FINALE

To find the end, you have to search the beginning.

Overwhelmed by everything in your life, you decided to look for answers about your own origins.

And so you were standing in front of an old orphanage.

You asked your father about your biological parents.

"Well, I was returning from the city after I had delivered my potatoes and so I came upon a car wreck. I looked for survivors and there was only you...When I took your parents to the hospital, they were... gone. Their names were Lee Hansung and Kim Mina"

Yoongi traced them for you but it turned out they had adopted you out of an orphanage. After a few weeks they were expecting a baby of their own, so they were taking you back to the orphanage when the accident happened. You took the address of the orphanage only to find out that it had been abandoned completely, but they still had records.

It was in complete ruins when you reached it. You had to walk quite a distance before you reached the building.. It was completely dark except the flicker of a small light you saw reflect from the second floor, maybe the caretaker who could guide you and give you answers.

You were there standing and looking around, hoping to see someone who could help you but there was this weird creepy feeling you couldn't shake off, maybe because you had come out all alone without telling anyone. You entered through the main entrance and walked through the empty corridors.

Nothing seemed familiar. No clue. Only the echoes of your footsteps.

But... were they really just echoes...?

You entered an empty hall, still trying to shake off the feeling that someone was following you. But it wasn't a feeling anymore.

"Well, hello there," you heard an unpleasant voice.

"S-sungmin" you gasped as you turned around and there, he stood right in front of you.

"Did you really think.." he started.

"I honestly don't have time for your death speech. I'm not scared of you. Come here so I can beat you up" you rolled up your sleeves.

"Oh but is your baby also as fearless as you are?" he asked, motioning towards your womb. You looked down and remembered there was another life at stake too, not just you. When you rose your eyes again, there was fear in them.

Sungmin gave a chilly laugh when he saw your eyes and rolled the gun in his fingers.

"What do you have to say now? Aren't you scared?" you started shaking when you saw more men with guns appear behind him.

"What do you want?" you asked him, backing off, placing a hand on your womb as if that could shield your baby from the eminent danger.

"You life" he simple replied "Since you took mine"

"How did I take it? You did everything to yourself."

"I did it? I DID? How easy for you to say. I wanted to be happy, to be loved... just like any other human. But then, Jungkook changed everything. He used me for his pleasure and then threw me away. And then you came along to take him away from me, for forever. Did I like getting used by all those men? I didn't! I just wanted to find love but I couldn't. And you, you got it so easily. Why couldn't I? what did I do so wrong?"

"How's that my fault?"

"He chose you, over me. And then you told him about my plan. He was this close to choosing me!! Now look at me, a sick man that no one wants with no family, no money, no career. Nothing."

"You... you can still live a better life," you pleaded " You can help people and..."

"Don't you dare throw this good life bullshit in my face. This world has given me nothing but pain!"

"Please. Don't do this. It's stupid. You'll get nothing out of this"

"I'll get my revenge." he smirked and the punched you in the face as he got closer.

"Don't, please.... I'll do anything..." you begged as you tried to get up from the fall. One of his men rushed forward and placed his foot on yours, stopping you from getting up.

"SEE? there's no one to save you! You thought you were strong? You just hid behind your brothers and Jungkook, then your husband and thought you were all that brave and shit!" he kicked you in the face.

"At least I did not bring bitches to back me up" you spitted out some blood.

"Still the same shit" he kicked your face again and then walked away.

"Y-you'll pay for this!"

"I've nothing to lose. Only you do. Let her get up" he told the man. The man removed his foot and you somehow got back to standing position.

"Get rid of the body" he said as he went a few yards ahead and pointed his gun at you.

"P-please..." you mumbled as images of your husband and baby came to your mind. All the things that would never happen... your little baby kissing you back, asking non-sensical questions in a cute voice, the countless birthdays, the little things for school...packing lunches for them... you wanted to at least imagine all that before you could die.

You only knew which life you wanted now that you were about to lose the chance to choose one.

Jimin.

You wanted it with Jimin.

You closed your eyes, ready to be devoured by darkness when you heard the gun fire.

But instead the bullet peering your chest, you felt two strong arms close around you. As you opened your eyes, you saw a wide chest in front of you and then up to see that beautiful face you loved so much.

Jungkook's face, trying to hide pain through a smile.

"Hyung" you gasped.

"J-Jungkook?" Sungmin gasped too. "No no no, what have I done!" he screamed as he threw away the gun.

"Come" Jungkook held your hand and punched the guy near you, who was knocked out with a single blow from Jungkook's hand. There was another gun fire and you felt blood drops on you as the bullet hit Jungkook's arm again. He shielded your body with his and pushed you forward, almost running.

"Stop shooting him I'll kill you if you do!" you heard his scream again "Bring Jungkook to me and kill the girl!"

You were too dazed to say or do anything. He didn't care about cries of Sungmin as he kept running while sheilding you from the back and though the men followed you, they couldn't shoot because of Jungkook. Before long he pushed you inside a room and shut the iron door closed. Done with that he pulled you away to a side and almost fell over you.

You held him, supporting him all you could.

"You stupid stupid coconut why did you come here?" you asked through tears, crying so hard.

"My... my first love whom I met here... I came to know about her... Y/F/N, that's her name...it was in the records... I was on the second floor when I heard the commotion..."

"Hyung..." your eyes went wide.

"The police will be here soon, I called them..."

"No, hyung, that's me. I'm y/f/n" you cried.

He gasped, and a tear rolled down his cheek as he rose a blood drenched hand to cup your cheek while his lip trembled.

It didn't need to be said. You both knew.

He could've known you more, you could've stayed with him. You could have grown up and fallen in love together. Your story could have been completely different. But...

"It was always you..." he finally said "You are my sexuality."

"Y-you're hurt" you sobbed helplessly.

"It's okay. I'm fine. I'm strong" he said and then coughed up some blood.

"Jungkook... oh Jungkook, I'm so sorry..."

"I don't regret this one bit. I j-just regret all the hurt I caused you. F-forgive me?"

"We'll make it. You'll be o-okay. Remember how we almost died in that snow storm. Remember? W-we made out of it..." you were crying so loud you had started hiccuping.

"I j-just wish I had not let go of you. Maybe in some other life.. if there's a thing like that, we'll be together...In a world without too many labels, and... I won't let go of you like I did... I'll  laugh when you tell me your secret... I'll go like 'it doesn't matter silly. you're still the person I love...' maybe my childhood wouldn't be so fucked up and I would know how to cherish true love. M-maybe there, I would be a better person who can make better decisions. W-wait for me there, will you?"

"No. No you're the best person. Just... hold on... Please.... It's j-just your shoulder... you'll be fine... I can hear t-the sirens... They'll be here soon" The violent voices and banging on the door had stopped as the sirens got more and more near.

"I-if I'm a jerk even there, just beat me up and take me hostage until I a-agree to love you back" he tried to laugh but you could tell he was in excruciating pain.

"I'll beat you up right n-now if you keep saying this stuff"

"I love you. Always have. Always will. My beautiful beautiful baby, and I wish I could have loved you more, cherished you more, treated you better" he smiled and you cried even louder, your hands shaking as you looked at him, unable to help.

"I love you too" you said sincerely.

"Never forget m-me. Please..." his shimmering eyes, so huge, so beautiful, looked up at you and you were drowned in that moment. Your lips trembled and you let out a tiny sob when you saw that look in his eyes.

That look of a sad and unwilling farewell...

A/N:

EPILOGUE AHEAD!!