Devin

My eyes open to darkness. I reach over for Nicole, but the bed is empty. The time on the clock says 9:45. I just lay there, staring at the ceiling. An ache comes to my chest as I think about Ethan. He's not mine. Fuck. What do I do now? Go on with my life like nothing happened? I have never felt so unsure of anything in my life, but one thing I do know, I'm glad Nicole is with me to help me figure shit out.

Walking down the hall, I see her sitting on the sofa. She's on her laptop, looking as beautiful as ever, wearing one of my t-shirts and nothing else. My heart flips, just looking at her.

I smile at her. "Hey, Beautiful."

She glances up at me with a soft smile. "Well hey there. How are you feeling?"

I sit next to her and shrug. "I'm ok...all things considered."

"Are you hungry? I can fix something or order some pizza."

"No, baby, I'm ok. I'm going to grab a beer; you want something?"

"Sure, wine is good."

I get the drinks, come back, and sit beside her. She closes her laptop and sits there watching me.

"I'm really sorry I took you from work. I hope I didn't mess you up with anything."

"Nothing I can't handle. It's really ok; I'm just glad you called me."

"What should I do now, baby? I still want to be in his life. I mean, he's only two; I can't just disappear from him."

"Of course you do. He may not be yours biologically, but he's still your baby Devin. He needs you as much as you need him. Hopefully, when Lauren figures out who Ethan's biological father is, you all can work out something amicable."

Nicole continues on with a few suggestions and some legal advice. I listen to her closely, but I'm also watching her. These past few days have been some of the most stressful times I've experienced in a while, and I can't begin to say how much I appreciate her. She's my voice of reason, my calming place, and my support. She's my everything.

I need this woman like I need air.

I can't help but smile. "Thank you Nic. Thank you so much for being here for me. I'm not sure how I would've handled this without you. Probably would've done something fucked up like I tend to do."

Reaching her hand up to caress my face, Nicole shakes her head at me. "I've got you Devin, just like you have me. We will get through this together."

My hands go around her waist, and I pull her into my lap and bring my lips to hers, kissing her softly.

I murmur into her neck, "I love you so much. I need you, Nicole."

She immediately reaches for the bottom of the shirt she's wearing, to pull it over her head and a sensual smile comes on her face, "I'm yours."

Nicole

Devin's mouth is up and down my neck, sucking, kissing, licking while I fumble to slide his boxer briefs down. Finally, he helps me, lifting his hips and taking his hand to push them to his ankles, kicking them off with his feet.

I lean in to kiss his face, gliding down to his neck. "Let me love on you, Devin; let me make you feel good."

He responds with a deep moan that makes my pussy go berserk. Feeling moisture forming between my legs, I grind into his cock where his desire for me is evident. His hard length is hitting precisely in the right spot, making my inner muscles clench, and if I keep on like this, I will definitely be ready to come, but I stop. This is about him.

Kissing and biting his neck, I bring my mouth up to his lips, slipping my tongue inside his soft, warm mouth, tasting like beer and my sweet Devin. He's moaning and circling his hips against me. I suddenly stop and slide to the floor. Slowly taking his cock into my mouth, I slide him in and out, moving up and down. Devin slumps back onto the sofa, head thrown back, groaning deep from within his chest. His hands grab onto my hair while his hips jerk in response.

Devin's breathing speeds up. "Fuck baby...ooooh...fuck!"

"Shit girl!"

I can tell he's almost there, almost at the edge. His legs tense up, his ass muscles tighten, and his body starts to shake.

Grinding his hips faster as his release slams free. "Oh babyyyyy...fuuuck!"

His breaths come out quick and ragged, but his muscles slowly start to relax. "Nicole you are so damn amazing."

He reaches for me, pulling me in so I straddle his lap, and places his lips on mine, soft and loving. His tongue explores me while his hands roam over my breasts, back, and thighs. And then his fingers move in to massage my throbbing nub. I'm already on edge, so it doesn't take long before I go catapulting over screaming his name. My head is thrown back, fingers digging into his arms, and my hips grinding against his hand.

"Ahhhh...Devin!"

While I'm still trying to regain control of my heartbeat, he carries me into the bathroom; we shower together and head back in bed. I'm the little spoon with my back against his chest and he brings his hand to my belly, rubbing up and down and places lingering kisses on my shoulder.

"Do you want kids someday, Nic?"

I realize we've never talked about that before. We've never really discussed the future.

"I absolutely do, Devin. I've always wanted two or three. What about you?"

Sighing, he says, "I definitely want kids. Two or three sounds about right." I can hear a smile in his voice. Then, the room becomes still as we drift off.

I whisper, "I love you, Devin."