thirteen

"jungkook!" wonwoo shouted as both he and seungcheol came nearer to the duo but he covered his mouth once he saw who jungkook was with.

jungkook?

"jungkook?" jimin was confused, why did wonwoo say he was jungkook?

jungkook froze in place, not saying anything.

"junghyun answer me. why did he say you are jungkook?" jimin made the boy face him by lifting up his chin with his finger and saw the fear in his expression.

"i- i. . ."

"jungkook just tell him the truth, there's no reason to hide it anymore" seungcheol sighed as he looked at jimin.

"what do you mean?" jimin hopped off and landed on the ground, facing sungcheol.

"he's not junghyun. he's, jeon jungkook"

jeon jungkook.

"why would you lie to me?" jimin hissed and dragged the said boy down and jungkook's eyes widen at the harshness.

"j- jimin i- i can explai-"

"explain what? fuck you jungkook! just fuck, i thought i found someone to actually make me forget my feelings for you, to forget the fact that i was hopelessly in love with you, but i was wrong. i hate you! i fucking hate you!" the red haired wiped his tears before releasing his hand from jungkook's and walked away.

"hyung wait!" the younger grabbed his wrist but jimin scoffed. "let go jungkook" his voice was cold and harsh. he didn't even want to see him anymore.

"jimin please just let me ex-"

"i said let me go!" anger was boiling in the boy as he felt so hurt, his heart felt so torned apart.

he stole his heart, then tore it in two, again.

now he's falling apart, and don't know what to do.

why must love be so cruel?

he wants to run, wants to hide from all the pain he caused inside.

he wants to move on, but he just can't let go. he loves him more than he will ever know.

jimin managed to make his way back to the classroom, feeling thankful as there was no one. tears continued to stream down his face as he fell to ground and hugged his knees in one corner of the empty classroom.

sometimes the words other people say are never good enough or real.

"fuck. . ." the boy clutched his chest as he started to take deep breaths.

jimin cried in pain as he let his body collapse to the floor.

"jmin!" he squinted his eyes open as best as he could and saw taehyung and the others.

"jimin what's wrong?" taehyung rushed to the boy's side and pull him to his chest.

"tell me what's wrong!"

"i. . .i can't. . .b- breathe"

"no, no, lets go to the infirmary" taehyung helped the heaving boy up and made his way to the informary with jimin in his arms.

"i'm so stupid! so fucking worthless!" jungkook punched the wall and pulled his hair in frustration.

"jungkook stop" he didn't listen to any of them and continued penting out his pain and anger.

"jungkook stop! enough!" wonwoo pulled him away and hugged the latter.

"help me! fucking help me" the purpled haired cried out and started punching him.

"listen! you have to calm down first" seungcheol looked at the shaking boy sternly and he stopped hitting wonwoo as he closed his eyes and breathed in and out.

"he loves me. . .he said he fucking loves me!"

"lets just go down alright?" the boy nodded helplessly and the three of them went down and wanted to make their way back to the classroom but jungkook stopped in his tracks when he saw jimin being carried by one of his friends.

"hyung?" taehyung looked up from jungkook and stared at the boy in front of him weirdly before asking him to move out of his way.

the nurse quickly put on an oxygen mask for jimin once taehyung reached the infirmary and placed him on the bed. he played with his fingers nervously as he looks at jimin who had his eyes fluttering open and closing weakly as the oxygen mask was misted with his breath.

"can you wait outside taehyung-ah?" the nurse asked the brown haired boy which nodded and made his way out, only to find the boy with two other of his friends.

"what's wrong with jimin hyung?" the younger asked taehyung once he stepped out of the room.

"who are you?" taehyung raised an eyebrow as the boy sighed.

"jeon jungkook"

"jungkook? that name sounds familiar- hey wait! you're the boy jimin loves right? i thought you're from busan?" jungkook's jaw dropped slightly after the other said that.

"j- jimin loves me? he really meant it?"

"yeah he did, he developed his feelings quite fast if he falls for someone, he said he doesn't wants to play with love, he took love seriously but you, you broke his heart when you said you had a boyfriend. but he was cheery again after a month when he met jung- aren't you junghyun?" taehyung's face turned into a confused one as he looks at the boy across him.

"i lied. my name is jungkook, not junghyun. it's just that, i thought i would never get a chance to be with jimin. that's why i lied, lied about having a boyfriend, and lied about my name"

awkwardness filled the air as silence took over. "he really loves you. . ." taehyung broke the silence and glared at jungkook slightly, "why must you break his heart? he was crying just now you know that? and i'm sure its because he knew who you really are" he added and shook his head.

"why is jimin in the infirmary?" jungkook repeated because that was his main intention there.

"he can't breathe" taehyung said softly and the younger's eyes widened.

"why?"

"he didn't tell you?" taehyung looked up at him and jungkook shook his head. "oh, i thought he would tell the people he treasured the most. i don't know if i should tell you because i promised not to tell any-"

"i fucking love him! damn it, tell me already hyung!" taehyung gave up and sighed before answering the other,

"jimin has cancer. he was diagnosed with stage four of glioblastoma"

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