Prae side::2 weeks after

"Prae, I always see you as my sister, I will never judge you so please what is going on your mind? Why are you not confessing to him the truth?" Forth asked after calling her to his office to make her understand how she putting her life at risk.

Prae fidgeted her fingers nervously, "Nothing P, please P give me some more time I will confess to him and stop my act" she assured forth by asking time, forth sighed and dismissed her to leave.

Prae drove to her apartment, she jumped on her bed and start to think about the things happening in her life, tears start to flow, she is scared, not to confess but to leave them or see them hate her.

In this last 2 weeks prae got close with Anu, her little peanut, now Anu eyes is full of love, her face always beamed with smile, even though time to time Anu asked her "Mommy, this is real right? You will not change again right?" Every time that question rise prae feel a pang on heart make her difficult to breath.

Prae don't know what to do apart from promise Anu that she will not change but what will happen once the truth comes out, what will happen once Niya come back, Ren mother also now live with her, she is really a good person always talk with her in sweet words and take care of her health even when she is weak.

Prae Pov::

During the playdate, I intentionally scratch my finger with knife and put a drama like i cut my finger and gladly it went well. Ren is the one who cooked for a week, I used that time to learn more cooking.

Ren, the name itself give me butterfly feelings, because of my past trauma i start to have difficult time whenever a stranger touch me, but guess what? now my body start to crave for his touch. Its like I enter the darkness to help someone but endup caged myself into darkness.

Last 3 days is the worst day of my life it's all started from that shameless morning.

That morning when I opened my eyes I saw Ren coming out of the bathroom wrapped in towel, I shut my eyes quickly in embarrassment but to open in next minute to sneak him, maintaining like a sleeping figure I start to ogle him from the bed.

My heart screamed to me to close my eyes and asked me to stop. It says watching another one husband is a sin but my mind didn't listened it, I saw him start to dress up for his work, I didn't blink a second even when he is removing his towel and showing me his pale and shiny ass.

Like a bitch in curiosity I watched him dress up, I lay on my side without moving until he reach the door but to my horror he locked the door from inside and approached the bed, I closed my eyes in fear of getting caught.

I feel the movement on bed and soon a hot breath near my ear, "Do you liked my show", I know I should not open my eyes and show him I am already up but I opened it and stare him with my round orbs and red ears.

He asked me again in a cold tone so I nodded my head and expected a bust out from him but what he did next make my body stop working. "Let me get my pay then" saying this that guy kissed me on my lips. Before I push him, he himself stopped and leaves to office without a glance.

After that I start to avoid him I only talk to him whenever it is necessary or infront of Anu grandma, I even stopped giving him cheek kiss when he is leaving home to office, but that didn't stop him from kissing my cheeks.

Before he didn't behaved this sweet to me, he always stare me like I have two head or question me like "from when you start to drive your car?" , "Did you undergo any therapy for driving again", "why did you change your perfume?" , "why did you change your fashion?", "how did you improve your drawing skills", "why didn't now a days you didn't get any client calls?".

As usual I shut his question with my lies. So I start to dress fashionable while leaves the home and change to my formal outfit in my apartment before reach my office, Kong already gave his permission for my dress code until I end my act, however I don't want to embarrass him infront of his clients or investors during meetings.

Ren owns 2 supermarket, his working hours is always packed but for the past 4 days he start to spend more time in home, and his flirting, goddammit I am soon gonna die with his sweet talk. And during his flirting he dare to gave peck my cheeks or lips.

I was at this verge to shout at him, my body starts to get addicted to his touches, my heart is always waiting for his sweet words and this butterfly starts roaming inside my stomach whenever he stood close to me, I know I should not enjoy this, but I can't stop it, I am become shameless day by day.

Today when I was about to leave to office, Ren approached me to gave a kiss but I stopped him by showing my palm, but he held my hand and start to rant some things which I don't understand a meaning except one thing that he will not give divorcee to his wife.

"Niya I don't know why you changed or who changed your heart, I don't even know it is for good or bad, but I can't take it anymore, I can't act like a saint anymore, I can't behave like I am not hurt whenever you talk about Alex, I always held back because you loved Alex and didn't have any feeling for me, I even decided to let you go by sighing the divorce paper but not anymore,

I am gonna take a chance, I will not care even if you still love Alex but I will make you love me, I know you already start to fall for me, let me be selfish for one time Niya, let me court you and make you mine like I always wanted, let me, give my mom true happiness by making you mine" this is Ren words, gladly P'Forth call stopped Ren rant and i spirited from him in a blink.

After crying for my heart consent over my messed up life, I leave my apartment to Ren home, I dropped to Niya store on my way, I always drop to her shop to check her store, I collected all the letter from mail box and put in her drawer without a glance.

I reached home and welcomed by my little peanut warm hug, After got fresh up myself I start to cook dinner.

"Tomorrow are you free?" Ren asked me while entering the kitchen, ignoring his eyes I answered him "No, sorry".

Suddenly Ren lost his smile and went out without a word, i sighed in exhaustion 'why is he sad again' After our dinner I helped Anu grandma to her room and helped her to take her medicine. I enter Anu room to tuck her in bed.

"Mommy, what gift you prepared for tomorrow?" Anu asked me, "Gift?! For what?" I asked her in confusion, Anu giggled and said "mommy, don't joke! Tomorrow is Pappa birthday and your marriage anniversary"

Is this why Ren asked me I am free or not, what I do now, shall I put leave tomorrow and free my time for him, but today only I got ear full of warning from P' forth, I can't blame him thou because who will not get worry.

I enter the bedroom and lay on my side silently, I called him softly without turning on his side, "Ren" instantly came his reply "hmm", "tomorrow I am free" I told him but I got no reply, when I turn my head to see him, he kissed me, he kissed me gently even his sucking is not harsh, he pulled back and said "get ready at morning 5clk for a date" which make me smile on outside and shed tears on inside 'what I am doing? When did I become evil'.

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Kong and Arthit side:: (glimpse of their 2 weeks)

Arthit was having his tea while reading the newspaper, Kong runs to him in his bed hair, bending a little on his knees taking a batted breath.

Kong said "P, I think.... it's a girl" Putting the newspaper and coffee cup on the table Arthit asked in anticipation "How? Did you remember her face?"

Kong shook his head and said "No P, but I remembered I compliment her as 'cute as fuck' , in this world no man can be cute like you,so I am sure that person is a girl"

Arthit smiled and stood from his place, his mind didn't register the word Kong said 'no man can be cute like you' his mind only registered 'girls are cute'. He closed the gap between him and Kong "So you are saying girls are cute"

Kong eyes goes wide with loud heart but before he apologize Arthit claims his lips in feverish kiss, Kong kissed Arthit back but he didn't try to dominate him soon Kong hisses in pain when Arthit bite his lips hard twice.

Arthit pulled away from Kong with a string of saliva, seeing the blood Arthit got satisfied, "P~~~~" Kong whined by Arthit's action. "What? Didn't already gave you a reward for praising me as cute"

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Kong and Arthit always visit their parents every 2 weeks alternatively, it's  time to visit Kong parents, Arthit's asked Kong to leave before because he has some work to finish.

When Arthit reached there he saw kong's mom hitting Kong chest who kneeled before her with tears, he runs to Kong and hugged him "mom what are you doing?" Arthit asked to Mia(Kong's mother).

David(kong father) answered him, "leave him Arthit, he deserved it for cheating you". Arthit stare Kong eyes for answers, Kong nodded his head and said "I told them I mistakenly cheated you "

"Mom, Dad please don't get mad at kong, its not cheating! He didn't do in his right mind, he loves me and I already forgive him" Arthit assured them that they are fine. After that Kong parents apologize to Arthit's for their behavior and Kong acts.

They had their dinner with Kong parents, After spending some time in David home, they bid their goodbye and reached home. "Ouch P! .... arghh...." Kong screamed when Arthit twisted his ear "why did you tell that to your parents?" Arthit asked to kong..

"Why? Ouch... I have to... ahh... Dad caught me hiding something... you know I am bad at lying.... But I didn't elaborated the situation, just said I cheated!  P stop it it's hurt..." Kong whimper in pain, Arthit stopped his violence and said "This time I forgive you, but don't you dare said anyword about this to my parents" Kong was about to protest but Arthit's start to pleaded to him "it not only damage my parents thoughts on you, it will alsoalso ruin our marriage Kong, please understand!"

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Both Kong and Arthit were watching TV where Kong suddenly said "P, I think I guessed wrong last time, it's a boy so don't worry there is no chance of  pregnancy"

Arthit released a relaxing breath and asked "Really? You are not saying for me to feel good right?" Kong shook his head and said "No P, I didn't. I will never lie to you". Arthit nodded his head "By the way, how can you be so sure? Did you remembered anything" Arthit questioned him.

Kong gulped and nodded his head slowly, Arthit waited for Kong to answer his unasked question "it's sensitive P" Kong responded to Arthit who placed his head on Kong chest and start to watch TV without a word.

Arthit was cleaning his cupboard where Kong was busy in changing bedsheets for their bed, "hmm...kong... I want to know what you remembered even if it is sensitive" Arthit's declared to Kong who stopped his action instantly.

"But P..." Kong words were stopped by Arthit who couldn't able to bear the feeling of not knowing things from that night.

"please Kong I want to know" Arthit said while showing his puppy eyes "then don't hit me P, now a days you are getting into more violence!" Kong warned Arthit with his puppy eyes too.

Arthit smiled and said "it's all because of your foul mouth! You idoit!"

Kong just shook his head for that, biting his lower lips in fear Kong said "P... its.... I ... remembered ... touching his ..... his dickkkk ouch.....PPpppp.." the minute Kong finished his reason a new shoe flied and slapped on his nose.

Arthit tossed the new shoe which he take from his cupboard on Kong face, he walked over to Kong who was rubbing his nose, "sorry, (chup)... sorry (chup) for losing my temper.. (chup) (chup) it's just my mind imagined that for a second (chup)" Arthit kissed Kong nose again and again for his bad behavior.

Kong nodded his head and smiled little "I am sorry P, It's hurting me too, sometimes all this memory making me feel disgusted, it's not a night stand for me to enjoy it nor forget it, everytime I remembered this I feel like I killed our live how can I saw someone else as you" Kong apologized to Arthit.

Arthit smiled showing his dimple and wipes Kong tears "Silly! It's OK, I understand you I will not blame you, I forgive you, its your drunk mind, if I didn't told I will not come home that night you may not went to that club this may not happened so blame on me too" Arthit comforted Kong and kissed him, this time Arthit didn't bite him but he didn't surrender also, he dominated Kong and kissed him like this is their last kiss. Arthit pulled away and both are having heavy breathing.

"Didn't I told you to not make him stand before me again kong!! I am still mad at him and even more after you remembered about other person's dick!" Arthit said to Kong while joining their forehead. Kong turned around leaned his back on Arthit's chest hiding his junior and turn his head to side and asked "Now ok P?". Arthit smiles with a nod and resumed his kiss.

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"Kong what are you thinking again? I am talking to you" Arthit asked Kong, both are having their dinner Arthit watched Kong who is in his own thought of world from the evening.

"Huh.. Nothing P, tell me" Kong said to Arthit who scrutinize Kong. "Anyway, my Mom and dad called me, I know we still have 2 weeks to visit them but they want us to come over tomorrow evening" Arthit's said once again to Kong who nodded his head as an okay.

Later, in the bed Arthit watched Kong who is tossing on bed trying to sleep, "Kong I know something is bothering you, tell me what is it?" When arthit asked this Kong start to cry and hugged arthit tightly.

"P.. p... I know you told me to stop remembering that night, trust me P I stopped it but a memory came to me, in that one I heard a voice telling me to ..... 'stop' .... 'not your lover'... 'regret' ... those words are hunting me phi, I am scared P... I want to change everything back to normal" Kong whispered to Arthit with tears.

Arthit had his enough, it's been almost 3 weeks since that night, even though they both start to behave as normal infront of each other but behind both of them feel something bad and blaming themselves.

Arthit is unsure if this will make Kong feel better or not, yet, he wants to try, After sometime Kong got relaxed when he was about to pull away from Arthit's embrace Arthit said "Kong, Do me... I want to feel you to believe you are still mine please let's do it, Take me as want and forget all your bad memories"

Because of Arthit's continous pushing Kong took Arthit that night, he did it gently and slowly for his brain to memorize everything.

Both went to dreamland without even cleaning themselves after doing it. In the middle of night Kong woke up covered in sweats, he rushed to the bathroom and vomited. Opening the shower he stood under it and cried harder "I am getting crazy! How can I dream like this!! How can I imagine P'Arthit in that man place!!"

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Third person side:::

"I asked you a question suradet? What is this all mean? Are not you see me as a true friend like I see you?" Ray asked while taking his seat near his friend in bed.

Suradet didn't answer him, he just closed his eyes and recalled his life, stage by stage to check where it went wrong, he is a only child to his single mother, they lived happily, he got all the loves from his mother, he never felt the eager to have dad, since he was very joyful with his mother.

All his happiness faded when his mother got in an accident but before she leaves him alone in this world, she called her brother and handed him to her brother, his uncle have two sons already but he lost his wife while she giving birth to his second child.

His uncle take him to his home, he treated him like his own son he also want to adopt him but he didn't allow that, he was happy with the way he is living, his sons also accepted him happily, he start to feel happiness again but unfortunately his uncle second son died due to cancer.

Both his uncle and brother Kieth lost their happiness, to make them happy he asked his uncle to adopt him. His uncle adopted him legally and registered his name as his second son name, Bas suradet.

After that everything went smooth for him, he start to call his uncle as dad, his brother also pampered him lot, he finished his study and start to work as an photographer, he always liked photography. His step-dad also supported him.

Everything start to went wrong from the day he answered his brother question, one day his brother suddenly visited him in his work place and asked "suradet, what you think about loving a man?"

Like usual he answered him truthfully "what about it brother? It's not a sin, Are not we already have friend's who already likes boy"

Keith nodded his head and asked "what about you? Are you attracted to any man?"

"ME? No, not till now, but if anyone make me fall for him then I will not run away from my feelings I will accept it gladly" suradet answered him. After that everything changed for suradet, the way Keith behave with him also start to change.

One day he asked directly to him and got an answer as "I am loving you and I will make you fall in love with me" that got suradet off caught.

After hearing Keith confession he ran away to his mother's home land thailand, he thought about thailand after his mother moved to US, he stayed with his uncle in London until now, he doesn't want to disappoint his step dad who gave him a roof. He also doesn't want to shame his mother so he ran away with lame reason of he got a job offer in Thailand.

The 6 months went well for him, he got friend with Ray who helped him lot in work, he talked with his dad daily in phone with love, but he never call or attend keith calls, his happiness soon vanished when Keith showed up infront of him.

Using work as an excuse Keith stayed with him, he can't stop him because he blackmailed him by saying he will confess to dad about his love So he accepted that, Keith behavior day by day tortured suradet a lot.

The way he touch suradet changed, it gave him weird feelings, one day Keith hit him badly after seeing him with Ray in a hug, that's when suradet start to feel fear, keith molested him by touching his ass or kissing his cheeks, or making him sit on his lap.

One time keith even asked him to take a bath with him, that time suradet broke down in tears so keith leaved him alone, but suddenly keith start to change his way, he start to talk sweetly to him, it all happened after he hospitalized for 4 days unconsciously.

That day after crying infront of the bathroom for sometimes suradet got fainted and got admitted in hospital, when he woke up keith was with him and start to take care of him too gently, but whatever he do suradet can't fall in love with him.

One day keith said he will stop approaching him if suradet have someone else in his life, so he lied to him that he has boyfriend already, he asked him to prove it. So suradet asked ray to help and arrange a person to act as his boyfriend.

Keith promised suradet that he will leave the country after meeting his boyfriend that night, first suradet got shocked because how easily he believed him but soon he realised he got him wrong when keith try to kiss him in the bar while they were waiting for suradet fake boyfriend.

Shortly keith try to kiss him while saying he knows about his lie of having boyfriend, suradet pleaded to him to stop and states he really has a boyfriend, keith stopped his action and smiled evilly to him, suradet didn't like that creepy smile, keith even said "you will soon crave for my touch kitty" that make suradet lose his last hope of trust on him so he runs away from him keith who start to chase him but before keith stop him someone else did.

That time all he wants to was escape from keith so suradet decided to use that stranger as his fake boyfriend, the tight hug from that guy itself telling him that the stranger mistaken him as his lover, so he planned to play along the way and decided to tell him later.

Keith saw both and approached them in anger, but suradet dragged the stranger to outside to leave but he stopped, since as per Ray plan he has to take him to the room they booked upstairs, so he turned around and runs upstairs while mouthing "my boyfriend" to keith on his way.

He closed the door and apologized to the stranger for being rude, he thought that stranger will hurt him for his action, but the stranger make him sit on his lap and start to talk about things.

Suddenly his body start to feels hot so he stopped struggling in his hold and when that stranger snuggled into his neck his whole body feels good and the heat start to cool down, he start to listen to the stranger words, it somehow gave him comfort.

When the stranger start to suck and lick his neck he got tensed and reality hit him hard, keith words ringed in his mind ' soon you will crave for my touch', he realised he got drugged but how and when he doesn't know.

He tried to free himself in panic, but once the stranger lips touch his he lost it, he want it, he likes it same time he doesn't want it too, he doesn't know who the stranger is, a good person or a bad person, the way the stranger talked to him he guessed the stranger have a boyfriend.

When that stranger asked a promise to him to not run away, he got teared up because that's what he always do, he closed his eyes and let his tears out, the stranger wiped his tears when he was about to protest, that guy touched him again making him feel bliss for his heated body.

Suradet heard a knock and keith voice, he can't do anything other than whimper in pain, his body start to react differently, he heard someone shouting on keith for disturbing their customers and a little fight sound after that his mind lost in lust.

Before everything went wrong suradet mustered his last strength and stopped the stranger before entering him "stop, I ....m...not your lover...... run away from me..... we will regret this.....". Because of the drunk state the stranger didn't get his words or may be because he sound weak, that it didn't reach the stranger ears clearly.

The stranger stopped for sometime but soon he started and entered him, after a round the stranger was about to sleep but suradet can't stop himself but beg him to do it again even that stranger protest by saying 'you will get hurt P', but suradet begged again and the stranger did it again for him.

That guy went to dreamland in the middle of the action, suradet also but Ray shook his body and asked him what happened, he didn't explain anything just get away from there without a glance at the stranger.

He stayed with Ray for 2 days but he never talked about that night with Ray, he cried himself whenever he think about his life or that stranger who he slept with, he doesn't know the stranger really mistaken him as his lover or just played with him, but he can't help himself from feeling guilty and bad towards that stranger, afterall he too used that man for his merits, he called his dad and asked him to come thailand, he reached his home after receiving his dad from the airport.

He confessed everything that happened between him and Keith to his step-dad without any fear, he leaved the part where he slept with a stranger. His dad kneeled infront of him and apologized for keith.

He also said he found about keith obession on him last week when he went over suradet things, he said he saw some of suradet pictures on keith room some pictures are also not appropriate to keep.

Suradet cried and hugged his dad but got interrupted by Keith who barged into suradet house, soon the fight broke between his dad and keith where keith ended by hurting his father by hitting him with vase on his head.

Suradet rushed his dad to the hospital, he takes care of him for a week, yesterday he take his dad to home from the hospital, Ray also helped him, his dad words when he tucked him in bed were still ringing in his head.

"Suradet, I nulled the adoption of you, I and keith have no rights on you, I did it when I found about keith sickening feelings over you, another truth is,..... my sister is not your real mother don't get mad at her or hate her, she did everything to save you, if you read this letter you will understand her, from now on you are not Bas suradet, my son, I freed you, go and live with your real parents, i will give you the information about your real parents tomorrow"

Suradet got snap out of his thoughts when Ray pat his shoulders "I am asking you suradet? What did your step-dad meant by they are not your real parents? What is he meant by you are not Bas suradet anymore?"

Ray waited for his friend to clarify his doubts, after a pregnant silence his friend answered.

"I am not Bas suradet, I never was, I am Krist, KRIST PERAWAT"

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