more.

'Oh give me a break!' I said and then I started to run to the lake. I sat near it and closed my eyes. The wind was blowing right in my face and I couldn't wish for anything better...

Ray sat next to me and suddenly said....

'I like you, you know.....' he was looking at me with a most serious face ever..

I looked at him and didn't know what to say....oh nice now it will be awkward because I don't know how to reply to this...I....I don't want to be hurt again....what if he uses me?....He is a bad boy after all! He said today that he only cares about girl's asses! I..I don't know what to do....

'Look Dorothy....I know what you are thinking right now...that I'm just some bad boy who wants to play and then leave you....I know Dorothy...I know you don't want to be hurt again...Alex told me about your parents....she told me how hurt you are...and I can see myself how much pain you have inside of you....and you know what? I want to take that pain away...I want to show you road to happiness....I want to be the reason of your happiness.....believe me Dorothy until now I just wanted to have fun with girls, I didn't care about them, I didn't care how they are feeling and what THEY want...I only cared about myself and my popularity....but you Dorothy....you are different...I don't even know you very well but something about you drives me crazy....I just looked at you and instantly I couldn't stop to think about you....I don't know what it is about you but I just like you so much...and believe me....I don't want to hurt you....'

'R...Ray.....' I looked at him and I couldn't believe what he was saying....I didn't want to believe him I just didn't....I didn't want to be played by a bad boy but....I just....can't resist him....like he said...there is just something about him that drives me crazy and I can't stop thinking about him.....

He put his hand on my cheek and leaned closer to me....my heart started to beat faster and I could feel that I'm blushing again....we were looking each other straight in the eyes....he was so attractive....I was both scared and excited....I wanted this so bad but I was scared so much...

He gently leaned in and kisses my cold yet soft lips....Unable to contain ourselves anymore, Ray holds my head in his hands and pulls me into a fiery and passionate kiss. My hands work their way up to his hair while his hands were grabbing my head...My heart beats faster and faster as we share passionate kisses....We couldn't stop...it felt so right....I didn't feel sparks,I felt explosions....after a long,deep,passionate kissing session we pulled apart and looked deep into each others eyes....

'Wow....' he said while catching his breath....

'Wow....' I said after him while smiling widely...

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TO BE CONTINUED