💔⚠️! Angst ¡ ⚠️💔
So where gonna have some angst ... idk what else to do so enjoy and be safe!
⚠️Warnings ⚠️
Triggers, suicide, depression, self harming , bullying, etc
if you are sensitive to any of these scenarios please don't read this or leave any hate comments
You have been warned
💔= Sad scenerio
⚠️= suicidal
I will put the broken hearts for the sad scenerios and the caution sighs for the suicide ones along with what type you scenerios it is
so please if you are sensitive to any of them you have many warnings and heads up so please don't come at me for this
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💔Scenerio: saying I hate you
Key: m/i/t/t/y= most important thing to you
🍓 💔 Riddle 💔 🍓
[You where stressed out and overwhelmed when you found out your BFF killed their self and frustrated with your self and took it out on your dad]
It was a normal morning in the dorm or so what everyone thought it would be until you came down stairs.
" Morning." You huffed storming out of your room into the kitchen.
"Morning y/n... Young lady what are you wearing!?" Your father said as soon as he saw what you where wearing.
"Clothes what else would I be wear?" You snapped at him opening the fridge mumbling as you fiddled with the chains on your ripped up jeans.
" Y/n go change you can't wear that to school and you know it." Your father said as you slammed the refrigerators door hard startling everyone.
"Tch how about you go change?" you muttered under your breath purposely enough to where everyone could hear.
"What did you just say to me." He snapped back at you trying hard not to yell.
" Oh I'm sorry let me say that again Why don't you go change?" You remarked tilting your head.
"Y/n you have till I count to 10 to straighten up your attitude and change." He said gritting his teeth as trey, Ace, Carter, and duce watched.
You then walked over to him crossing your arms smirking raising your eye growl.
"1....2...3." He said glaring at you.
"4... 5...6...7." He growled raising his voice a bit.
You only stood their smirking at him.
" 8... 9... 9 1/2.... 9 3/4... 10! That's it young lady you don't start acting up just because your friend died! Know what your grounded and don't even bother going out anymore I'm sick of your behavior!" He yelled at you turning red.
"Tch ok what ever." You snapped at him staying in place.
" Oh well then you can forget about m/i/t/t/y!" He screamed at you as you felt tears swell in your eyes as you froze.
"W-what no you c-can't!" You stuttered out.
"Oh yes I can!" He told you as the rest of them tried to calm him down.
You then gritted your teeth as you began to lose it and screamed " I HATE YOU!" dashing off into your room slaming the door.
"..." riddle then felt tears running down his checks as he stood still in place.
"Riddle are you ok?" Trey asked him.
"Y-yeah I... I'm... I just n-need to lay down for a little while. " he cried walking back to his room crying for the rest of the day.
'I hate you!' Echoed in his head as he sat in his room with a sea of tears falling down his cheeks.
⚠️ Scenerio: Bullying /self harm ⚠️
⚠️ 🐍 Jamil Viper🐍 ⚠️
" Your such a mistake ! Why don't you just kill yourself!?"
" What's wrong with you freak!?"
"Aww look y/n's about to cry like a baby! Crybaby"
" You should be ashamed of yourself mistake!"
The voices echoed in your head as you curled up into a ball in your rom as tears flooded down your face.
It has been 3 months since you started getting bullied it started out as teasing then it got worse and worse.
You hadn't done anything to yourself but today you just lost it.
You had the worst luck today.
You fell into a pond getting all of your school work ruined that you worked on for hours, it rained, you forgot your umbrella getting soaked, you woke up late for school, you showed up late to class, your father was too busy to help you, your best friend or so you thought exposed all your secrets, and the bullying was even worse then before.
You couldn't take any of it so you went to the kitchen to get a scalpel that you leave to cut open boxes.
"Oh hey y/n!" Kalim said making you jump.
" Gah! o-oh it's just you Kalim... where's my dad?" You asked him as a last hope before you do anything.
"Oh Jamil went out to get some stuff he won't be back for a while though." Kalim said.
"Oh... ok thanks Kalim." You said with a forced smiles holding back tears.
You then went to the cabinet you kept it in taking it out.
"Why do you have your scalpel out?" Kalim asked you.
"Oh.., U-um... I got a package and I can't get it open so I'm using this instead." You told him your white lie with ease.
"Ok I'm going over to Mc's dorm." Kalim said walking away.
As you got back to your room you couldn't help but let everything out.
"Heh... I can't ever do anything right." You cried smiling as you dug the scalpel through your skin.
" This is probably why my dad's never around heh.. no one would ever care about me." You cried out drawing the scalpel even deeper into your skin falling to your knees smiling.
"I'm just a mistake!" You said cutting deeper and deeper with every word you said.
After a while of cutting you still where your wrist where bleeding badly as you kept cutting ignoring the pain smiling.
" I should just kill myself... that way everyone can be happy." You said pointing the scalpel to your throat smiling.
"Heh... good bye cruel world..." You said as you tried to put the scalpel through your throat but you couldn't even bring yourself too as you heard your door bust open.
" Y/n don't do it!" Your father cried snatching the scalpel away from you with Kalim.
" Y/n What where you thinking!" He said as you pulled your sleeves down only to be jerked back up.
Kalim and your father's eyes widened in horror seeing how many cuts, bruises, and scars where on your arms along with blood soaking your sleeves as it dripped down your hands.
"... I... " You then hugged him burrying your face in his shoulder crying your eyes out finally spilling everything out.
" A-and the worst part... the worst part is your never hear! I hate it! I just want to stay with you but your always gone when I-I need you the most." You cried tightening your grip on him still sobbing as he rubbed your back.
So for the rest of the day you cried staying with your father trying to calm you down while cleaning your cuts up.
Scenerio: bad break up/ cheated on
Key: s/c= skin color
💔🐺 Jack 🐺💔
When you first met him you imidiantly hit it off or so you thought.
They would always be on their phone getting calls or o text say it ' it's from my parents' or ' it's my ex again. '
The worst part was you knew he was mabey cheating on you but your love for him made you blind to the fact he was even after everyone kept telling you.
It was that one night you saw him kissing someone else and pinning them down.
"I knew I should have listened to my dad about y-you cheater!" You screamed as he looked at you in shock while running away.
"Y/n wait!" They said but you had already slammed the door
You then busted through the door whipping away some of your tears as you went to your father who was with Leona and Ruggie.
" D-dad.." You whimpered with tears running down your s/c face with your ears down and tail between your legs.
"What happened." He growled rushing over to you.
" Y-you where right about them... I... t-they cheated on me." You cried out hugging him tightly.
" THAT F**** DID WHAT!?" He screamed scaring Leona and Ruggie.
"Y-yeah h-he ch... cheated on me .... right in front of me.... I was stupid to trust them." You cried.
" Hey shhh your not stupid you just have a good heart." He said trying to comfort you while resisting the urge to go and kill them.
" Y/n don't worry you'll get over him?" Leona said trying to comfort you.
"B-but... I LOVED THEM WAAAA!" You cried hugging your father tighter.
It has been a week since that day you mainly stayed in your room thinking about what you would do with him.
It was horrable but you missed him, the way he kissed your forehead, the way he hugged you, his scent, the constant attention he would give you, and how he treated you.
Your lovesick heart was just desperate needing any attention as you tried to avoid him.
" Y/n about last week! I'm sorry she forced me to kiss her and do that!" They said as you could just tell he was lying.
You just walked away from them without saying a word and talking to your closest guy friend
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⚠️ Scenerio: insecure, bullying, and eating disorder ⚠️
🐙 Azul 🐙
You walked down the cafeteria fast trying to avoid them but alas they saw you. It had been a month since you first started getting bullied.
It didn't bother you until they started talking about your weight.
" Hey fatty aren't you starving!?" One of the boy's called out making you freeze.
You only looked down at your tray to see you had a slice of cake and a chips.
"P-please leave me alone." You stuttered.
"H-how a-about.. NO!" one of the students mocked you as you felt tears start to prick in the corner of your eyes.
"Hey everyone look y/n's about to cry!" One of the girls shouted as you bit your lip running away throwing your tray away.
You could hear laughter coming from the cafeteria along with foot steps
You ran into the bathroom to the mirror as your stomach growled in pain since you haven't ate anything for 2 weeks. You clutched onto your stomach in pain as you heard the bathroom door open.
" Aww look the fatty ran in here!" One of them teased as your head started spinning making you clutch your stomach more.
" l... leave me alone." You bearly said feeling weak from the lack of flood or water.
"Hey what are you doing?" One of them asked you as you started gagging falling to your knees in pain.
"Hey stop that! Fat freak!" One of them said getting freaked out by your actions kickingyour stomach hard.
You then started couching up blood and throw up as they all stepped back in disgust while the bell rang.
You couldn't get up or stop as more blood came out.
A teacher then came in their only to see you passed out surrounded by blood and throw up along with the bullies.
" You 4 principals office now!" He snapped at them.
You then woke up in what seemed to be a bed and your father crying.
" Y/n your awake!" He cried hugging you.
" h-huh where am I ow!" You shrieked feeling pain in your stomach once again.
" ... the principle called me saying that a teacher found you passed out on the floor covered in throw up and blood.." he said with a pause.
" ... o-ok." You said.
" but.... why didn't you tell me weren't eating?" He asked you as you froze in fear.
"... You really wanna know why I haven't been eating .." You asked him as he nodded.
" Cause ... I'm fat... j-just look at me compared to other people... and tell me I'm not fat. Gah!"you cried clutching your stomach.
" Y/n...don't you ever say that about yourself!" Your father said but soon noticing how much pain you where in.
" This explains why you've been passing out and dizzy...." he muttered under his breath as you started crying from how much your stomach was hurting.
" we'll continue this conversation after we get you something to eat." He said giving you a new pair of clothes telling you to go change.
After you finished you both left the school and headed straight to the monstro lounge.
" Hey octo - chan~." Floyd said with a toothy grin but got back to work imidiantly after seeing Azul's ticked off face.
" ... Jade get y/n something to eat." Your father said as you leaned on his shoulder clutching your stomach.
" On it." He said heading to the kitchen leaving you and him alone.
When jade brought you your food you imidiantly bit into everything vastly.
"Y/n slow down before you choke yourself." You father said watching as you ate.
"Y-yes sir!" You said eating at a fast but slow pace not even savoring it as your hunger finally took over.
"... Have you been getting bullied at all?" He asked you as you stoped and put your food down.
"... mabey." You mumbled under your breath.
" What do you mean mabey y/n?" He asked you in a serious tone.
"... Yes... I've been getting bullied for about a month I guess ... I didn't care until they started... calling me fat... and t-teasing me about what I eat or how much I ate.... I ... I don't know why but it got to me." You cried in the office as your father comforted you.
⚠️ Scenerio: caught using happy pills, bullying
♦️ Carter♦️
Even though you always acted so happy and brave in front of your friends , but little did they know how and why you where.
The odd thing was that they didn't bully you at all today.. but as you where walking back to the dorm the stopped and followed you.
"Would you look at that y/n's all alone~." One of them teased.
".. Oh hey could you stop following me it's kind of creepy." You said trying it be polite.
" Hey look the crybaby finally stopped crying." One of them said.
"I'm not a cry...I'm not a c-crybaby." You said feeling sweat run down your head remembering you didn't take any of your pills.
"Are you sure about that crybaby?" The all started teasing you.
"S-stop I'm not.. a crybaby you said feeling tears swelling up in your tired eyes from crying.
"Aww look she's about to cry!" They said getting their phones out.
"Aww did we hurt your feelings?" Another teased as your scrambled through your pockets.
" Now what are you doing crybaby getting your pacifier? " they taunted as pills started falling out of your pocket.
""S-stupid child proof cap!" You screamed not caring anymore that they where videoing you live. [Shine a light repres ]
" Haha look baby needs her... oh my god! One of the shrieked seeing you get a handful of pills smiling sticking your middle finger up.
"Y-you.. won't actually do it your too much of a coward anyway." They said but imidiantly regretted it as you swallowed all of the pills but didn't stop and kept picking them up swallowing more until you passed out smiling with tears running down your face.
You then woke up in the emergency room seeing your father crying in your lap as relating please over and over again.
"Hey I think their waking up." The nurse said as you opened your eyes half lided from the bright light in the room.
"Y/n! I thought I lost you!" He cried hugging you as you.
"I'll give you two a moment." The nurse said walking out of the room shutting the door.
" Yn... why did you do that?" He cried as hugging you tighter but gently as you stroked his hair.
".... what did I do?" You asked him coughing a bit.
"Y-you don't remember..." he sighed and brushed it off not caring about anything else but happy you didn't die.
"Y/n.. my little jewel I love you so please don't hurt yourself." He said crying.
💔 Scenerio: Short term memory loss
Key: y/a= your age
[I'm what this is I ain't sleeping tonight.... yay]
🦐Floyd🦐
Being the forgetful person you where it was hard just to remember about anything which worried your dad.
"Eel-chan~ it's me!" Your father said as he failed to ring a single bell for you.
"Um... who are you again?" You asked him as he only cried hugging you.
"I-I'm your dad. Why cant you ever remember me?" He cried feeling his heart break for y/a years he kept telling you that he's your father but you failed to remember.
" Eel chan just stay here for now." He sighed straightening himself up for work.
"Brother -chan am I a bad dad?" Floyd asked Jade.
"No, I don't think you are a bad father why are you asking. Eel-chan probably thinks your a good father." Jade said.
".... Eel-chan can't even go a second without forgetting who I am." Floyd cried.
"Hi~." You said popping up out of no where.
"... Eel- chan~ I told you to stay in the office while I'm at work." Floyd said crouching down to you.
".... You did sir? Do I even know you?" you said tilting your head.
"I'm your dad Eel- chan." He said as you raised your eye growl.
"You are?" You said as Floyd sadly sighed walking away with his order for his tables.
"Do you know what your father's name is at all Eel-chan?" Jade asked you.
"Um...I think so... hmmmm oh I got it F.. Fl...Floyd Leech!" You said.
Jade was confused how you remembered his not but not how he looks.
" Floyd come here someone wants to see you." Azul said popping out of the office.
"Coming!" Floyd said as you happily looked around and went to Azul's office.
"... What are you doing y/n?" Azul asked you as a lady sat in the office with him.
"Waiting for my dad I haven't seen him in forever!" You squeaked.
"... What? Nevermind... um go out side of the office and wait till he comes out ok." Azul said as Floyd finally walked in the room.
"Ok.. bye dad." You sadly said as Floyd paused in disbelief.
A smile and tears almost poorer down his face but her waited till after he was done dealing with the Karen.
You just happily waited outside of the door playing with your hair a bit as you the heard the door open.
" Dad~." You happily sneered hugging Floyd's leg
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