I woke up this morning with the same feeling , this feeling that something is missing. Shawn is missing. It's been a month that Shawn is on tour. I was already tired of it. I looked at my phone and had no message. He was probably asleep.

It wasn't ok at school. I had bad grades and my parents were mad at me for it. My sister was still annoying.

I prepared and went to school. My first class was English. I took my things and went to my class. When I came in the class, everybody was looking at me with a smile. Maybe it was in my head. I sat to my desk and the class sarted.

After half an hour , I was asked at the principal office. I had no idea why but I went. Turns out it was for a letter to my parents and information and boring stuff like that. I went back to my class. When I knocked at the door, someone opened the door and was still smiling at me.. I came in the class and someone was at my desk. The person turned around and looked at me. I stared crying. It was Shawn.

I ran to his arm and gave him a hug. Everybody was clapping and smiling. I felt so happy..

Me: why are you here? You were supposed to come back in a month..
Shawn: I had a break and decided to surprise you , but I can only stay for two days.
Me: that's better than nothing.

He smiled. He told me to open the letter that the principal gave me. I looked inside and I was written on the paper "take the day off you deserve it"

We past the day together. We watched movies , we backed a cake, we laughed. It was great, I even forgot he was leaving in a couples of days. Unfortunately I started feeling sick in the afternoon.

Shawn: I think you should rest, I don't want you to be really sick before I leave
Me: yeah but I can't sleep in the middle of day ..
Shawn: I have my guitars if you want me to sing you something
Me: good idea ..

I took his hand and led him to my room. When I opened the door, he was speechless.. There was poster and picture of him everywhere. It was maybe excessive but.. What? I am a real fan.

Shawn: ... Ok
Me: sorry but I was always a fan of you..
Shawn: well that's kind of weird to me but I'll try my best not taking it attention.. Haha
Me: ok hahah

I went in bed and Shawn put blankets on me. I closed my eyes. Shawn took his guitar and starts singing never be alone. I admit that I cried a little because I knew he was going away soon and I knew it would be hard. Another month without him.. And then I'll see him for like a week a believe. I slowly fell asleep. He stopped playing, lay besides me and gave me a kiss on the forehead. I never tough I'd love someone that much in my life. He hugged me really hard and said "I'm sorry I have to go tomorrow .. But I'll stay tonight.. I love you" I could tell he was going to cry. I was about to fell asleep but I had just enough energy to respond "I love you too"

I'm pretty sure we both fell asleep but I'm not sure. I was really tired so it wasn't hard to fall asleep but I think I had difficulty because he felt really bad letting me alone again. I know it wasn't he's fault. I know he loved being on tour and I didn't want to ruin his happiness..