"H-hyung!"  you looked up and saw his tall stature, leaning down and looking with concern at you. 

"Kim... why would you be out here like..."he couldn't compete the sentence because you got up and ran into his arms, with only your hands separating you from his hard, muscular chest, as you sobbed into them while he held you.

"Hey hey what happened?" He asked, patting your head and holding your shoulders.

"You two! No hugging! Follow social distancing!" The policeman yelled at you.

"Let's get out of here" Jungkook gave you a worried look and then helped you get inside, putting your belt on for you. You tensed a bit when his hand touched your waist but he gave you a warm smile telling you it was okay.

"What were you doing out there? It's dangerous, and kind of illegal right now?" he asked after getting to his own seat and starting the engine.

"I l-left home. Dada and my hyungs... they lied to me"

"What about?"

"Just... things..."

"It's Okay if you don't wanna talk about it. So where are you staying?" he asked, eyes fixed on the toad. You could feel the question was more out of concern for you than general curiosity and you felt relieved that there was at least someone who genuinely cared about you.

"I... I don't know..."

"What do you mean?"

"My father... I used to live in the country, then I came here when Jin decided to go to Europe... I don't know anyone here and there's no place for me back where I used to live either..."

"Listen. I'm going to take you to our home, Okay?" he told you kindly in a soft voice.

"O-our?"

"Mine and Saera's" he smiled mischievously. His fans were right about him... this guy could be angel one moment and the next he could do metamorphosis as Lucifer himself.

"O-oh. But she's in Paris, right?"

"Yeah. I told her not to go but she kept on ranting about wanting to go to get something off her mind. Now she can't get back"

"I hope they're okay. Jin hyung and Saera" even though Jin too was one of the people who had concealed the truth from you, you still felt worried for him because he had been so kind and loving towards you for as long as you could remember.

"They're going to be okay. Everything's gonna be fine. Trust me"

"If you say so..." you stared at the linked fingers in your lap.

He drove you to his place and led you in to the living room, and through a corridor into a spacious, beautifully decorated room, with his arm around your shoulders the whole time. it was unnecessary, you thought, since you weren't injured or anything but you decided to not give your opinion out loud.

"Here's our guest room. You can stay here for the time being. I'll get you clothes to change into"

"I'll take a shower before that..." you murmured.

He nodded and left to get you the clothes.

You cried until your eyes were puffy under the warm water. With your heart finally feeling lighter, you came out with a towel on your shoulders and one around your waist just like your brothers always did.

Well, your foster brothers. They weren't really your 'brothers'. But then you remembered how loving they had been towards you all their life, how caring, how supportive. Even if you weren't related to them by blood, that sibling bond was more than real.

You were lost in your own thoughts, unware that Jungkook had just arrived with some dry clothes and was staring at your slim waist with dark eyes. He bit his lip as he took in the sight of your back half covered with the towel and your waist curved deliciously just above that plump backside and he couldn't tear his eyes off of you.

"Uh... Kim..." you heard Jungkook's voice and turned around abruptly, pulling the towel more to the middle to cover your cleavage. Obviously, you were always more careful about the towel covering your chest than your brothers were.

"What the fuc... I mean y-you scared me..." you put a hand on your heart as you tried to gather your wits.

"These are some clothes, but... I think they'll be too large for you..."

"It's Okay. I can fit bigger things than you'd think" you told him proudly, not really getting why his eyes darkened even more and he licked his lower lip.

"Can you?" he asked in a husky voice as he placed his hands on your bare waist and smirked, pulling you closer. You narrowed your eyes, but didn't really respond. You'd have liked to slap the fucking daylights out of him right away but you didn't want to risk displaying your tits by raising your hand. Also, he was your host and pretty much the only way of staying off the streets.

"Heh.. I'm going to get dressed now..." you motioned towards the door as you went a few steps back, still holding on to the towel.

He didn't break the eye contact even when his fingers weren't touching your soft, silken skin. He looked at you for quite a long time before he went backwards, his eyes fixed on you and then slowly turned around to leave the room and closethe door behind himself, leaving a tiny gap.

"What are you going to do about the rent," he asked you from the other side.

"I-I I don't have money right now..." you told him, grabbing your compression bra and putting it on as quickly as you could manage.

"It doesn't have to be money you know..." you could feel the amusement in his voice.

"W-what do you mean?" You asked, wiggling your way into the pants after you were done with the shirt.

"I want you to give me a chance. To be more than a friend..."

"We talked about it Jungkook!"

"I know but I can't do that. I... I want you and no matter how much I pretend not to, it can't change..."

"It's not possible. What you want isn't possible"

"Just let me try at least? Please?"

"You... you know about me right? Do you still want to...?" you opened the door and stood in front of him, hands crossed.

Jungkook thought you were talking about being straight, homeless and not financially strong, because obviously he never received your messages.

"Nothing." he cupped your face as his face leaned in closer to you "I don't care about anything but you..."

"You don't?" You felt butterflies, and so much relief, as you looked into sincere doe eyes, glittering with warmth and love.

He nodded.

You smiled, stood up on your toes and put your hands around his neck.

"Then... I think I'll give you that chance!" You pecked his lips quickly and smiled at him. You tried to move away but he linked his hands around your waist.

"Kim..." he breathed, his heart beating faster than it had ever.

"But let's take things slowly, okay?" you ruffled his hair and pulled back "I need to rest a bit... so I'll..." you smiled again and slowly retreated towards the room.

"Can't we have sex right now?" he pouted.

"Jungkook no!" You pushed him away and closed the door, giggling.

"You better not forget about this when you wake up!" he called after you as you walked towards you bed and pulled the comforter over you.

"Go away!" You called out too and thrn shut your eyes, trashing around in the bed until you remembered your family again and everything that had happened.

And the truth was, you regretted behaving the way you did and you missed them. You wished they would come find you and take you back. You wished you had a blood bond with them. You wished you were really, actually a boy so it would've been easier for you.

And you kept on wishing all these impossible things, wondering how you'd face both Jungkook and your family again and thinking about a thousand other small things until you fell asleep.

A/N:

Hi I'm probably the only person on earth who hates dark mode/porn hub mode Wattpad. Nice to meet you.

And I present to you a shit chapter because my writer's block isn't over but y'all wanted an update so I'm just going to continue the storyline and make it pretty whenever uwu

Also braces squad how are we doing since our treatment time got extended into infinity 😭😭😭😭