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Chanyeol 's  pov.

I just cant tell baek about my illness I have no right over him anymore,,,

He will think it's another lie,,,

I cant either my  parents,,, they don't have that too much money,, 

I need to visit my parents,,, I cant know if I will visit them again

I arrived home and my  parents were so happy to see me

Dad, mom I missed all of you,,,

We missed you chanyeol,,,

Are you doing fine son??

Yes  mom I am,,,

You look  pale son

Am not mom,,,,

Mom how's noora doing in the hospital anyway

No  improvement son I think we  lost hope,,,

No  mom she will survive we cant die  all

What did you say chanyeol

Am  sorry mom, dad

What did you mean,,, can you explain please

I have kidneys failure

What?

Yes mom I need to be operated and have a doner with fifthy  million,,,

It cant be  son

It is mother and we cant afford the money and also it's difficult to have a donor

Or  mom,  dad one of you can assist me with one kidney maybe

No  son we  cant,,, we don't want to die yet,,,

I was joking mom, dad,,,

Really son

Yes mom,,, we  can look someone to give you a  kidney but we cant risk our self to die now that life is sweet,,,

I cant believe my parents are so selfish,,, I thought they will comfort me but I  guess I was wrong,,,

Now if I tell baek he will see as  a game am  playing,, 

If  my  parents feared to give me a  kidney how can someone else is going to volunteer to help me,,,

Am ready to die for the peace of everyone,,, it's for the best

If  I die I hope baek will find  happiness in his life,,