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(This is a uglydolls 2019 fanfic)

(Its, lou and ox-centric)

(Warning there is arguing that might be a bit sensitive to viewers)

(I haven't uglydolls a lot, so forgive if some f the characters are ooc..)

(Inspired by an idea from LoveGamer3 Check our their story! It's amazing!)

(Hope you enjoy this little fic~😗)

Reputation

/rɛpjʊˈteɪʃ(ə)n/

Noun

1. the beliefs or opinions that are generally held about someone or something.

2. a widespread belief that someone or something has a particular characteristic.

Reputation is important in his home. In the place, it defines who you are. It defines what you become.

It defines what others expect or think of you.

Day one of everyday is the same. Wake up, go teach, be perfect, go asleep.

Everyday is practically the same.

It was routine. A dull, boring routine. But he had to do it to not let others find about his reputation wavering ever so slightly.

He was head of this damn place, he was the leader, his reputation mattered most.

The suns shines through the window to make its presence known. He just ignores it.

He doesn't feel like getting up.

He lays on his bed just after a session of love making with the doll in front of him.

Nolan opens his eyes. "Morning, Lou."

His green eye shines above the other.

For a moment, he doesn't see Nolan. He sees him.

"Morning, Lou."

"Morning, Ox."

But that doesn't come out of his mouth. This does.

"Morning, Nolan."

The name felt wrong to use, but it was right in the eyes of others. The bed seems to squeak from the others presence, it always did.

But never around him.

He doesn't dare mention his name though, there are consequences if he does.

He is exhausted to get up, but there are no lazy mornings here.

"Hey, Lou?"

"Yes?"

He feels an arm snake its way around his waist.

"Why don't you stay for a bit longer?"

"You know I ain't lazy, Ox."

"I know, but you can be for once, can't you?"

Nolan's caress in his face brings him back to reality.

"Get up." He pats his face enthusiastically. "You have dolls to lead, you know this. You don't want your reputation getting sloppy, do we?"

"Reputation doesn't matter, it can be sloppy."

"Your clearly are new, ain't you?"

Nolan's eyes become visible to Lou again, he is brought from his daydream.

"What is wrong with you?"

He blinks once, then he blinks twice. "...Nothing, I just have a headache."

"...Understandable." Nolan replies. "The new batch are a nuisance. We just have to hope they pass quickly so we can be rid of them."

Ox smiles at dolls around him. "I hope we all pass to make it to the big world."

"Yeah, I guess we all nearly can."

Lou sighs. "Yeah."

He doesn't move due to the feeling in his body. He doesn't feel that well.

But he laments to Nolan's wishes and gets up.

His body however has other wishes, it feels heavy. Like something was pulling it down.

Nolan hugs him from behind. "Are you not feeling well?"

He doesn't respond.

"Lou, are you sure that your feeling well?"

"Yeah, Ox." He smiled. "Just fine."

In this case, Lou doesn't. His vision is blurry, and he barley feels himself being helped to the living room.

He sits on the couch, and Nolan puts a hand on his knee. "Are you sure that your alright?"

He sighs again, and puts his head in his hands. "Shut up, I said that I'm fine."

His eyes widen as he looks at the other's face, fear strikes Lou's core. He had said those words.

"Shut up."

Nolan's eyes narrow, but then they do back to normal. "I guess that you aren't feeling well if your acting like this. I'll go to the girls to get your medicine after."

He nods. "...That's fine."

His medicine, he needs it. He isn't perfect without it. The thing removes any imperfections from him inside and out.

Nolan makes eye contact with him. "Is he haunting your thoughts again?"

Lou doesn't say anything, he can't when his mind is constantly thinking about him.

When they had met, everything they shared, everything Lou and Ox had to keep as secret.

Nolan's lips even feel like Ox's. That's why he keeps him around, he reminds him of the other in so many ways.

But it seems like he's established some type of role in his life. Like a boyfriend.

Perfection has nothing against gays, bisexuals, lesbians, etc. Hell, there are more of them than straights.

But they have a rule against another type of dolls.

They are named Uglydolls.

"Do you accept me for who I am, Lou?" His breath husks his ear, and he stands on his lap with this hands on his chest. "Do you love me for what I am?"

"I do." He responds in genuine truth. "Do you accept me?"

Ox chuckles, and their lips almost connect. "Is that even a needed question?"

His blush appears on his face right away, and the other doll chuckles.

Their lips connect.

Nolan's dominate his, and he moans. It was good.

Ox's is better.

The thought is dismissed right away. He isn't allowed to think such foolish things.

Nolan's is amazing.

Lou opens his eyes for a second, and notices the other on his lap.

Like he used to.

That was before the event happened, before things had gone into a catastrophe. Before his reputation and significant other threatened.

Thank god that choices exist.

Nolan gets out a random something. "Here, have a drink."

Lou nods, he could use it. "Okay."

He sips it, but something isn't right. It's...bitter, it doesn't taste nutritious. Like it was the opposite.

"It's your medicine."

His eyes widen. "..I...not...meant...early...."

Jealousy has ruled this action, Nolan knew it. But some things needed to be erased.

Lou feels his mind spinning, then feels something disappears.

Memories.

He feels them going into a tight cocoon and going somewhere he can't access. He doesn't know where they go though, it's his mind.

But they are certain ones, knowing ones, precious ones.

His memories of Ox.

It's the price.

Nolan seems to grin as he sees them disappearing in his eyes.

He walked up to her door of the other's house, and sighed.

"I'm sorry." His voice shook, even though he wasn't speaking to Ox directly. "I'm so sorry."

His phone rings, and he answers.

"Hello?"

"Are you there?"

Silence, but then a hesitant answer. "Yes."

"You understand what you need to do?"

"Make him leave and never be with him. He is a threat to perfection and my reputation."

"Good, your useful at something. Your lucky that nobody else knows of your little...stunt."

"I am."

"Follow orders, and you will stay as leader."

The phone hung up, and he puts it away. Lucky that Lou had the bully excuse.

He went in the door as he knew Ox would asleep.

As he approached him, he found that his suspicions were true. The doll truly was lazy, it was cute.

It was now or never.

"Hey, little bunny." A nickname invented by time. "Hey, Oxie, wake up."

He groans. "L-Lou?"

He sits up and rubs his eyes.

"Am I late for training again?!"

His face names him chuckle. "No, but I have surprise for you."

It's the only way Lou knows how to put it. But it's the opposite of a good surprise.

At least for him it is.

"What is it?!" Ox asks excitedly. "Are we going to go to our spot again?!"

Lou's hand is grabbed, and Ox nuzzles his nose to his, he's lucky they're alone.

Lou restrains himself. "Something like that, I figured out a way to help with the bullying."

"What is it?"

He smiles thinly. "Follow me."

Ox does as he trusts his boyfriend. The one who held actual compassion for him.

They arrive at the pipes.

"There's a place that you can go." Lou feels his throat choking on the lie. "You can be free of the torment here."

He feels the tears in his eyes, they burn his sight. But he doesn't let them fall, Ox can't see him like this.

"But I'll be away from you." Ox protests, and grabs Lou's hand. "I love you, Lou."

He smiles brokenly. "I love you to, Oxie. But this is good. And besides, you can always come and visit."

"True." His eyes light up. "That is true! That's perfect, Lou."

No, Lou really isn't. If he is perfect, he would be able to handle this smoothly. Instead, he has to do this.

"Thanks, little bunny." He chuckles. "It means a lot."

It really did mean a lot.

"I promise to visit." His lips hovered just inches from his. "Thanks for this, Lou."

Their lips crash together, and Lou feels his heart swell. At least life allowed him one last chance to feel loved.

He brings the doll closer, and he is soon sitting in his lap. Their lips are together more, and they soon start getting lost in each other.

Lou hums in contentment, he allows himself to be selfish this once. To indulge one last time in his doll.

Eventually, he pulls away. "Get going, Ox you have a long journey ahead!"

He starts walking down the pipe. "Love you, Lou! I promise to visit."

Lou believes him. "Love you to, Oxie."

He smiles even if his heart is breaking into pieces.

At least the factory will be satisfied now.

Lou blinks awake and sees himself on his couch. He rubs his head.

Who and what was that?

He doesn't know why he dreamed of that. The figure is blurry.

His shoulders are grabbed, and he hears a familiar voice ask. "Are you okay, Lou?"

"Yeah, Kitty." He replies. "W-where's Nolan?"

He feels instinctual worry for not seeing his real boyfriend there.

"I'm here." Nolan reassures. "What did you dream about?"

He rubs his head. "Some green bunny doll. An ugly."

"What happened?"

"I showed him out the institute, but then he kissed me." His tone is disgusted. "An ugly kissed me."

He doesn't notice the spy girls' smirks.

"We're glad your awake." Mandy says sympathetically. "You passed out on us."

Lou does remember not being well that morning.

"Just to ask." Nolan says. "Do you remember someone named Ox?"

He raises a brow. "No, should I?"

They shakes their heads, and Lou shrugs.

They are always weird.

"Hey, Lou?" Nolan speaks. "Why don't we go and see the dolls? It is your purpose after all."

Lou feels something in his head click at that, it is his purpose. Nothing could get in the way of performing it.

Not even his loneliness or a certain green bunny dolls who's involvement in his life would be forgotten.

"I love you, Lou." Ox says for the first time. "I love ya."

They kiss deeply, and Lou looks him in the eyes.

"....I love you to, Ox."

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