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(A/N listen to this song like holy shit it's so good: I knew you were trouble by We Came As Romans... It's a cover but holy fuck AHHH okay rant over)

(A/N warning mild sexual content)

Baylor's POV

My hands gripped the steering wheel in an almost death grip like way. Ryder was still on his caffeine high. Reid and I still had tons of tension between us. When we finally made it to my house we were deadly silent. My dad and Grams went to visit my aunt a couple of hours away so we had the house to ourselves. My dad had to say goodbye before he went back, in a week.

I wasn't prepared for it but I knew that it would happen eventually.

"Okay. Ryder I want you to go set up the snacks and get the movie done," I ordered him and he ran out of the car into the house.

I turned and faced Reid. "Okay why are you here?" I finally asked the question that was gnawing on me.

"Because I want to help," he explained.

"You could help by leaving," I muttered under my breath.

"If he threatened me, wouldn't you do the same thing?" He asked.

My blood ran cold after that comment. I would try my best to do whatever kept him safe, but I wouldn't give him up. Never.

"I wouldn't stop fighting for us," I resounded.

He looked at me sadly. He had more sorrow in his eyes then I had ever seen and just now I was seeing the bags that were huge under his eyes like sandbags. His cheeks were getting hollow and I noticed how sad his eyes looked.

"I don't want to loose you ever," he said his eyes holding unshed tears.

I crawled over to his lap, straddling him. His breathing was stuck in his throat. I leaned foreword and rested our foreheads against each other. Our breath was mingled together and I slowly leaned down and brushed our lips together. "You won't loose me," I stated.

He grabbed the back of my neck and crashed his lips against me. I immediately sagged into him, pressing myself further into his chest. He kissed me with so much passion. I hasn't kissed him in a month, I kissed him with everything I had, arching my back into him. He parted my lips for me and swirled my tongue with his. He turned us around so that I was sitting and he was straddling me.

"I want you so bad," he whispered huskily against my ear.

He kissed down my jaw, my breaking catching every time he lingered near a certain spot. When he got to my neck and started to lick and suck i let out a shaky moan. I blushed red and he noticed so he brought his head up and kissed me. "So fucking beautiful," he groaned against my lips.

My lips went down and attacked his neck. He moaned and I did something that I never thought that I would do. I ground my pelvis against his. I watched as his eyes widened and his eyes were dark with lust. His normal chocolate brown eyes were almost pitch black. I continued to grind us together and I felt him through the fabric of my jeans.

"Novio," he moaned.

My toes curled, I wanted to hear him say that again so badly. Grinding on him again he growled and then grabbed my hips stopping them. "Stop or I'll take you right here," he said huskily.

I couldn't help but gasp. When he looked around he smacked his head and looked at me in regret. Like he always did. My head hung low. "He's going to hurt you. He could kill you!" He explained frantically.

"Already dead on the inside so what's the point," I spoke and got off of his lap.

"Baylo-"

"Save it," I put my hand up, "You regret it so let's pretend like it never happened, okay?"

"It's king to be pretty hard to forget," he muttered.

"Then fuck someone else and don't be regretful about it," I stated simply before swinging out of the car.

I slammed the car door and then stormed to the front door. When I got to the kitchen I was still mad and my anger rose. Ryder had spilt so much food, it was all over the kitchen. "Are you fucking kidding me?" I questioned a sheepish looking Ryder.

He coughed and laughed slightly but cringed, "Um Caffeine?"

He rubbed the back of his neck. Sighing I closed my eyes and clenched my fists together, my nails digging into my palms. It was hard enough to draw blood. "Hey Baylor I'm still helping- holy shit!" Reid exclaimed.

I didn't even turn around. I was actually quite proud of myself for that even though it hurt me right in my Chet not to. I learned to deal with it so I shouldn't still feel like this but I do every single time he's around, or even his name. It's so stupid.

"Well I better start cleaning," I stated sighing.

"Baylor me and Ryder can clean this up. You can get the blankets and other stuff," Reid suggested.

"Damn straight," I joked but mostly to Ryder to show I wasn't that angry.

"Just don't have sex with him. If you have sex you'll get pregnant and die," Ryder said with a smirk and then turned to Ryder and got serious.

I was just having a bad day. Everyone has some of those and this just happened to be one of them.

I lugged myself up the steps to the closet where all of the pillows and blankets were located.

RYDERS POV

We are finally alone. I can pummel his face in even more. Caffeine high? Are you kidding me. I needed a reason to talk to Reid. Unfortunately that involved cleaning which I hated but I would do it for my best friend. "I'm going to kill you for hurting you, you know that?" I spoke in a deadly time not lifting my head from the mop.

"What- I.. I thought you were on a caffeine high?" He questioned.

"Wore off ages ago," I waved off, "What I need you to know is that you killed her. Lost of people can't see it but I do. Whenever we even say your name she cringes. I don't know what you did, I know you broke up with her but I swear to god you only did one thing."

"Which is?" He asked apprehensively.

"You broke her so bad I'm scarred that she can't put herself back together."

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-Jae