JUNGKOOK POV:

It's been two days since Jinnie started to visit my office. I didn't know why but he had been acting different. I had been with him since his birth, and I knew how he is.

I had a weird dream two days before, and I felt disgusted with myself to dream like that. I felt relieved that it was a fucking dream. I feel like if I didn't control my damn self, I would jump on him.

"He is like your son. He is like your son." Were the words which I say every damn time, whenever I was around him.

He was too innocent for this world. I guess since I didn't had any one nights recently, I was feeling sexually frustrated. That's why I got hard everytime whenever Jin bent down by displaying his ass.

Yup, that's it. I am just a horny old man.

But despite his actions, Jin was a very good observer. He was a fast learner too. We both discussed about his final projects and strangely we felt like time ran very fast. Whenever I was with him, I never felt so alive, and so happy.

Before his arrival, I would mostly spend time in my office, discussing with clients, and speaking with Park Hyungshik. But with Jin, I felt like I was a teenager again.

Speaking of Park Hyungshik, Jin was right. I could tell how flirty and dirty thoughts were running on his mind. Even now I could see how Hyungshik was checking out Jin, who was bent over his table to look for files.

I cleared my throat to gain that horny man's attention and succeeded.

"Ah Kook, here are the papers that you need to sign before arranging the meeting." I sighed while taking and reading through the papers. I was glad Jin was with me. He was so talented and he helped me mostly with ideas and stuffs for the improvement.

"Here." I gave the papers to Hyungshik, but that guy was looking back to see my baby Jinnie. I controlled my fists to stop from punching his beautiful face.

"Mr.Park, if I ever find you gawking at my Jinnie again, you will be fired." I said firmly making both of them flinch by my sudden raise in voice. I knew I had to do this. Taehyung and Jimin had sent their son with me by trusting me. I can't let these horny people around Jin and tainting him with dirty thoughts.

"Wow, chill Kook. I was just being nice." I saw Hyungshik giving me a light chuckle and leaving the office by giving a wink at Jin.

"That bastard." I cursed lowly by his inappropriate behavior. I looked at Jin who was having his deer eyes widened by my sudden behavior. I breathed in and out to let myself calm down a little. After my advice I was happy that Jin was dressing properly. I couldn't stand by seeing people looking at him like a piece of meat.

I ended up making him wear my grey coat to hide his fishnet crop tshirt. To be honest, I have seen people wearing that but it was gross. With Jin, I must say he slayed every outfit. He was beautiful, pretty, innocent and talented.

The man who was going to marry him was a one lucky guy.

Before I could speak to him, I heard the door knocking.

"Come in." I said without interest and waited for the person to come. My eyes widened when I saw my mother standing at the door.

"M-Mother, what a surprise come in." I smiled widely and ran to her while hugging her tightly. It's been a month since I had seen her. She was on a business trip to meet up with clients and I kind of missed her a lot.

"Aww, my baby bunny. Mommy missed you." I chuckled by her cute voice. Though she was in her early 70's she was a beautiful woman. I broke the hug and made way for her to sit, but I frowned when her eyes were locked onto something.

I followed her eyes and mentally slapped myself for not introducing Jin who was staring at her with wide eyes.

"Uh mother Minji, h-hi." I saw Jin bowing politely and giving a beautiful smile. I could tell my mother was in conflict whether to respond to him or not.

"Y-Yes, hi."

There was a complete awkward between us, and I decided to break it up.

"Uhm, Jinnie. Why don't you take a tour around the office, I will see you later?"

 I hoped Jin understood what I was trying to do, and to my surprise he did. He nodded to me and left the room by leaving my mother and I alone.

"What is that boy doing here?" I sighed by hearing my mother's strict voice. I knew how much she hated Taehyung's family ever since he broke off our marriage. My mother knew how much I loved Tae, and she couldn't bare to see me with a broken heart.

"Mother, please sit down, we will talk." I guided her to the sofa, and sat beside her on the edge of the sofa. I didn't know where to start, but everything disappeared when I felt my mother's hands on mine.

"Jungkook honey, you know how much I love you and care for you right?"

I closed my eyes shut, and lips tight by hinting where the topic was going on. I nodded slowly making my mother sigh. I looked at her to see a frown and a little bit of disappointment in her face.

"Mother, I-"

"No you just stop there, young man."

She cut me off by making me smile. She was the only woman who always addressed me as an young man. I wonder how did others see me as!!

"Jungkook, when will you ever try to date someone? Do you want mommy to set up a blind date for you?"

I immediately shook my head in disapproval. This was the only conversation we always had whenever we met.

"Mother, I am happy right now. I fe-"

"But I am not, Jungkook" I looked her in sudden surprise. She never said something so straight forward. I was taken back by her words. I felt her fingers brushing my fingers smoothly making me calm a little.

"Do you know how much it hurts to see my son being all happy with his ex's family and looking after someone's child rather than himself?"

"Mother, we have already tal-"

"No Jungkook, let me speak. I feel like if I don't now, then I can never." I released a heavy sigh and nodding my head to continue her to speak.

"I am not telling you to not to be with them or help them. But also look at your life too. You know it hurts to see people of my son's age having a sweet family and playing with their children. I am not forcing you to marry or love someone. But give a chance, you know. My heart breaks whenever I see a boy around your age is with a woman and children.

I-I want my son too to have such sweet family. I-I am getting old, and if your father was here, he would want the same, Jungkook.

And that boy, Jin, it's good that you are helping him. But my heart stings whenever I see him, you know. Had you been married now, I would be having a grandson like him now.

I want my son to be happy and have a small family. Is that too much to ask for? I don't want my son to live a life without having anyone beside him. Without your father, I feel like I am nothing, Jungkook. But you makes me happy, and I want my son to have what all others have.

A family, Jungkook. A loving person and beautiful children to spend your life with.

I am not telling you this, because I feel ashamed of you. I don't give shits about what others think about my son. But as a mother, it breaks my heart to see you still working hard for the company but not for your life. I-I feel like I am not a good mother for you. Because of me you are stuck with me. I failed as a mother, Jungkook. "

"Mother, don't say that. You know how much I love you. You are the best mother in the whole galaxy." I didn't know when did I even start crying. But my tears were not important as my main focus was to console my mother and wiper her tears. I hugged her tightly without bothered about the tears that were falling from my eyes.

I knew she was worried about me, but never knew she was getting hurt inside.

"I want you to be happy, Jungkook. I-I want to see you having a family before I die."

"Stop saying silly things. You are not going anywhere. I won't let you leave." I snuggled my face in her wrinkled neck, and soothed circles on her back.

I wish it was that easy to love someone rather than having some lust. Besides who would love to date and marry a man in his 40's? I always thought about myself but never felt about my mother's feelings.

I think I should atleast try to open my heart for someone.