Our time in Grenada is coming to a close a lot faster than I want it to. These days with Victoria have been a lot more than I expected. When she asked me to have a vacation with no inhibitions, I was expecting to have fun-filled, no strings attached sex. I've had flings before, and this has never happened. Becoming attached has never been an issue for me. If someone asked if I thought I'd ever start to have feelings for a hook-up, I would probably fall over in laughter. But this time....I mean, shit, my feelings are definitely doing some things here.  I am falling for Victoria. And then those same thoughts from earlier, come back to me. Does she want to pursue something with me? Maybe we could...and then reality steps in. Nah man. Just stop. I need to get my shit together!

This is supposed to be a sexy fling, not some entanglement shit. I guess spending every single day together, having fun in the bed and out, always has the potential to turn into something else. I definitely did not expect my emotions to come into play.

Knocking on Victoria's room door, she opens it with a smile.

My eyes drag up and down her sexy frame. The strapless dress is hugging her like a glove and it's just enough to cover her full breasts but still showing some cleavage. And it's making me feel things, like I don't want to say goodbye, like I don't want to go out, like I want to rip that dress clean off.

Like I want her in my life forever.

"Hey gorgeous, you ready to dance the night away?"

She doesn't answer but pulls me into a light kiss instead. "You look amazing Solomon."

Her words send a jolt down my spine, and I tilt my head, to deepen our kiss. Tongues dancing, I nibble slightly at her lower lip and pull away with a smile and a shake of my head.

Studying her eyes, words fall softly from my mouth. "What the hell are you doing to me Tori?"

But I don't let her answer. I just take her hand as we walk to the elevator to head out for a night of fun and dancing.

Arriving back to the hotel in the wee hours of the morning, I decide not to go to Victoria's room. Tonight just confirmed what I already knew deep down, and I've made my decision. I can't continue to do this. Not with her. My feelings for her are much more than they should be. And she only asked for some fun. On this vacation. Only.

My brain keeps thinking about the future, about what we can do when we get back, but I know that's not happening. There's no future for us. We're entirely too different, as Nicole's mother reminds us of every chance she gets. Victoria is not into bike thugs like me.

We arrive at her room, and I take her hand. Looking into her eyes, I kiss her knuckles softly, holding my lips there for a few seconds.

"I had a really good time tonight Victoria."

She looks at me, narrowing her eyes, "You're not coming in?"

I search her eyes before shaking my head, "No I'm not."

"Why not?"

"Victoria, our time is almost up, and I figured its time. We only have two more days."

A look of disappointment comes to her face.

Fuck, this is hard.

"And why can't we make the most of the time we have left Solomon?

The back of my hand lightly brushes down her jaw, "I just think we should stop now."

Watching her face again, deep inside I'm hoping she'll tell me she likes me too. Hoping she'll say she doesn't want this to stop. That when we get back, we can still see each other but who am I kidding. Obviously, myself because I was just good dick to her.

Victoria doesn't say any of that. She just gives me a look that I can't quite figure out.

"Ok Solomon, if you think we should, then we will. It's been fun and I enjoyed every minute with you."

And that pretty much sums it up. Telling me everything that I need to know.

She reaches up to place a soft kiss on my lips. My arms wrap around her, squeezing her tight, like I never want to let go. That's because I don't. I don't want this to end. 

Fuck.

But I let her go. She opens her door, goes inside and doesn't look back. It's probably best.