People think being depressed is actually being sad. But sadness is different.

When you are sad, you actually feel something. You feel like crying. You feel like screaming. You feel like you are hurt, deep down.

But being depressed is different. It's just numb. You don't feel anything. It's just a void, that is hard to escape.

You smile, but it doesn't reach your eyes. You laugh, but the sound of foreign to your ears. You cry but your heart still aches.

There is not a single reason to be depressed. The the many reasons might be small enough to be considered stupid.

You feel as if you are drowning. And you can't breathe. The water is black and you can't see clearly. You can't think. Everything you try just feels like a waste if time. You just feel like giving up. And you can't even swim.

The nights are the worst. It's when the whole world is quiet. The silence is deafening. A small sound can burst your ears. It feels as if you are the only one.

You are the the only one alive. It feels so lonely. So alone. And so dark.

A lot of people try to help. But it doesn't work. They can't always be there for you. They get tired after a while.

And finally breathing becomes a burden. Everything hurts. Even your own voice. You want it all to stop. You want to come out of it. But you don't see the light in the end of the tunnel.

You feel hopeless. You feel useless. You want to ask for help. But no one understands. No one cares.

And that's when the final thought comes to your mind. The thought to end it all. In a go.

Suicide.