I tossed out the empty milk carton of along with leftover sandwich bread and the empty bag of cookies. I didn't really like whole wheat in the first place, but I have to admit those butterscotch cookie's were actually good. Just like Emma said, she wasn't lying. I didn't expect her to talk to me though... Well, not like that at least. I-I mean like she sounded different from earlier which surprised me. She went from being a straight up bitch to being a sincere sympathetic woman. It only took a few hours for her to even realize, I bet that Tyler guy doesn't give two shits about what he said or did to me.  It makes me not like him more than I already do, he's going to make me despise him.

I looked around the lunchroom seeing either friends talking, couples cuddling or kissing, people doing homework or just being introverted. I mean it's not as bad as I thought it'd be, I guess I was just overreacting and being over my damn head. I mean I must be kinda narcissistic to think the WHOLE school would be all over me because of who I was and what I had.

"Dang, dad told me not to be like that... I got to learn how to NOT think that the world revolves around me... Welp, I guess I have time to spare to recollect myself in the bathroom for a bit." I said to myself.

  I strolled out of the lunchroom  down the half empty hall, I say half empty because considering only a few kids were out talking or just heading elsewhere. So it wasn't a big deal. Luckily, they didn't bother saying anything to me nor look either, which was a major relief. Once I reached the restroom I paused and decided to place my ear to the door to check to see if anyone was in there. Despite the faint sounds of chatter going on in the lunchroom and the hall behind me, I heard nothing inside so I entered as fast as I could so no one would see me. After entering I searched the whole area, checking under all stall doors. All 8 were empty, no one was at the urinals, so I was completely safe despite the faint smell of pee, it was fine. 

  I walked up to the sink resting my hands onto the counter looking at my reflection. Looking to my hair I combed my fingers through it. It was getting long, getting up to my back which I personally didn't mind but Dad on the other hand would say something otherwise. 'A hair style like that isn't appropriate for no son of mine, in the Cockins family. Now it's either get a haircut or I'll get it done for you myself' he'd say which honestly I thought didn't make sense. I mean, there's nothing wrong with guys having long hair, rich or not I think it adds a little extra flare to my appearance and not look so average. Nope, apparently I have to have my hair styled in a basic rich family type of way. My mom thinks it's fine though so I guess I could leave it straight and long, only trim when it's needed then boom I'm all good. So I'll let it grow out more.

"Well, I could easily get the ends trimmed so no problem with that~ Even Though he wouldn't approve, it's whatever. They're barely home that much anyways, which means HE can't say anything, so hah in your face DAD~" I said.

I smirked to myself as I brushed a few strands of hair to the side behind my ears. I looked to my sweater and pants. To think I'd wear this outfit on my first day here. I couldn't even wear simple things like a regular a T-shirt and jeans with sneakers. Nope, I had to wear an outfit that looks like I'm going to some rich family get together. I sighed to myself and shook my head. Hope I wouldn't make this mistake twice, because if I did then I totally wouldn't last too long around here without being targeted one way or another.

  "Oh well as long as the rest of the day goes smoothly, I don't have to worry about it..."

After I checked myself over I pulled out my Chapstick applying it onto my lips before putting it away.

"Can't have dry lips, that would  be nasty walking around like that..." I said sniffling a small laugh.

Riiiiiiing, the school bell sounded right after I made that comment which caused me to jump a little because it was louder in here and had an echo to it. I cringed a bit before looking to the sink turning the knobs seeing the water come out just like water from a showerhead would. They didn't give them automatic ones like private schools had, though considering this school was free to attend and it has certain types of kids that are disruptive I guess they had a good reason. Making a small puddle of warm water appear in my hands I leaned down splashing it onto my face turning the faucet off blindly reaching to my right grabbing onto a napkin ripping it from the dispenser wiping it onto my face.

"Yikes, this paper towel feels like I'm scrubbing sandpaper on my face...Rough. I guess this is cheap paper...not that it matters. I gotta get to class." I said with slight disgust.

  I walked to the door grabbing the handle with the napkin opening it wide and exiting.  The hallway was kinda full of students and some teachers going to their destinations. I had literature next so I had to go back to my first period class with was on the second floor. As I started walking towards the left into the crowd, I was glancing around crumbling up the napkin looking to a fountain coming up seeing a trash bin located underneath the fountain.

  Quickly, I tossed it in then placed my hands deep into my pocket's. I didn't see those two so I assumed they were still in the lunchroom or elsewhere. But, honestly I was kind of looking forward to talking to her again...just by herself because I think she could be a nice person to talk to or well...have as a first friend.

"Well, class would be sort of nice if she was just there on her own... it'd be pretty peaceful as ever then I could concentrate and maybe have a little fun then get to know her more...wait why am I automatically here claiming her friendship?! We didn't even talk much...only for a few minutes!.."

I bit my bottom lip internally gently biting a piece of skin off. I felt nervous suddenly which wasn't really good. I was pretty sure if I did wanted to have her as a friend I'd DEFINITELY would be on watch by her stupid guard dog. Then he'd just constantly be barking and yapping about me being close, talking or even touching her. That'd be annoying I wouldn't want him to make my school life hell. I got another year here, and I'm not planning to have it ruined, I could have alot going on for me here so I won't let him take it from me.