Kong side::::

"I beg you," Kong throws the words with head hand low.

"Kong you don't need to do this! Stop making me feel uncomfortable and even more guilty" Krist said to Kong who shook his head and said "No I deserved it, I am sorry! I am truly sorry for destroying your life P'krist"

Krist sat on his bed with crossed legs "if you don't sit now then I will not listen to you" Krist said firmly. Arthit smiled and sit outside the door with the phone near his ear. Kong also sat crossed legs on the floor.

"P, I am sorry.. you dont need to feel remorse and take responsibility for my fault" Kong stated.

"It's not only your fault Kongpop, It's me who used you that day to save my ass from keith" Krist said with a light smile.

"No P, even if you do that I am the one who is at fault, if I didn't do you....... you may not be in this situation.. P'arthit always scold me for not using condom but I never listened him.. Now I am facing the consequences which is hunting my loved ones life" Kong said with unshed tears.

"Kongpop if we start to run 'what if' scenarios in our head for our action then it will never allow us to move on from the misery we are facing. Think like this what if you didn't approach me that day then I may end up carrying keith child, That will be more horrible Kongpop" Krist told to understand no one is to blame, after going through lot he knows how to keep positive vibes around him or maybe it's because of his pregnancy mood he doesn't know and he doesn't want to ponder into it!.

"P'krist this type of struggle and pain should shed for the value of love, you don't need to go through this nightmare for guilty feelings, This thing will break you P, there should be a value for this sacrifice not some kind of payback" Kong voice out his point to understand there is no love in this.

"You are right! But who told you that there is no love involved in this? Wait! Don't interrupt! Let me finish, For you its not love it's just my remorse for using you that day, like you said a payback for my mistake but the love feeling is there, I am having it for Arthit, my twin brother and ....for.this baby too" Krist replied him while whispered the last part.

"It will break you both mentally and physically P, Do you know how much it will change your body during this process and after the delivery? You have a life out P, Not every person will feel happy to hear their loved ones already gave birth to someone else baby" Kong raised his voice little in frustration.

"Do you think I didn't search that up til now, I already did a research even had a little talk with the doctor yesterday, i searched about this after Arthit send me some pictures to scare me, Even though he send that to change my mind but I got more confident after this, Kongpop.

Since you both feel sorry for me, you guys are looking only at the negative things, however, there are also some positive things.

Like you said not all people will accept the fact of their loved ones to give birth to someone else's child. But, there are still some people who will accept, if I find true love like Arthit or like my parents then I am sure that person will not have any problem with this" Krist answered him.

"Moreover Kongpop, like I said if I didn't meet you that day and end up carrying keith child I may or may not have abort it, the thing is when I first know about my pregnancy my first thought is to abort it, I even feel dirty for this child but I searched about this male pregnancy in Internet and find out its happening lot, some have this gift naturally, some have through transplantation so I thought why not? I shall give birth to this baby and hand to you guys who can't have babies on your own" Krist said his opinion.

"But P what if... what if you can't get pregnant again in the future and what if you end up in a relationship with a man? Don't you think your partner will feel bad because you gave birth to someone else's child but not him and you? What will you feel? Don't you will be depressed for not giving birth to your lover" Kong asked his another fear.

Krist smiled because he feels happy that Kongpop is considerate for him although they don't even hold the title of friends, Arthit on the other hand starts to cry while his palm closes his mouth, he doesn't want to gain Ray's attention who is locked himself in another room.

"Kongpop this is another reason for my decision, first we can't be confident about I can give birth to the child without any risk, I may end up losing the child during the process or at the end, It will be a sorrowful for us in the furure, Arthit is also worrying for my risk, but guess what?

This ability to carry baby to me is a gift which I never want, Many males are praying day and night for this, Not all men can do womb transplantation and not all gifted males can get pregnant, so I don't want to waste this gift when many were earning for it, some people's are still seeing the same sex relationship as a sin because of this disability of not carrying their own blood.

If I didn't get pregnant again in the future, I may be less depressed because of the fact that atleast once I used this gift wisely and gave birth to a beautiful child for a family, if there is a true love between me and my partner I am sure he will be fine with this all" Krist assured Kong who hang his low and pulled his hair in defeat.

"What about your parents P'krist? Don't you think-----" kong was cut by krist.

"Kongpop, don't tell me you have never lied to your parents? Everyone lies to their parents but the thing that makes it right or wrong depends upon the situation. We can't tell them the truth Kongpop it will only make our misery more"

"They may or may not understand, we can't risk it, if you want to tell them to the truth then let all go and tell them, I can even accept your decision of aborting the baby but do you think my parents will accept my abortion or your parents will accept to kill their grandchild?"

"No! I am sure they will arrange a marriage for us, it's not like you cheated Arthit and slept with me for them to hate you, they will gladly accept to tie the knot between us, don't be confident Kongpop that you can convince them, because before you do so they will change Arthit's heart, they know you will do anything for Arthit, I will not blame Arthit because No one can say No when it's comes to parents begging"

Kong Closed his eyes in failure because he knows it may happen considering how Arthit parents are still following an old tradition, Kong can't be sure of his parents though since it involves their grandchild too. The tears start to fall again.

"Kongpop, if you guys don't want this baby then No problem but I will not abort it, it's god gift for me I will try my best to give birth and will not approach you guys using this child, he will born as my baby and will be forever, I will make sure that my child will never claim you, i can't kill god's gifts Kong who knows he may do many good things in the future, my stepmother can't conceive child so her husband leaves her, Miracle is not happening in everyone's life Kongpop, by now I want to keep the child even if it is not yours"

"If you feel uneasy then I can go to another place, But my wish is,  you guys should be a parents for this child, last night Arthit told me that if Kong is not convinced then he doesn't want this baby, your love and happiness is important for him, I will go back to states after 2 months"

" I don't know about you more, all I know is you are a good man so please take care of Arthit well, he may seems unaffected but this news is more painful for him, Think how he feels when his twin brother have a ability to conceive but not him who have a boyfriend and badly want to build a family"

"You may be the one who chased him to love but my brother is sincerely loving you, Do you know how many times he asked me to abort it, every time I convinced him, but at the end he said he doesn't want to be selfish and end up hurting both me and you.

Take care of him Kongpop, make him happy again by forgetting our nightmare, This pregnancy harmone already makes me forget everything with no hard feelings, so please you too be free" Krist ended and voiced out to Arthit.

"Arthit please come inside" Krist said while taking his phone back and cutting the call, he watched Kong put his head forward supporting on the bed and cried harder, Krist moved his hand forward to pat Kong's hair but retreated back after a thought.

Arthit closed the door after entering inside, "your man needs a hug" Krist smirked, he has no tears throughout the whole conversation, Kong is the only one who cries, Arthit reached the bed and sat next to Krist ignoring Kongpop who is sobbing his heart out while his tears falls on his lap.

Arthit bit his trembling lower lip to control his tears he really doesn't want to cry, he hugged Krist before pulling back his head "Thanks, Thanks for everything, Thanks for the love".. Krist smiled and said "Thank you for everything..".

Arthit made Krist lay on the bed with head on his lap, He started to play with Krist's hair while asking "where are you going?"

After a moment of silence Krist's replied "My old workplace Arthit, after your last night confession I thought it's good to be ready for the backup plan so I called and confirmed with them"

Arthit nodded while his tears start to flow "Shall I (sniff) accompany you until you give (sniff)birth?" Arthit asked in hope, Krist shook his head and shed his first drop of tears for a day "No! I am good, it will (sniff) give suspicious to our parents, I have(sniff) friends to help me there"..

Krist cried on Arthit's lap while wiped his non stop tears, "when will you (sniff) come back?" Arthit asked while massaging Krist's head because he doesn't want Krist to feel a headache because of cries.

"S-stop" Kong whispered without lifting his head nor stopping his sobs.

Both ignored it, "After finding my true love I will come back (sniff) with my child but to ease (sniff) you and our parents longing (sniff) I will come alone during vacation time" Krist replied.

"Please...S-stop" once again Kong whispered which fell on deaf ears.

"will you allow me to (sniff) come and meet the baby" Arthit asked in hesitation, "Of course, you can come anytime to meet (sniff) the baby, it's yours too Arthit, but not this brat! I also have pride to keep (sniff) he rejected my baby Arthit(sniff) I will never allow him near my baby nor my baby to this moron, idiot (sniff), I hate him! Is  it that hard to accept me as a surrogate mother for his baby--'" krist was cut by kong.

"I say Stop it!!! Don't you guys hear me?... stop crying and hurting me more than you both already did... don't kill me alive!!. do whatever you guys want... I will Damm accept everything you guys say... I accept my defeat... you guys are right! We have no better choice than this one, except killing that soul!!!!" Kong yelled after lifting his head showing his regretful face to the brothers.

He stood from his place, he slammed the door hard to cause Ray to come out and watched Kong retreating back.

Kongpop drive away from that house, he needs to cool down he can't believe he got defeated by the brothers, he thought his reasons are strong and enough to change them but No! they already decided and even convinced him with their reasons, but he feels some points are right from Krist's point of view.

"Don't you need to follow him?" Krist asked Arthit who ignored the question and asked "will you allow me to take care of you until your departure?" Arthit waited patiently for Krist's answers.

Krist nodded his head and said "Ony if you help me to convince our parents about my travel".

Arthit nodded his head with a chuckle. Both spend some more time in Ray's house. Arthit helped krist to pack his stuff from Ray house.

"Arthit, Are you sure? Don't you want at least a night alone with Kong?" Krist questioned Arthit who is asking him to come to his home today itself. "I have a full life to reconcile with Kong so don't worry, let me accompany you, let me be with my brother in this hard times" Arthit answered him genuinely.

Kong woke from his small nap, he doesn't know when he stopped his car nor did he doze on his car, he rubbed his neck from stiffness, after noticing the time from his phone he drove his car towards Ray house to pick Arthit.

"Hmm.. P'ray where are they?" Kong asked after Ray who opened his door, "Arthit takes Krist with him" Ray replied and scrutinized Kong carefully, his brain finally got the answers for the question of where he saw Kong, yes! This is the guy who Krist slept with that night.

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"This is the first time I am going to eat your food" Krist said with sparkling eyes. Like Arthit promised he is baking the cake for Krist while cooking dinner, Arthit just chuckled and said "I am sure you will not disappoint!"

Kong reached his home and his nose caught Arthit's delicious baking scent, at the same time his stomach growled so he headed directly to the kitchen and stunned in his place by Krist's appearance. Arthit who noticed Kong informed him with a blank expression.

"I offered Krist to stay with me until he departs, I want to take care of him I hope you don't mind" Kong just closed his eyes in exhaustion and retreated back to the living room without any arguments.

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"Arthit, it is really delicious! Especially the cake! You are better than mom in this" Krist praised Arthit, causing him to give a proud smile with little shyness. Kong face beamed after a week.

"Hmm.. really nice! Arthit, now I am considering your offer, if you fill my tummy like this daily I will sure take you with me" Krist said with a giggle. Arthit snorted "Don't give me false hope you idiot"

Both got startled by the sound, Kong slammed his spoon on the table, biting his lower lip to calm himself he took a deep breath before spoke "What is happening here? Didn't I already agree with your decision, then why are you both doing this?"

Both just dig their food silently, Arthit whispered softly "It's ok, we don't want to pressure you anymore, let's end it". Kong leaned his back to the chair and released a frustrated sigh.

"You.. P'krist! From now on you are staying with us until you find your true love, And, you P'arthit prepare a story for our parents to believe about P'Krist pregnancy.. ... I am hungry and I want you guys to keep silent until I finish the food" Kong raised his voice and had his food fast.

Both Krist and Arthit smiled with a knowing glance. Arthit thanked happily "Thanks Kong, you are the best lover in the world! I love you so much". Although Arthit confession made kong warm his heart but he didn't show it outside..

"Thanks kongpop, you are the best brother in law in the world and....... I too love you so much!" Krist declared and runs from there. Kong choked on his food and drank the water to cool himself.

He saw Arthit who is chasing Krist while claiming "You dare say love you! He is mine!" Kong watches them with a relaxed heart, his tears filled his cheeks in fear he wished everything would be fine for them like they predicted.

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When Kong was shaving in the bathroom Arthit opened the door and fidgeting his fingers nervously. "What do you want P?" Kong asked through the mirror without stopping his action.

"Thank you.. thank you so much Kong for everything" Arthit thanked Kong who nodded his head. "I called my friends to our home tomorrow to plot a plan, will you be fine?" Arthit asked and whispered the last part softly.

"I am good" Kong replied simply but his smile assured Arthit that he is really OK with this idea of involving his friends.. Kong knows Arthit still has something to say to him. So he stopped his action and turned to face Arthit with raised eyebrows..

"I... Krist... sleep... I mean---.." Arthit was cut off by Kong "I understand P, go and sleep with P'krist" Kong once again showed his genuine smile. Arthit came near him in a blink and kissed Kong not even caring about the shaving cream.

Arthit spirited to Krist's room and got teased by Krist for his face sparkling in shaving cream.

Prae side:::

She know she should not stress her mind out this much when carrying a child but she can't help, every day new problem arises for her and worry her a lot. It's been 3 days since the surgery.

Even though Ren mother surgery was successful but her condition is not yet stable to assure that she will be ok in future. beam is trying everything possible to make her stable. After the surgery Prae tried to talk to Anu, she still remember the way Anu rejected her apologize.

FLASHBACK::

Prae followed Anu without Niya notice. "Hey my little peanut, will you spare some time for mommy?" Prae asked after stopping Anu by grabbing her arms.

"Not mommy" Anu whispered softly..

"Huh?" Prae didn't catch that.

"You are not my mommy!" Anu said little bit soundly..

"Oh.. sorry.. OK will you please give a chance to this aunt to talk?" Prae asked with pleading look.

"No... you are a bad person! Mommy told me because of you, daddy gonna leave us! I will not talk with you" Anu said and runs to her place.

FLASHBACK ENDS:::

Prae cried so much after Anu rejection. But Ren assured her that he will talk with Anu soon. Prae patiently waited for her office hours to end. She entered kong cabin and noticed wad who is busy in his phone..

"It's ok kong, everything will be ---.. OK sir.. I will call you tomorrow" wad cut his call and faced Prae awkwardly. "Don't tell me it's not kong because I clearly heard his name.. why the hell he is talking to you but not me, he even didn't reply to my messages rather than 'I am OK or I need time'." Prae burst on wad who start to think a way to escape.

"Stop plotting a lie and tell me what is happening in kong life before I kick your ass!" Prae raised her voice this time. "Hey get down from your high! You should be careful.. i will tell...the thing is .. kong" wad was cut by kong dad..

"Wad will you please come with me for a moment?" David asked wad after entering kong cabin. Prae was shocked to see him after in office hours, wad smiled thanking his lucky stars and accompanied him with a glad sigh. Prae stomped her feet in failure and went to her home.

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"Anu, why are you not talking with your daddy?" Niya mother asked her, both Niya parents arrived 2 days before to check on Ren mother. Niya mother noticed how Anu is avoiding Ren so she decided to help Ren by talking with Anu.

"Because daddy gonna leave us grandma" Anu said in sadness. "Who told you that?" She asked and got a reply of "mommy" ... "But Anu did your daddy said anything like that?" She asked to Anu.

Anu just shook her head.. "Anu, your mommy is wrong, Ren will never leave you alone, you are his daughter, Ask your daddy about the truth and give your daddy a chance to explain to you" Niya mother advised her who nodded her head in understanding.

"Grandma, is it true that dad gonna marry that aunty who look like mom?" Anu asked her grandma who replied "I don't know, all i know is your daddy choose that aunty, why don't you ask your daddy?".

"Why did dad choose her but not mommy grandma?" Anu questioned her again. Niya mother smiled and placed Anu on her lap "Because your mommy didn't love your dad, your mommy is a good girl but not for your daddy! That aunty loves your dad truly so he chooses her, you will understand once grow up like us" Niya mother explained simply.

"Try to talk with that aunty too, That aunty may cheated us but Are not that aunty take care of you when your mommy was sick?" Niya mother reasoned out to Anu who nodded her head.

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After Anu gave him a chance to explain everything, Ren talked with his daughter a whole hour, he make her understand as much as possible, he also didn't try to explain anything complex for her to understand..

Anu also understand Ren and asked him to call Prae so that she will ask sorry, Ren decided to surprise Prae so he takes Anu with him to Prae house. Prae already gave him her spare key so he entered and hide in the bedroom with his daughter.

Prae unlocked her door and slammed it hard to lock. Both Anu and Ren got startled by the sound.. Prae placed her bag and opened the snacks she bought on her way, her phone ringed..

"What do you want wad?...... ....don't act like you are sorry! I know you was glad that dad came by!....... I don't fucking care!....... if you don't tell me the truth tomorrow I will make sure that P'prem will not get your ass for a week..... ok ok ....shut up! bye ...."

She slammed her body on the couch and cursed her friends while eating donuts.. "That two idiots! Who the hell they are to decide? I know how to handle everything! What type of problem kong is having that they think it will stress me out?----".

Prae dropped her donuts and her rants when she heard Anu voice, "mommy" Anu called her after waiting for few minutes without any attention. "W-what are you doing here?" Prae asked and make her sit in the couch.

Anu glanced back for Prae to see Ren who is fuming for some unknown reason. He heads directly to the kitchen leaving them to talk alone after informing "will get you guys milk"..

Prae apologized to Anu who smiles and apologize back for her rudness.. Prae tears flow when Anu hugged her tightly, Ren came and handed the milk cup to both of them. Prae smiled and thanked him. Ren is happy that both Anu and Prae reconciled but he can't help but feel jealous everytime Prae stressed her mind out for that guy kong..

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