juju💋.

"so jay are you gonna let mikey go into the room with you when they baby's born ??" lauren asked.

"i haven't really thought about it, but considering that we are good and we been doing good especially since we're gonna be co parenting then i think it will be a good thing for him" she said.

"and you juju ? are you gonna be in there ?" rayah asked.

"not if he's there. it ain't no reason for both of us" i said shrugging.

"but moral support, i want you to hold my hand while i give birth" she said.

"ask mikey, that's the baby daddy" i said.

"tf is you're problem ??" jada asked.

"i don't have a problem but it doesn't make sense for both us to be there. he's the dad so" i said.

"okay but you're my gf i still want you to be there with me. do you still hate him for what happened between us ?" she asked.

"i got mad respect for him for stepping up but that doesn't mean i trust him".

"so you think that i might break your trust again ??? you don't trust me or sum ?"

"now ask yoself and i need you to look down for just a second and ask yoself if that was me would you trust me ??" i asked.

"again im happy about baby girl. i love her just like she my own but you and i both know that how she got here ain't fair to me" i said.

"okay im sorry i ask i didn't mean to cause tension" lauren said quickly.

"it's fine, she's almost 7 months so it gotta be talked about sooner than later." i said nonchalantly.

"so you want me to tell him he can't come into the room with me ??" jada asked.

"hn, again that's HIS kid. but if you do let then im not doing it. i will wait in the waiting room like everyone else" i said.

"juju you not understanding tho. yes i messed up but i still want you to be apart of this moment with me and the baby" jada said.

"look can we not right now" i said tying my shoes.

"so jada, any names yet ??" ag asked.

"well i was thinking skylar but mikey says that it's too girly or wtv" she said laughing.

"what he mean to girly ?? she is a female ykkk" rayah said laughing.

"exactly" jada said.

"okay but why so i feel like baby girl is gonna grow up to be a stud ?? like i feel like she's gonna take right after jada" talia said.

"hey now ntm" she said laughing.

"you okay ?" rayah asked as we stretched.

"mhm" i said.

"wassup fr ju ?? im your best friend so you can't lie to me" she said.

"it's just harder now. like obviously im super happy he wants to be in her life but now it feels like they basically in a relationship lol. i just exist at this point" i said shrugging.

"okay but jada loves you. and she knows how much you love the baby" rayah said.

"yeah i guess" i said.

"don't stress it, cus she's gonna grow up with a mom and a dad and a extra mom that loves her too" rayah said and i nodded.

"thank you ray" i said and she nodded.

"ofc, now make sure you talk to jada after practice cus yk how emotional she gets when she think you hate her" she said as we laughed and i nodded.

after practice i headed home to shower and i took my hair down and washed it. i just left it down so it could breathe for a while.

i grabbed my phone and jada texted me making me shake my head. she overprotective asf lol.

myheart😍: hey.. can you come over so we can talk ?? i got wingstop. im sorry if i upset you🥺.

soulmate🌸: hey, i just got out the shower and im otw.

i grabbed my keys and headed to her apartment where i could hear voices. she probably done told kp nem about what happened.

"hey come sit" she said and i sat down beside her.

"im sorry if i upset you mama. i didn't know you actually felt some type of way about him and the baby" she said.

jada🦋.

atp idk what juju got going on but all ik is she either still hate mikey or she doesn't trust me around him. or maybe both.

"i don't feel no type of way about him or the baby. again im glad he stepped up".

"it's like yall back together and i just exist atp. yes i understand he's the father and he has every right to be apart of this but ion appreciate you pushing me aside for him when im the one who's been since day 1" she admitted.

"im not pushing you aside for him mama i just wanna be as fair as possible especially since he really is tryna be there for his kid" i said.

"yeah and that's fine. this kid is gonna grow up with two amazing parents and one extra person to love her but it's like d*** im only gone be here when mikey can't and ian down fr ts" juju said.

"we understand what you saying ju, but at the same time mikey being the dad just makes it easier for jada and the baby" kp said.

"mhm yeah. anyways why didn't he come find out the gender of the baby cus i could've sworn you sent him an invitation. if he wanna be in this kid life so bad why am i the one taking you to you're d*** appointments ??"

"why am i the one buying all her needs and sh** ? why am i the one you call when yo feet hurt ? when yo back hurt ?? when you can't get up ?"

i could tell she was getting p*ssed the more we talked.

"bcus you're her gf juju tf you mean ?" my sister said.

"you stfu cus i wasn't talking to you! this a ab conversation c yo way right tf out of it".

"yeah im you're gf not yo d*** babydaddy. and being honest i wouldn't mind helping you raise her if you ain't use me when mikey ain't available" she said.

"juju, relax. we get it but maybe you just need to have a conversation with mikey as well" jackie said.

she shook her head and grabbed her phone and keys making me sigh. ik i was about to cry cus im already a crybaby and then these hormones are kicking my ahh.

i never realized that i only used her when mikey couldn't be here and now it makes me feel more than guilty. mikey is in arizona and it gonna make it harder for us to co-parent.

chapter 34🔥! i apologize for the later update. i like how mikey stepped up but i also understand juju. what yall think ? lmk bookies! vote and comment💋!