"Sungmin was the only child of his parents. He was just the perfect guy you could think of. He graduated with flying colours, had a nice job and everything. Girls were crazy about him but then he somehow crossed paths with Jungkook. Jungkook complimented him a few times, asked him out and stuff. Sungmin tried to resist, being under the impression that he was straight but finally he gave in. Jungkook dumped him after like...five days or maybe three." Saera said as she sipped from her coffee. She scrunched up her nose and smiled cutely. You noticed how pretty her curly hair looked, held back with glittery pins. You wished your hair looked like that too.

She had brought you to a nearby cafe and ordered lattes and donuts to cheer you up a bit, and told you to ask anything you wanted to know, but of course started out giving details about Sungmin anyway.

"Sungmin thought he could have what he had in those three days with just any other man so he went around and fucked the whole city but he had to finally understand that Jungkook was the only one he could love. He came back but Jungkook didn't want him. Never wanted him like that to be honest because Jungkook has never wanted anyone. Sungmin's parents abandoned him because they were very conservative. His father told him to leave the company and he basically lost his old life, he couldn't go back and he can't move on either. He's just stuck at a spot and Jony is helping him through it but he can't get over Jungkook."

"Is that why he... glared like that at me at the resort...?"

"Sorry?"

"I just thought about that one time when..."

"Oh, t-that's the guy who helped me with finding my luggage in Paris! Hey Jin!" Saera stood up and waved at someone.

Jin? No way in hell...

You looked back and saw his handsome face beaming and smiling at her. Then he saw you and his eyes went wide. You gave him a horrified look.

"I-i'll call you okay? Thanks for the coffee!" you told Saera and broke into a run, never looking back.

He followed. Saera called after you but you were gone before she could get what was going on.

"Stop I can't..!" he yelled after chasing you for a while in the cramped streets, as he got to his knees and started panting.

You didn't stop though.

"Dad is in the hospital!" he yelled again and that's what stopped you dead in your tracks. You turned around and ran over to him.

"What happened to dada?" you asked "why is he in the hospital?"

"He... his leg fractured..."

"Take me there! Jin Take me to dada! Please!" you cried, grabbing his collar and shaking him.

"I c-can't breathe..." he told you, smacking your hands away when his face started turning purple because of your tight grip.

You let go of him and he hugged you so tight it was literally your turn to choke.

"I missed you baby when I got home they told me you were gone and they told me you were doing fine so I should give you space and time but how could I just... I love you so much you silly nugget I..." he broke into tears.

"I... you guys... didn't tell me I was adopted..."

"We just didn't want you to feel awkward around us. Like imagine you knew you were adopted and then you had stumbled on one of those wattpad step brother or adopted sister fanfictions!"

"Just take me to dada!"

He held your hand and walked you to his car. Then he got in and drove you to the hospital where your father was. You followed Jin into the room and your heart broke when you saw his weak state, lying there on the hospital bed. He had lost too much weight and had dark circles below his eyes.

"Just take a bite..." Yoongi was holding a spoon while he was constantly shaking his head.

"Dad, look who came to see you!" Jin yelled excitedly.

"y/n!" Yoongi stood up, dropping the spoon to floor.

"Y/n!" your father tried to sit up but because he was so weak, he couldn't "What happened to you? Who hurt you?" he asked in a weak voice.

You wished you had longer hair to hide your red cheek and the blood clot at the corner of your mouth but you had none so you didn't bother and ran to him, hugging him.

"Why are you in the hospital?" you cried.

"I'm okay, but you're hurt. Why are your eyes so puffy? Have you eaten anything? Yoongi, get her the porridge..."

"Tell me what happened to you dada..."

"y/n I..."

"Don't hide anything from me anymore. Tell me please..."

"Okay. Okay. I will..."

"But dad you're too weak..." Yoongi reminded him.

"It's okay. Bring her a chair. I wanna talk to her. Sit down y/n, I'll tell you everything"

"It's good to see you again y/n" Yoongi almost crushed you in a hug and then patted your head. He left with Jin after handing you the bowl and a clean spoon.

"Tell me everything." you sat down and asked him.

"y/n. You weren't sent to your brothers so you could take care of them. You were asked to live with them so they could take care of you. I've prostrate cancer. My leg fractured because the cancer spread to it. The family is drowning in debts. I figured that I would send you here so you wouldn't see me suffer..."

"B-but... you..." you felt as if your whole body had gone numb.

"I met Jimin's father at a chemotherapy session. He's suffering from the same condition and we Bothe don't have time. But his family is rich and they didn't take out any loans. When... When I leave here..."

"No...please don't say that..."

"When I'm not here... the family house will go to the bank... your brothers will barely be able to get through themselves. I just wanted you to be somewhere safe, away from all of that. I didn't want you to suffer after I'm gone. That's why I agreed to marry you to Jimin because he's from a very decent family and he will love and cherish you. And he can save you from all these bad things that are happening to our family in terms of finance..."

"b-but..."

"I just wanted to see you happy y/n..."

"I can live happily without him. with my brothers..."

He shook his head.

"You're too young to understand this. They'll change when they have their families. And it will be selfish of you to not want that for them. I don't want you to stand there alone, watching them and wishing you had a family too. I want you to have your own little babies, and I want you to go to their homes and rant about your husband and kids. See your kids grow up, holding the hand of your husband. I want you to be loved like you deserve. Before your skin gets its first line, before your first hair strand goes white... I want you to feel the passion of young love...  I want someone to take your hand and appreciate how beautiful you are. I don't want you to become a bitter woman who hates the world just because she didn't find love..."

"I love myself enough to never become bitter. Trust me..."

"I know, and I love you, your brothers love you. And Nancy does too"

"Yeah they do" you wiped off a tear as you smiled a little.

"But I want someone to be there and love you in the moments you can't love yourself. someone to wipe off your tears when you're too hurt or too tired to do it yourself. I want you to hold your first baby and see the pride, the love and happiness in your husband's eyes. Trust me its a feeling that can never be described. It's the most beautiful and magical thing that can happen to someone and I can never leave this world without knowing you will have that moment..."

"Maybe it won't mean that much to me."

"I thought the same but you don't know how I felt when I first held baby Jin in my arms. It's... If I could live through one moment over and over again, it would be that moment and at that moment I wished I could take the whole world and place it at the feet of his mother, that's how I proud I felt. That's why I sent Jin to Europe so he would be saved of this hell too. But Yoongi called him when my condition got worse"

"Dada... it's not fair. You should've told us instead of suffering alone"

"I thought I'll be okay but cancer is a bitch..."

"But Dada, Jimin... he doesn't even like me..."

"Jimin grew up in a very different family from ours. He had no siblings, his father wasn't't very affectionate either. I know for sure that if you show him some love he'll give you all the love in this world. Just be kind to him... he seems like he has suffered a lot..."

"What if I... if I love someone else?"

"Oh sweetie, you can love anyone.. any gender, I don't mind as long as they care for you and they're a good person deserving of you. But..."

"Dada. if... if someone is there who does love... could love me, and I convince him to be with me, would you... would you be happy?"

"Why would you convince someone to be with you if they love you?"

"Would you be happy?" you repeated firmly.

"As long as you are..."

"Okay. Have some porridge now..." you held out some porridge for him in the spoon and he happily took it. You had still a lot of questions, specially about your own identity but you wanted him to rest.

You also wanted to think about how to get Jungkook back because you weren't willing to give up.

After a love that seemed like a long lost fairy tale, after knowing how blissful it felt in his arms and how sweet those lips tasted, it wasn't so easy to let go.

A/N:

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE AFTER THEY STOP GIVING US MORE EPISODES OF BTS IN THE SOOP I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT IT *cries in a corner*