my dreams are so weird???

i can get this weird level of lucid dreaming, where im self aware but i cant do anything about it. ive done this to avert having a nightmare

like one time i had a dream i was a mild mannered psychologist hired to meet a dude/chick (???) with multiple personalities at walmart (it was supposed to be the plot of the movie Split, but ive never seen this movie so my mind was making up crap). predictably, he tried to kill me, and kept shifting between different creepy animal costumes.

i just rolled my eyes and picked up a literal tv remote and went "this is boring i wanna stop the movie now" and the killer was very offended

also i was being chased by pennywise in another dream and was mad bc it was that stupid clown from that stupid movie and in general the it craze is annoying. no fear, just bitterness

in more serious dreams my mind also tries to think about the consequences of the dreams of have as if they were real life??? "how will [insert stupid dream plot] affect me from now on??"

and i have emetophobia dreams semi-frequently. nothing insane, just like "i see a person go to the bathroom to get sick and i get scared" and worrying about my health

and a strange new reoccurring dream: snakes, everywhere. ill be trying to walk through a place, and there are snakes in every inch of the ground. im scared of wild animals and im scared theyll bite me if i step on them. a couple nights ago added new members of the club: lizards and giant spiders. i dont know if it has meaning

tho i have achieved full lucid dreaming on occasion, and i use that to randomly interrupt a dream to instead fly. i like flying.