Julianne's P.O.V.

I wake up everyday get ready for school, boring stuff. School is a drag, boys ignore me, girls make fun of me, did I mention I'm the most hated girl in school? well I am. I'm nerdy, apparently a freak. I'm friends with the nerds and misfits but they love and accept me which is why I love them so much. My best friend Annabelle is always there for me through thick and thin. She's the bestest friend I could ever have.

I sometimes get bored and lonely so I go on the internet and goof off on tumblr, Facebook, and Twitter. I mostly read and interact with the nerdy fandoms like Harry Potter, Percy Jackson, and other novels but I also Fangirl over music, Hot Chelle Rae, the Ready Set, the Summer Set, Fall Out Boy, 5SOS, and One Direction. and many more, but One Direction is pretty special to me, not only because they're amazing, but because I once was best friends with the little Irish cutie Niall Horan.

It all started in kindergarten when he tried showing off and fell backwards in his chair. The whole class laughed and I did too but I was the one to help him up. We were friends ever since, we actually only lived a few houses away from each other so we'd walk to the bus stop together and sit next to each other on the bus. That went on until the fourth grade. My dad got a huge work business deal in the U.S. and I had to say goodbye to my very first best friend. We had hugged and he gave me a stuffed penguin to remember him by. Yes, he was always adorable. I actually still have that penguin to this very day.

Anyway, I moved to the U.S. and everybody liked my Irish accent, except a mean girl named Tabitha, I think it was because she was jealous but I'm not sure. That's when the bullying started, it was awful. First it was just name calling, then pushing around, to girls slapping me in the bathroom, to everyone slamming me into lockers, doors, walls, the sidewalk, you name it. During my 7th year the bullying effected my grades so I was held back one year. So I'm 19 and it's my last year in high school, every girl in my grade loves One Direction but none of them believe me when I say I knew Niall, I can't blame them, but bullying me for 'lying' bothers me. I've learned to deal with it, but I have been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, ADHD and ADD, yeah I know I have problems but I manage. Anyway like I was saying I goof off on the internet and I found this anonymous chatting website, basically you make a screen name, mines TigerLilyXoXo, and then you find a random person and chat, yeah it can be dangerous but I'm careful. I talk to this one guy who's really sweet, his screen name is FutballSuperStarrxx, We have talked only for a few days, but I'm starting to really like him.

"Lilianne! Dinner time!" my mother called. I'll have to finish my story later, I sighed as I walked down the stairs, smelling the savory aroma of my mother's homemade five cheese macaroni. It's one of my all time favorites. I happily eat two helpings, yes I know I'm fat, I eat a lot, deal with it. I thank my mother and head back upstairs to see that I had gotten a message from FutballSuperStarrxx while I was gone.

FutballSuperStarrxx: Aye TigerLily:) wassup?

I laughed and replied

TigerLilyXoXo: I just ate dinner:) you?

FutballSuperStarrxx: I uh just played some futball with me mates. what did you eat? xx

I laughed again, he always asks what I eat.

TigerLilyXoXo: Cool:) and I had my mother's homemade five cheese macaroni, it is heaven! :)))

FutballSuperStarrxx: FIVE CHEESE? my mouth is watering now, fooddddddd :)) lol

Oh hey sorry chica but I'm kinda busy now I'll chat you later, sorry again, bye Tiger Lily!:)xx

TigerLilyXoXo: it's okay Super Star:) chat you later xx bye.

and we both logged off.  He seems to be busy quite often. But it's cool I guess, he actually has a life unlike me. I decide to get off my laptop and lay on my bed, while cuddling my penguin, I read a new book that I checked out of the library today, it's called the moral instruments, city of bones. I hear it's good. It took me about five hours to get more than halfway done with the book, I can read faster than anyone in my grade and have been since 9th year. My favorite place besides my room and the kitchen is the library. there's so many wonderful stories that I can read, so many possibilities, it's beautiful actually. I bet you're bored now, yeah I can be boring at some times, but I'm also hyperactive and I can get naturally high quickly which makes me funny, outgoing, sassy, a smartass, and I laugh at almost every joke, horrible or not.

So I know One Direction is going on tour soon, I've been saving up from my allowance and my job money, and was finally able to get two front row seats and two back stage passes for Annabelle and I. We're both really excited and hopefully Niall will remember his old best friend: Me

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A/N

Hey guys! SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG TO UPDATE! I've been struggling with my grades and stress I'VE ONLY GOT TWO MORE FULL DAYS OF SCHOOL THEN TWO HALF DAYS WITH FINALS

I'm scared because I need to get 77% or better in 3 of my classes or I won't get the credits for the classes and I'll have to take them over again... I don't want that!

So I'm trying to update during the weekend, but I also have like 8 essays to write so... I'm busy and I'm sorry, I'll try and update but no promises, but after schools over I'm a free duckling for the Summer and updates more often! yaaaaayyyyyyyy! WOO!

okay love y'all beautiful peoples byeeeeee

-Joyce