Okay so..this second part of the chapter is still in Ulquiorra's point of view and will have your point of view too so...I hope it doesn't confuse you.
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-Recap-

I know doing this in this way is spooking and confusing her, but if I can visit her, it doesn't matter. Time will heal all scars. Not erase them, but heal them. And hopefully, I can heal all of Y/n's scars soon. I am planning on explaining all of this was to her soon. I just hope she understands.

-End Recap-

-Story Start-

Ulquiorra's Pov-
Today is a Saturday. Yesterday I decided to explain everything to Y/n. Once she is relieved of her daily duties, I will make my self viable to her after explaining about my second form. I am just hoping I won't scare her.

Y/n's Pov-

What the hell was that last night? What was that pressure on my cheek? You ask yourself as you sloppily hold Ulquiorra's  zanpakuto. Why do you have his zanpakuto? It's simple. You wanted to have something of him on you at all times. You stand still, easily avoiding strikes from your recruiting arrancar as your mind races off. Who's voice was that? What's wrong with me? I don't understand. Everything is quiet except for the noise of clashing swords then suddenly you scream out 'What the fuck is wrong with me!?!'

Haribel's Pov-

I was sharing the practice arena with Y/n today. We both have been getti NH new recruits so it's easier to share. Practice was going well up until Y/n's sudden scream startled me and caused me to fall from my previous place in the air. Concern filled my face as I saw the poor girl holding her head with one hand, Ulquiorra's zanpakuto gripped tightly in her other. 'Why did he have to leave me..' I heard her barely say aloud, her voice sounding broken and lost. I walked over to her and when she saw me, she clung to me like a child.

Y/n's Pov-

My head suddenly began to pound after I screamed. One of my hands shot to my head and held it as my other hand had such a tight grip on Ulquiorra's sword that my knuckles were turning a pale white color. I saw Haribel walking towards me, and I don't know what over came me, but I ran right into her arms and grabbed tightly onto her, closely resembling a child clinging to its mother. 'Why did he leave Hari? Why am I feeling like this after this long? Am I going crazy' you ask her. You hear her quiet chuckle and a soft pat on your head. 'Hush child. You are not crazy. You are in love and missing your lover. He didn't leave because he wanted too Y/n. I bet that if he were here, he'd slap your head and tell you to suck it up and be a woman. He didn't fall in love with a child.' As you hear her calm quiet voice speak to you, you lift your head and look at her, amazed. 'Haribel...thank you so much...for being here for me...' you say quietly. She pats your head once again. 'Your welcome. What else are friend's for? Now return to your barracks and get some rest alright?' You nod your head and pick up Ulquiorra's zanpakuto. Tonight was going to be a long night. A long one indeed.

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And done. The next chapter will be about the actual visit so...yesh.