He held her in his arms comforting her, she relaxed for a few seconds but then panicked even more. How could she let him come near her when all he will get is disappointment from her body. He would never get what he wants because she can not even react to his touches now. Accepted that she feels those currents in her body but anyways she doesn't and she can't react. Her moans were the last thing she wanted to listen because always after that she saw kaali thakur's dangerous face in front of her eyes. The only time she didn't was when they shared their first kiss. He provides her the comfort she needed but she could not give him what he wanted. Kaali has given her many and many evidences of his evilness on her body. How could she forget that her body was filled with the scars of her past.

"No,y...you can't love me... I can't give you anything you want Omkara... I can't provide your needs... I can't satisfy you she immediately shrugged off his shoulders pulling her out. "And why? he was confused. Just a moment ago she told him everything and now she is telling him to move??? "Why can't I love you? And what do you mean by satisfying my needs? he needed his answers today. He needed to clear each and every doubt of his. Omkara wanted to begin his life and start everything a fresh with her now. Since she knew everything about him, he too wanted the same for her. "Gauri, answer me. If you have thought to tell me everything than come on tell me everything he held her shoulders.

She was frustrated when he was not ready to leave even after a lot of trials. Many times she tried to push him away, she had tried everything to kill his feelings for her but he was not ready to budge off. "You want to know everything right? Then look she shouted as she opened the buttons of her kurta. "Gauri what are you doing? he asked. "Showing you the reason to not to love me she answered as she flicked her kurta off angrily. His eyes widened when she stood in front of him without a kurta only in her upper inner. Her body had all the marks as if somebody has made them with knife mercilessly on her frame. The marks were at places where she couldn't even tell like just above the cleavage, on her shoulders, between her breasts and when she removed her bottom the same marks could be easily seen on her upper thighs.

"Now tell me, would you or any other man will even want to see my body? Would any one will even return to me after looking at this? No, right... I was living in a la la land where I thought that someone would love me, but no Parth's accident took me to where the truth was once again. I am not meant for anyone Omkara. I am not at all what a man like you would want. How can I give you satisfaction when I myself am afraid of that phase in the relationship. How am I capable of keeping you happy when I myself am dark? Look at me and now tell me that will you love a girl who has such a hateful body? Will you be able to accept a girl who cannot even respond to your touches when you try to feel her? Omkara love is a very divine thing in life... You cannot love someone like me and just destroy the divinity of it... You cannot love me at all... You cannot destroy the beauty of your love life she said 

She was destroyed by someone facing his hatred. The feelings inside here were crushed under merciless feet of his. What happened to her was not what she could change but what will happen to him can be changed. She cannot let him suffer in the darkness where she resided. She cannot let him destroy the beautiful feeling of love foe him just because she wanted that. Not in any circumstances does she wanted him to go into the same hell where she was pushed into once just because she needs someone to support her. 

Omkara stood up from the bed and walked to her, picking her clothes up in the process. He dressed her up slowly avoiding to touch her body. He then grabbed her wrist and pulled her pressing her between the wall and him. "I love you he growled. He gently swept his hands on the marks adding shivers in her body.  " I love you so much that it scares me he said pressing his head to hers.

His voice was hard as if promising her his trust. His eyes had anger of non-acceptance. His grip was firm yet it didn't hurt. He was as if there on the verge of bursting out. Both the souls were looking at each other as if searching for what they wanted inside them. Their breath were synchronised with the others. 

She had tears after her angry and her hard plus soft reaction. Yet she was still not able to get the courage to speak out the truth about her feelings for him. "Hey he whispered softly cupping her cheeks "I didn't said this because I want an answer. It is just what I feel about you. "You... You still love me even after the mar... he cuts her " not marks love, I see them as your makeup done by the fate of yours. It actually shows how strong you are and how lucky I am. You don't know how much you have changed me. "I... I have changed you? said her confusing voice with tears. 

"What all I did after Riddhima was practically throwing girls out of my sight. I hated girls so much so that I rejected almost hundreds of proposals and dragged many of my secretaries out. But since the day you entered, you mad me a man who everyone actually calls a gentleman. You made me what actually Omkara Singh Oberoi should be like he said directly peeping into her eyes. "No, it's you who have changed me she said. "How have I changed such a brave girl? he raised a bow.

 "Yes you have... You have given me the Gauri who could speak her fears out. You actually stayed, you actually cared enough to stay, to work upon uncovering the darkness of my hurtful past. So yes you have... You have changed me making me trust in n someone... Making me trust on you Om she answered. "I wish I had done it earlier he said as she shook her head. "I am happy it happened like this she smiled.

"Hey, what are you doing? she asked as he pulled her with him as he bend down his knees and made her sit on his lap as she stumbled at first but held his shoulders. "Just a question with a one word answer she said as her eyebrows knitted together. "What? she asked. "Ms Gauri Kumari Sharma, will you give me a chance to enter into your life and your world without any barriers? Will you give me a chance to shower all my love on you and our little one? Will you the princess of my dreams accept me as your legally wedded husband? Will you marry me Gauri? he completed. 

Tears made him unclear for her to see. What she was hearing was not what she had expected from anyone in her life. He was there sitting and asking her to marry him as if she was his life. Nothing could ever bring that happiness to her face ever. "You don't need to answer if it seems too soon for you his smile dropped. "Don't dare to take the smile away from my fianc's face ever. I like him smiling and only smiling she said. "I am sorry I didn't... Wait you said fianc'? she nodded her head in response. He hugged her tightly after making her stand "you don't know what have you given me Gauri. She felt guilty, like a coward who was not able to speak anything. "I don't want any more answers heart. I will wait till you say those three magical words. But till then my love is enough for me to take our marriage to success. I love you he answered. "Thank you so much for being there Om she smiled.

She yawned "I think we need some sleep he pulled her into her arms. "Om, what are you... he placed a finger on her as he placed her on bed. "Shh... tucking my beautiful to bed... Come on let's sleep he said. "Who told you to sleep with me? she raised a bow. "I don't listen to anyone... You know that he pushed his hair back in the OSO way. "Om, go to your room she ordered. "Nope I am not leaving a beautiful piece of art alone any day now he smirked and jumped to bed pulling her into his chest.

"You know I think we should stay like this all long our lives he whispered in her ears. "Then what about the office and staff she asked. "I will fire them so that I am not disturbed by ant Mishra or Khanna for that matter he answered. "You are really mean Mr. Oberoi she grinned at him. "Only for you Ms Sharma he said tightening his grip which relaxed her pain and they went to the land of dreams.