Part 24
The film ended with Ashwin giving a smiling pose along with Ashna. After seeing the film, Meyshna was confused on what's happening. She took down a notebook and starter writing down what she's feeling like and all that's running on her mind. This way, she gets to reflect her thoughts better.
What Meyshna wrote:
-He saw me for the first time along with Ashna
-He met me again at the place he hangs out with his friends, didn't approach me
-He saw me again at his home, and knew something's there between Rahul and me, and stopped having whatever feelings that he used to have
-When he heard about Rahul's demise, he cared about what I'm going through
-Agreed on the wedding only if I was fine with it
-Didn't force me into anything after marriage, allowed to be myself
-Encouraged on doing something for myself, event planning, supported a lot for the first event after all these years
-Made me feel comfortable, allowed me into his happy space (Ashna)
-Didn't tell me the feelings he had for me till I asked him about it
-Been weeks, no pestering's, but decided to record a film and send it to me
-Said it's up to me now on what I'm going to take it as
After writing all these points, Meyshna started to connect the dots and gave herself some explanation on why all these events happened. And, in the end she told herself 'Like he said, it's just a crush and knowing what I've been through, he didn't make a point to let me know. But I want to know if he would have always remained silent about it like that never happened'. With having this thought in her mind, Meyshna took her phone and sent a message to Ashwin.
Meyshna: Hi..received your parcel and have watched the film. Can we meet up tomorrow if you're free? Or, let me know when you're free during the week. And, sorry for the late-night text.
Since Ashwin was on his phone, he immediately saw the message and replied.
Ashwin: Hey hi, I've got a meeting to attend during the day, around evening is fine?
Meyshna: anytime that works best for you
Ashwin: ok then, around 6pm?
Meyshna: done, and where?
Ashwin: any places on mind?
Meyshna: nope but just for a talk
Ashwin: hmm ok, Bessy beach?
Meyshna: done, will be there at 6
Ashwin: I'll see you tomorrow then, good night
Ashwin was surprised to receive a message from Meyshna, he was thinking she wouldn't be bothered about this for some time. He was happy that she wanted to meet up and he knew it'll be about them.
The next day, Ashwin arrived earlier and waited for Meyshna. Meyshna came 10 mins later and walked towards Ashwin who was sitting on the beach. She said 'hey' and sat beside him.
Ashwin: hey, how are you?
Meyshna: good, thanks. How are you?
Ashwin: not too bad (smiled)
Meyshna: romba nerama wait panringala?
Ashwin: no no, I just came a while ago
Meyshna: oh okay
Ashwin: finally, pesanumnu kooptrukinga, pesalame
Meyshna: hmm yes, neenga send panna short film a pathen and then only decided to talk about it
Ashwin: (smiled)
Meyshna: I understood from your point of view and your feelings. But sila questions iruku kekradhuku
Ashwin: dharalama kelunga
Meyshna: first...let's say na unga short films edhum pakala and wouldn't have had all those doubt I had that day, ungakitayum edhum ketruka maten, if that was the case, would you have talked about you having crush on me? or kadasi varaikum sollamale irundhurpingala?
Ashwin: Sollirpen, not anytime soon because ippo dhan we are getting to know each other, indha time la vandhu sonna again na film la sonna maari dhan, ungala impress panradhukaga pesura maari irukum, at least that's how I feel. But the moment we start to have a good rapport, I would have confessed it to you
Meyshna: really?
Ashwin: yes, of course, why? Na apdi panna matenu thonudha? When we have a good rapport, it might mean we would take our bond forward and love panra ponnu kita unmaya irukanumnu yosikira aal na, adhunala solirpen, maraichu na edhayum gain pana poradhula, andha time la ungaluku teriya vandhuchuna, the trust would be broken and that's about it, adhuku apram evlo try panalum edhume work agadhu. This is how I look at relationship as, trust is my #1 priority. Ippo yen sollalanu ketingana already answer soliten few times..
Meyshna: hmm ok, second doubt, you said you're in for this wedding only if I had said ok, but ungaluku already en mela crush irundhadhu dhana, wedding'ku epdi ok sollala takkunu? What made you to not think of yourself and instead think of me?
Ashwin: to be honest, I moved on, but I wasn't ready for any commitments with anyone else, wedding'ku ready'a illa. And when Abi and Amma told it's you, first enaku no nu dhan thonuchu, because I just imagined about you and the confession I'll have to make and how this will end up, enaku confidence illa about it adhunaladhan ungaloda mudivu first keka sonnen. The moment they told me you're fine with it, I was still hesitant, I took 2 days time to think about it. And yosichi pathutu, I told myself "I'll be the healer. Let's say na no solirundha I don't know who you'd end up with and avangaluku unga past pathi solli puriya vekradhuku ellam time edukum and I was getting worried for that, yen nu therla. Since, I know about it (of course not up to all details like you've told), I was okay with it. I wasn't getting ready for a marriage, just wanted to be someone you can share anything with, like a friend
Meyshna: (remained silent)
Ashwin: are you ok? Edha irundhalum sollidunga, hesitate panadhinga, I'm here for this talk only, so don't worry about anything, epdi irundhalum idha oru naal pesirpom, let that day be today
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