jimin came to school looking pale the next day when jungkook saw him in the hallways which made the young boy worried.

what actually happened last night? why was he at the hospital at 2 in the morning?

"are you gonna stalk him forever?" the purple haired snapped from his thoughts when he heard a voice. he turned and saw wonwoo and seungcheol walking up to their lockers as well which was near to his.

"dude, seriously, just give it a go" seungcheol said as he took out his books from his locker.

"he looks pale today" the youngest muttered as he returned back to look at jimin talking with his friends.

"aww, is jungkook worried for his crush?" wonwoo wiggled his eyebrows and the said boy punched his arm, making him groan and glare at him.

"you're a dick"

"are you really fine? you look really pale. you should listen to your parents when they asked you to rest at home. what happened?" taehyung asked jimin as the others walked off to class first.

taehyung was the only one who knows the sick boy's secret, he could be trusted.

"suddenly can't breathe yesterday night and my head hurts a lot" jimin sighed and his friend patted his back, giving him a knowing smile.

"is it because of your tumor?" he asked worriedly and the elder nodded subtly.

"min, you should really go for the operation. i'm really worried for you. if you leave me, i don't think i can survive. please jimin" jimin shook my head.

"i'm fine tae, i really am"

jimin has cancer.

he was diagnosed with glioblastomas last year when he suddenly fainted in school.

glioblastomas is brain tumor. a brain tumor is an abnormal growth of tissue in the brain or central spine that can disrupt proper brain function.

but jimin was diagnosed with a malignant brain tumor, which is more, life-threatening.

malignant brain tumors contain cancer cells and often do not have clear borders. they are considered to be life threatening because they grow rapidly and invade surrounding brain tissue.

glioblastomas are tumors that arise from astrocytes—the star-shaped cells that make up the "glue-like" or supportive tissue of the brain. these tumors are highly malignant because the cells reproduce quickly and they are supported by a large network of blood vessels.

glioblastomas usually contain a mix of cell types. it is not unusual for these tumors to contain cystic mineral, calcium deposits, blood vessels, or a mixed grade of cells.

glioblastomas are malignant—a large number of tumor cells are reproducing at any given time, and they are nourished by an ample blood supply. dead cells may also be seen, especially towards the center of the tumor. because these tumors come from normal brain cells, it is easy for them to invade and live within normal brain tissue.

there are two kinds of glioblastomas and he was dignosed with primary or de novo: these tumors tend to form and make their presence known quickly. this is the most common form of glioblastoma; it is very aggressive.

the doctors found glioblastomas in the cerebral hemispheres of jimin's brain, but they told him that it's spreading more rapidly than usual.

because glioblastomas can grow rapidly, the symptoms can include headache, nausea, vomiting, and drowsiness. but now, he has been feeling weak on one side of the body, visual changes and have been having difficulty to breathe.

"you don't look fine jimin"

"taehyung, don't worry about me. i'm fine" the brown haired let out an annoyed sigh as they reached the classroom.

taehyung knows that there is an operation that jimin can go through to remove the brain tumor in him but the the boy doesn't want to. money wasn't the matter, nothing was. he could have easily go through the operation, his parents are successful, they would do anything for their son. but why should he go through this stupid operation? if it isn't successful, he'll just die there.

why would he? when he still have four more months to live?

he would rather make more memories with the ones he loves before he leaves this cruel world.

at least, he could make more memories with jungkook.

even if they're just internet friends.

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