"we are like parallel lines. we are so different though we both are looking at the same place.

CHAPTER FOUR

you don't have me inside but I'm full of you. it drives me crazy. but why are you doing this to me? why are you making a fool of me?"

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Jungkook wants to smack himself.

Why? Because he's going to another party in hope of seeing her.

Elianna.

It's been four days and he hates how not a day has passed without him thinking about her. Does she think about him too? Of course not. He was nothing but another hook up for her. Jungkook wasn't used to being used and he didn't like the way it made him feel small. He doesn't like the way a stranger has a sense of control over him.

He asked Taehyung yesterday. "Is there another party soon? If there is, we should go." He hoped Taehyung wouldn't ask too much of it, tease him or lecture him.

Taehyung mentioned that there was and here they are.

They get out of the car and Taehyung suddenly smiles, a random one with his lips closed. He turns around to glance at his best friend. The darkness of the night engulfs him as he looks amused. The sound of his heeled shoes being the only thing in hearing. "So what made you want to come to a party, Mr I don't like parties Jungkook."

Jungkook rolls his eyes and shoves him aside before putting his hands in the pockets of his denim jacket. "Because, I want to." He tries his best to be unbothered.

Taehyung crosses his arms over his chest that's covered in a floral shirt and he gives Jungkook a knowing look. "The only way to get rid of temptation is to yield to it." Is what leaves his mouth.

Taehyung being a fan of literature and choosing to pursue a degree in that subject fits his aura. It adds to him simply being Taehyung. The elements of notepads, calligraphy, poetry, drama and words. But of course, he loves to spit out quotes whenever he can.

Jungkook isn't sure if he agrees with the words that left Taehyung's mouth. Giving in to temptation makes it worse and inevitably, it leads to greed. But giving in to temptation can help to reduce the urge, eventually making it fade or controlling it more.

They cross the road and Jungkook notices how the same house doesn't look as busy as last time. Less people means less anxiety. But he still feels nervous. The thought of seeing her, Elianna, again makes him nervous.

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Jungkook did not come to the party to feel jealous. He did not.

Jealousy is not what he intended on feeling when he saw Elianna. He hardly knows the girl. But the world was playing games with him this summer. He met this girl at a party who he ended up making crazy love with. His friend warned him not to get attached. He doesn't know why he's so attached when he doesn't even know her properly, except for the fact that the way she made him feel was something he wanted to feel again. So badly.

Temptation. Fuck off.

Jungkook stands with Taehyung who's too busy talking to someone dressed in a captain America shirt. Jungkook holds his can of Coke in a tight grip as he observes Elianna from far, she hasn't seen him yet. Would she even recognise him? There's a part of him that wants him to see her, see how she reacts but there's also a part of him that doesn't want her to see him because he'd want to run away.

Jungkook can't take his eyes off her. She's across the room looking so effortlessly beautiful with no care of the environment around her, yet Jungkook realises that it's an environment where she feels the most comfortable. She fits in and it's evident.

Her hair is tied back in a messy bun, strands framing her face. She's talking to the same man who was blowing kisses at everyone at the last party. They're sharing a cigarette and her covered legs are draped over his thighs.

I hope that's not her boyfriend, Jungkook thinks to himself. He tries not to make assumptions. he wants to smack himself again.

It's his fault. He's annoyed at himself for thinking she's the kind of girl he'd have a chance with. Taehyung told him she doesn't date so why was Jungkook gaping at her, waiting for something magical to happen. Nothing would happen. Whatever happened that night should be forgotten.

Jungkook ignores the jealousy he feels and tears his gaze away from the couple. He walks up to Taehyung who's surrounded by a group of girls. Immediately a blonde girl leans into him, craving for his attention and Jungkook is flustered. He doesn't know how to react or how to talk to girls. He forces himself to take interest in the girl.

When Jungkook looks around the room again, to catch a glimpse of Elianna, she's gone. This causes him to frown. He moves away from the girl who was now trying to take off his jacket. He makes his way outside, blank look on his face. He doesn't want to admit that he's looking for Elianna but he is.

The word is definitely playing games with him, Jungkook says to himself because as soon as he steps out on the garden porch, a familiar girl comes into view.

Denim jeans and a jumper that's the colour of a bruise after a punch, is what fits her frame. Elianna sits on the rock wall, her arm leaning on her knee as she fidgets with a pack of cigarettes.

"Want some company?" Jungkook musters up some courage and takes a step forward. He ignores the fast pace of his heart.

Elianna doesn't look happy. A blank look on her face as she watches him trying to get his thoughts together, think what to say next, where to stand and where to look. It's like she knows the effect she has on him, it's entertaining to her and he hates it.

There's a slight pause and Elianna looks away from Jungkook's bronze eyes. His eyes don't leave her and the emotions in his eyes have shifted from jealousy to care.

Her voice is soft, so distant. "Didn't think I'd see you again."

The fact that she remembers him takes him aback. Jungkook calm down, it's just a girl.

He takes a step forward. He thinks about how nervous he was when he first talked to her but now he feels much more comfortable. She makes him want to be confident.

There's a tiny smile gracing his lips. "Not happy?" He seeks.

Elianna laughs and Jungkook is amazed by the sound. Her laughter is lovely and his tiny smile turns into a much bigger one.

"Very happy actually." She murmurs.

Me too.

Elianna leans forward, catching him off guard and wraps her hand around the back of his neck. She brings him closer and he's under her control, again. Their lips are about to meet and Jungkook is about to close the gap between them because temptation brings out a confident side to Jungkook, but Elianna speaks.

"Do you want to ... you know-"

He knows what she's implying but he pretends to not hear and leans his forehead against hers. She closes her eyes and fuck, what is happening to him?, Jungkook thinks hard.

Elianna opens her eyes again, brown meeting brown and she closes the gap between them. Her lips meeting his, slowly and sensually. Her lips taste like everything that's addicting and sweet but everything he should stay away from.

Hesitantly, he places his hands on her hips as she stays seated beneath him. Her hands run down his chest, touching the sides of his jacket and his hard body, her fingers tracing every curve, every dip and every space along his chest over his shirt. He kisses her harder when a content sigh pushes past her lips and he's glad.

Jungkook doesn't realise how flustered he is until Elianna moves away from the kiss. His heart is a mess, his hair is a mess and he's a mess. A turned on mess. The girl with beautiful skin, beautiful eyes and beautiful lips leans forward, resting her hands on his chest. She feels how heavy he's breathing and she looks up at him with a smile.

Her hot breath fans his skin and he's burning. "God, I've been hoping you'd somehow show up tonight." Her lips take him away.

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my baby

and since the chapter is titled danger ...

also jungkook now has pink/red hair- he has me shook

I teared up because I genuinely think he's the most beautiful man I've ever seen ... he did THAT

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