Age: 18

Your POV

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Not tryna be indie,
Not tryna be cool,
Just tryna be in this,
Tell me how you choose?
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I looked at Kakashi's pained expression, while he was lying on his bed, softly whispering my name. My heart clenched tightly, I frowned and held my chest where my heart is.

"Im sorry." I whispered, my voice audible for him. He quickly sat up, snapping his eyes open. And nervously looking around, searching for my presence, which I hid so that it was impossible for even the best shinobi to find.

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Can you feel why you're in this?
Can you feel it through?
All of the windows,
Inside this room.
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He couldn't find me, but he knew that I was there. He knew that I felt guilty, and he knew that I was as sad as he was. "(Y/N).. your here.. please come out." His voice cracked a few times, making me feel even sadder.

I wanted to go to him, hold him tightly and apologize a thousand times. I wanted to kiss him, let my hands ruffle through his soft white hair. I wanted to hear his soothing words, the words that he always told me when I was sad.

The words that made me feel warm, and made me feel happy. The words that assured me that Im not alone, not any longer. I wanted him next to me, and next to me forever. But that wouldn't happen. Everything was ruined, destroyed, and I don't deserve him.

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'Cause I wanna touch you, baby
And I wanna feel you, too
I wanna see the sunrise and your sins
Just me and you.
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The depressing silence made him tear up, and the sight of him shocked me. I stumbled backwards, dropping a vase with dead red flowers in it. My eyes went wide, I looked at the vase, and then at Kakashi, who fled towards my direction, hope in his black and red eyes.

My heart pounded like crazy, I wanted him to find me, but I couldn't let him. A tear escaped from my eye as I turned around and ran away. I ran as fast as I could, as fast as a lightning bolt.

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Light it up, on the run
Let's make love, tonight.
Make it up, fall in love, try.
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I could here a faint yell from behind me, he cried my name out, while running far behind me. "(Y/N)!" He yelled, loud enough for the whole world to hear. He yelled it from the bottom of his heart, wanting me to stop.

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But you'll never be alone,
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn,
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn,
Baby, I'm right here.
I'll hold you when things go wrong,
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn,
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn,
Baby, I'm right here.
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn,
Baby, I'm right here.
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It took my everything to keep running, my whole body told me to turn back, the longing of being in his arms was stronger than anything. But my mind told me to run, run as fast as I could, away from him.

My mind told me that it was better for us both, that it was to keep him safe. My mind told me to not look back even once, just run. And I listened.

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We were shut like a jacket,
So do your zip.
We will roll down the rapids,
To find a wave that fits.
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I listened to my mind, but my heart ached, it hurt so badly. I thought that I was dying, the pain was too much.

I slowed down when I noticed that I had gotten far already. I stopped completely to catch my breath, looking around while doing so. I was in the middle of the forest, a forest that I recognized completely. "Ah.. how did I end up here..?" I said out loud, slowly walking forward.

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Can you feel where the wind is
Can you feel it through
All of the windows
Inside this room.
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I heard the sound of a river, a all too well known river. I followed the sound and arrived at the beautiful clear blue river. A pretty waterfall connected to it, and a cave behind it. A big tree in the middle of the flower field, that surrounded the river.

On the tree, the initials of two people.

K.H + (Y/F/I) (Y/L/I).

Memories flooded back as I let my slender finger slide over the initials. This was the place where we went on our first date, and the place where Kakashi asked me to be his girlfriend. It was a place filled with good and happy memories, a place that would never be forgotten.

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'Cause I wanna touch you, baby
I wanna feel you, too
I wanna see the sunrise and your sins
Just me and you.
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I sat down in front of the water, looking down to my miserable reflection in the beautiful clear blue water. My eyes looked rather dull, huge eye bags underneath them. My face looked pale, paler than normal, and my mouth was in a straight line. I looked sick, or more like, I looked dead.

Well, I guess that thats kind of fitting with the Uchiha and Akuma name, am I right? Hah.. how saddening.. both clans got massacred, by their own people. By the same family. Kyoukai and I murdered the Akuma clan, and Kyoukai, Itachi and I murdered the Uchiha clan. Not to forget, Obito helped with the killing of our fellow Uchiha's.

Two of the strongest clans that has ever been alive, wiped out by their own people. Hurting their prides in the deed. I mean, both clans got killed by teenagers, and the Akuma clan got killed by kids. Like ???? Wtf happened with being one of the strongest clans ?????

I let out an exhausted sigh, looking around just to make sure that Kakashi is nowhere to be found. I noticed a place where the flowers were flatted to the ground, signing that someone usually lays there. I walked up to it and touched it, the place was still warm.

The smell of Kakashi filled my nose, and I immediately realized that he's the one that comes here every time. Sadness overwhelmed me once again, I could feel new tears well up.

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Light it up, on the run
Let's make love tonight
Make it up, fall in love, try.
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Tears rolled down from me cheeks, wetting the flowers underneath me, like morning rain. As on cue, it started to rain. The fain poured fast, making my clothes drenched with water. But I didn't care, in fact, I enjoyed it. The rain was cooling and fitting with my mood.

"(Y/N).." I looked up to see Pein's emotionless face. But he had a bit of sadness in his eyes as he looked at my broken figure. "(Y/N), I know that its hard, but Im here for you. Don't cry alone, Ill always lend you my shoulder to cry on." He said, a hint of pink crossing his cheeks.

I smiled at him, not a grin, not a smirk, a genuine smile. More tears flooding out, but this time it were tears of relief. I was so happy with those words, those words that I just needed to hear. He softly smiled at me, "w-want a hug?" He asked, blushing even more.

I happily nodded while standing up and jumping up into his arms, wrapping mine around him. He relaxed into the hug and wrapped one arm around my waist, while the other softly petted my hair.

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But you'll never be alone,
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn,
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn,
Baby, I'm right here.
I'll hold you when things go wrong,
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn,
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn,
Baby, I'm right here.
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"We have to get going, (Y/N)." Pein stated, after hugging for around 5 minutes. I nodded with my head still buried in his chest.

He broke the hug and looked at me, signing for me to walk. I childishly held my arms out, and gave him a carry-me look. He groaned and rolled his eyes, but still picked my up and carried me bridal-way. I curled up in his arms, trying not to remember all the sad things that had happened today.

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Go, give love to your body
It's only you that can stop it
Go, give love to your body
It's only you that can stop it
Go, give love to your body
It's only you that can stop it
Go, give love to your body
Go, give love to your body
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I closed my eyes, and Kakashi appeared in my head, his mask down and smiling with a small blush at me. Whispering that he loves me and that he will always be there for me.

Next to him stood Naruto, holding Kakashi's hand and a wide grin on his face while giggling and saying that he's super happy that Im his special
Nee-chan.

On the other side of Kakashi, stood Sasuke. Holding Kakashi's other hand while tightly gripping the dinosaur stuffed animal that Itachi gave him, which I gave Itachi. The cute little Uchiha smiled warmly at me, with a big blush.

Behind him stood Itachi, holding Sasuke by his small shoulders while gently smiling at me.

Next to Itachi stood Kyoukai, towering over all the other boys. He had a large grin on his face and roared out that Im the most amazing little sister that anyone could ever have.

Behind Naruto stood Shisui, smirking and winking at me, saying that Im the hottest girl that he has ever seen, earning a smack on the back of his head from Kakashi.

Happy tears rolled down my cheeks, I had a big smile plastered on my face. My cheeks were slightly pink as I tried to stop crying. While the boys laughed, saying that there is no need to cry, because they'll always be there for me.

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But you'll never be alone
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
Baby, I'm right here
I'll hold you when things go wrong
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
Baby, I'm right here
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
Baby, I'm right here
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WAAAAAAAAAAAH I GOT SO SAD WHILE WRITING THIS BITCH OF A CHAPTER.

IM PROUD THAT I WROTE IT IN LESS THAN TWO HOURS THOUGH, SINCE I ALWAYS WRITE MY CHAPTERS IN MORE THAN TWO DAYS.

HOPE Y'ALL ENJOYED, VOTE AND COMMENT IF YA WANT. BYE BYE~

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