Yoo jimin do you want to Skype?

Why the hell

Why not

Because it's going to be awkward as hell since I'm awkward

It's okay I can do all the talking
Please jimin please

I'm not even in the mood

Did you have a bad day?

Yes..

:((
Let me make it up for you
If we skype I know for a fact that I'll make you happier

I don't want you to see the ugly me please I'll just break down and cry

But isn't it okay I'll try to comfort you

You're too nice for me yoongi

Jimin please
I won't force you okay I was pretty excited thinking I'd get to see you and watch you talk
I'm really desperate

Aw
I kinda want to see that too

Then why not make it happen?

Okay

WAIT ARE YOU FOR SURE JIMIN I CANT BELIEVE

calm down yoongi you sound like a fangirl
Just don't make a comment if you find me too ugly at least tell me by text so that it won't hurt a lot

I'D NEVER DO THAT JIMIN
I'M SURE YOU LOOK SUPER DUPER ADORABLE.

thanks

Give me your pseudo

It's jiemin95
I'm nervous

And so am I it's our first time face timing
But I'm excited

Yes same

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The yoonmin couple added each other on Skype and waited for their heartbeats to calm down.

_

I'm going to call okay?

No wait let me catch my breath

Okay I'm waiting
I'll be gentle I swear
Are you ready

Omg this sounds dirty

Jimin hahaha

Okay I'm really ready

Yes

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Yoongi took a deep breath and pressed the call button
He came across a small figure wrapped in blankets. He awed at the sight of jimin being all red trying to hide his face with his hands.
He made happy sounds and squealed and that startled jimin

"JIMIN I SWEAR TO GOD I WANT TO GLOMP YOU RIGHT NOW YOU'RE SO CUTE I WANT TO CRY"

Jimin laughed at his silliness, yoongi could swear those were the most heavenly beautiful sounds he ever heard in his life.

Jimin decided to speak and gained some confidence after hearing yoongi's words.

" um..yoongi..you're even more and more adorable than what I've imagined you're so beautiful I'm so happy I decided to skype with you seriously"

Yoongi flashed a smile then stared at the screen as he said while cupping his cheeks with his hands.

"Aw jiminnie why are you so cute why is my heart hurting look I have happy tears"

" same yoongi same" jimin said as his expression softened and his eyes turned into beautiful crescents while smiling.

" I really love your smile jiminnie it looks so good on you it makes you glow more than how you normally glow"

"really yoongi you're the sweetest person ever thank you for always complimenting me and making me feel good about myself it rea- , jimin's voice suddenly cracked but he kept on talking while clenching his fist, really it means a lot"

" Jimin baby please don't cry you'll make me cry too especially that I can't reach you and hug you."

"Jimin?"

All yoongi could hear were jimin's soft cries, there wasn't much light in his room and all he could see was a trembling jimin biting on his lips and sniffling.

"Tell me what did that asshole do today"

"Yoongi promise me you wont hate me and think I'm disgusting"

Yoongi looked at jimin with sorrow in his eyes then said

" I promise I won't"

"Okay I'm going to tell you everything from the start..It all started when I saw hoseok at school one day and fell in love at first sight. He was really beautiful, I loved his smile, it could light up a room, I kept on admiring him for the whole year. He wasn't in my class so I never really had the opportunity to approach him. I had some friends and the first year of highschool went by fine.
However in my second year, I decided to confess to him I didn't think about the consequences and to my biggest surprise he agreed on dating me. We went on dates and I enjoyed his company, we even had our first kiss in a romantic place like in movies, it was so magical and I was so happy.
One thing I didn't know was that he was spreading rumors about me all around the school.
One day, my closest friend told me he doesn't want to hang out with a fag
The next day I found the whole class looking at me and whispering to each other
The next week I started to feel uncomfortable at school because wherever I went I'd feel people's glares and disgusted looks.
Until one day, I got beat up really badly by some guys who picked on me and made fun of me because I was gay.
I searched for hoseok barely standing , no one tried to help me as I nearly fell but I kept on looking for him. The next thing that hit me like a brick was me spotting him in an empty old classroom making out with a girl. Well she was just sitting on his lap and kissing him hungrily. I felt the world spinning around and hot tears were running through my cheeks.
I was stabbed by a stinging feeling I asked him if he truly loved me the next day but he told me "i've never loved you I just wanted to have some fun with you and try how it's like to date a boy and it was really disgusting."
I broke it off with him and my nightmare began. I'd get beat up everyday and had to go through being alone everyday. Just for the fact that I was gay. Hoseok was too much of an asshole and I hated him so fucking much I wished he'd just die for making my life a living hell.
Things got worse and my parents died that summer in a car accident. I was really on the edge of breaking.I didn't think it'd get any worse but yoongi can you believe it actually got worse?"

Jimin started sobbing and yoongi was already a crying mess trying to hide it so badly to seem strong for jimin. But he failed. He had no idea how to comfort the boy or help him. He felt for the first time that he was weak. He cursed the fact that jimin was in busan and yoongi was in Seoul and they were that far from each other. If jimin just agreed before, yoongi would've took a train right away and go see jimin.

Jimin wiped his tears then continued

"one day, hoseok came to me and told me he was sorry and wanted to started over. I was speechless. Like imagine after all what he did to me he is asking me to start over like nothing happened?? I scrunched my noise in disgust and spit on him. I told him to get lost and that I'd never forgive him. I knew for once that he wasn't sorry and that he was just playing the good guy act. His lips curved into a creepy smile and I suddenly found myself pinned to the wall hardly breathing because hoseok was choking me.
He told me that he still wanted me and kissed me hungrily. He left bruises all over my neck then started going lower. I told him to stop but he didn't listen. I won't tell you the details because I don't want to make you grossed out. Just the memory of it makes me engrossed. He raped me there without any notice. He was so aggressive I was scared to death.
He kept on asking me for sex frequently and did it against my will.
I really hated it. As I kept on refusing he kept on provoking me and made sure to send me an intimidating text everyday to remind me of how ugly I am. It just dropped my self esteem and made me feel worthless. Today he did the same. I felt so disgusted when he touched me. He is a psycho and his gaze makes me shiver in fear. I hate myself for being this coward and not fighting back because he stronger than me. He just beats me up so harshly and my knees kind of give in and start to wobble"
Jimin choked then continued
"I wanted my first time to be special with the one I love but no.. no one will ever love me that way if they knew how many times I got raped, I lost count to be honest. There were those times I just stood on a cliff and thought of jumping but something deep inside prevented me from doing so."

Jimin gave yoongi a sour smile through his tears and yoongi just sobbed into his arms. He couldn't believe something that horrible would happen to someone who is as beautiful and angelic as jimin.
He hated hoseok so much. He wanted to beat him up and make him taste some of the pain that he caused to jimin.

"Yoongi dont cry please I'm sorry. I kind of feel better now. I feel like some heavy weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I've always wanted someone who'd listen to me. After talking I can say I feel better so please don't cry"

Yoongi wiped his eyes with his sleeves then spoke up
"Jimin I know what I'm going to say won't help, rather I don't know what to say. I just want to tell you that I'll never leave you okay? And we'll be friends forever. I'll never betray you even if my life was on the line."

Jimin nodded, he told yoongi he needed to go and sleep, but yoongi could see that he was preventing himself from breaking down and crying harder. They waved at each other then ended the call. Yoongi guessed jimin will be crying all night and his case wasn't different.

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Long ass chapter I'm on fire