Song name: First love/late spring- Mitski

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First love never works out.
Love isn't always a bed of roses.
It can be cruel.
It makes yourself sick. When you thought love will save yet it leaves you shattered.

Taehyun and Kai thought that love would make them both happy. Oh how wrong their young,immature mindset was.

they feel suffocated. They both love eachother. Yet they wanna distance eachother, because there relationship isn't how they expected it to be.
They thought it would be sweet.
But now;

All they do is cry like a tall child.

"So please hurry, leave me i cant breathe, please dont say you love me."

Taehyun sobbed out on the floor on the night of which they ended it all.

胸がはち切れそうで
(I feel like my chest will burst out)

They both felt like jumping of from the ledge of struggles, but if they jump of how are they considered adults?
They just wanted to crawl back in.

"We cant do this anymore Kai we both are too affected. Too broken to be repaired. We both cant seem to love eachother."
Taehyun choked out from his broken sobs.

"I wish we could just runaway somewhere. How foolish we were. Why did we even love eachother in the first place?....
I guess its over now." Kai said.

Kai looked down while his tears dropped one by one on the white carpet.

Taehyun sobbed even more. The more taehyun's dreadfully cried ,the more his heart broke. He wanted to give in and hug him.

But he knew it wont work out no matter what they do to try to fix themselves. It was over. They were over.

Oh how young they were when they behaved 25, but now they've grown into a tall child.

They still wanted eachother.

'Hurry, leave me i cant breathe please dont say you love me.'

'胸がはち切れそうで
(I feel like my chest will burst out.)'

One word and they both will jump of the ledge they were on.

Yet they wanted to crawl back into the old days.

They thought they will be eachother's first and last love.

Life had other plans. It will never be the same again.

How much they hated being adults. How much they wanted to die.

All they do is cry like a child. How they used to yearn for love but now they dont want it. How they wanted to kiss and make up but it will never work out. Because....

It's late spring and two hearts are crushed like fragile glass pieces.

End.