So hey guys! I know I died for a few months. Hope you all had an amazing New Years and Christmas! I hope you guys like the new chapter! Also please pm me if you are interested in helping me with spelling errors and stuff for each chapter. You would receive credit as an editor. Also please forgive my wrong spelling of Szayel's name. I was spelling it like 'Syazel' which was incorrect. I will type it correctly from now on. ^^ Enjoy lovelies! -----------------------

Recap-

After a few moments my back hit the bed and my chest heaved with the heavy pants I let out. Ulquiorra pulled out and laid beside me, putting his arm around my waist and pulled me against him. His face buried itself into my hair and he murmured words I thought I'd never hear. At least not so bluntly from him. I soon fell asleep in the afterglow of lovemaking. And fresh on my mind were just a few simple words. "I love you Y/n."

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Story Start-

Y/n Pov-

I open my eyes quickly and stare up at the ceiling. It takes me a few moments before I sit up. A pain travels up my spine from my pelvis and I let out a groan. It didn't take long to notice my back was killing me. And it didn't take long to notice the blood stain on my sheets either. I touch the stain and shiver as it was actually still wet. "Oh my God..we..he actually..I..Ulquiorra really is alive.." I say to myself. I soon feel my heart begin to pound and I raise a hand to my chest. "That means..he can come back..he is in the dream realm..I need to go talk to Szayel!" I yell as I jump out of bed. I scrambled to get dressed and I fixed my hair in the usual style and I headed out. I walk to Szayel's lab and I knock on the door before I walk in. I don't say anything as I take a seat beside him. 'What's the matter? Why are you here y/n?' Szayel asked. His eyes never left the journal he had in his hands. He was always experimenting with different things and he was always documenting. He had so many different journals I didn't even know what it was for. I have learned to avoid asking him too many questions. 'Well are you going to sit there and waste my time or are you going to speak?' he said. His eyes then met mine and I noticed just how tired he was. His pink hair was disheveled and he had bags under his eyes. He looked utterly defeated and he closed the journal with a loud sigh. 'I assume it's about Ulquiorra and the whole situation. If so..I can't tell you anything new. I haven't found any information about there being a dream realm for living or dead beings..' he said. I then shook my head rapidly. "I dreamed of him Szayel. I felt his touch..his voice..everything. I woke up with physical marks and I was sweating..I think he is alive Szayel! I think there is a way to bring him back!" I say. I avoided adding in just what caused the physical marks. It took a few moments before Szayel let out a soft chuckle. 'Are you telling me that whatever you two did in your dream can actually affect reality? Just what did you two do that would make you wake up unharmed, but with marks.' he said. I fumbled for an answer before I began to glare. He was now smirking comfortably and it was obvious he knew exactly what caused the marks. He was just toying with me. "T-That doesn't matter! All that matters is that he can physically touch the living from wherever he is! If he is able to affect me in the present..doesn't that mean there is a way to somehow being him back? Isn't there something we can do to connect the realms or whatever and allow him to come back?" I ask. Szayel let out a sigh and fixed his glasses. 'You are really annoying. I have things to do other than bring your lover back y/n. I don't know anything about the current situation. I am as in the dark as you are. Go talk to Aizen or Gin. Maybe they actually know something about this 'dream realm'. Maybe they can give some lights to this issue. If that was all, please leave for now. I have other things to worry about right now. I will let you know if anything new surfaces. And come back and tell me what you learn from whoever.' I nod my head in thanks and made my leave. I walk down the corridor thinking to myself. Szayel seemed a bit on edge. He was quick to ask me to leave. I have a feeling something is going on. Oh well..I'm just going to talk to Aizen or Gin. I hope they have answers. I honestly could care less who helped me as long as they could shine a light on the issue. I didn't just want Ulquiorra back so I could have my lover. I wanted him back as my mentor. I wanted..my rock. I wanted the strong foundation to fall back on that I had before he died. I wanted the harsh yet caring words he said to me. I wanted the man who changed my life forever to come back and continue as if he had never left. I just wanted everything back to normal. But I know better. I know things will never be the same for me. For Ulquiorra. Or for Hueco Mundo. Everything has changed and that damned soul reaper will pay for what he did.

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