Mitchell

It had been one very awkward month. I didnt knew how to act around Alexander. I had been avoiding him like the plague. And i guess he wanted the same thing.

His friends had been coming and going a lot and all those times i had stayed inside my room. I couldnt face his friends much less anyone else. Jared and kyle had been as supportive as they could be. But i couldnt tell all my problems and feelings to them.

It wasnt in my nature to just about open up to anyone even if they are my family members. I just hate to open up. You could say i didnt had self-confidence. Even though my immediate family was (and is) very supportive.

Maybe thats why sam cheated on me. The cheating part might not havr hurt me as much if it hadnt been with saddie. I huess that it broke me the most that sam cheated with my best friend. And i dont know how much long i had been cheated upon.

Wasnt i worth somebody's time? I just shook my head at the negative though. Whats done is done. You cant change it. But you can learn from your mistakes. And not make them again. I wasnt a suicidal person. I know i could make it work. Or atleast pull theough.

I wasnt going to just sit here in my room all day and just sit still like a duck. I was going to look for a job. Even at mcdonalds if need be. I needed to get out of my room. Oh wait. This wasnt even my room but lets not go there.

Getting up from my bed i swent into the bathroom and took a quick shower. I changed into a pair of sweat shirt and skirt that came mid-thigh. Pulling my black hair into a rough ponytail i ealked out of the room. Thank goodness Alex wasnt there or else i wouldnt know how to face him.

I knew we had a lot of talking to do but i didnt knew how. I wasnt on to initiate a conversation. Let alone a serious one at that. I paused in the kitchen pomdering whether i shoild leave a not for alex or not.

I mean i know its not like he would care where i go and not but i was living in his apartment. It wouldnt be decent for me if i left without letting him know of my whereabouts. Not that he would care but still. With that thought i got a pen and paper.

I dtopped with my hand poised on the paper. How do i start? Dear alex? No. That would be weird. I just settled in with hey aled. What? Dont look at me like i am weirdo. This is the most civil way i could talk to him. More like write. But whatever.

Hey alex,
Um inknow that you dont care where i go and where i dont. But i thought i should hust inform you that i am going out since i am living at your place. I will be back after a few hours.
Mitchell

With that i got my car keys and purse and walked out if the apartment. I turned on the radop in the car and drummed my fingers on the steerinf wheel. A song came on making me freeze for a second. It was the same dong to which sam and i had shated plenty of romantic moments with.

I qyickly turned the rdio off and sat in the car seat willing for my heary to calm down. I knew that inside i stoll needed more time to get over sam's cheating.

Alexander

It was back to work for me and i couldnt be more glad. I couldnt face mutchell. I still needed more time. The apartment- i couldnt say my home- held too many memories of saddie and i. I needed to get aeay from her thoughts. Or else i would go crazy.

Out of everyone in my family; mom haf taken this the hardest. Mainly because i was her first born child and unlike other kids i was very attavhed to my mom. The orher reason would be that i had been cheated upon before. No surprises theer.

I had managed to lock up my feelings insude me. I had been quite a eorkaholic when saddie found me. I worked as an assistant im the art world company. Yeah i wss an artist. I had been one dince i could remrmber and art had bren my passion.

I know what you are thinking. Art business for a guy? But i couldnt do anything where my heart didnt belong. You'd be surprised how many people appreciate art and colors. Colors in themselves reflect our frelings. Like:

Red: angry
Green: freling fresh
Blue:
White: something pure
Yellow: along the lines of friendly
(A/N: yellow yellow dirty ffellow :p)

And the list goes on. Anyways to get back to the point; my phone had been ringing non-stop. Trish jad been bugging me nonstop for letting her see mitchell. It had been getting on my nerves.

I mean mitchell would feel uncomfortsble in my company. Things were already uncomfortable wnough for the two of us. If i had known that marriage woulf suck so bad then i wouldnt have said yes to marriage. My phone rang again and i picked it up.

"Will please stop irritating the hell out of me? I am not going to start talking anytime soon!" I snappes.
"Woah! Cool down bro. Who pissed in your pants?" My younger brother, Blake asked.
"Nothing. I thought it was Trish annoying me," i sighed.
"What does that stubborn woman want now?" He questioned, making me smile.

Blake was what you call a straight forward guy. He spoke what cane into his mind; whether it was a good thing or a bad thing. But i still loved my brother very much.
"Mom wants you to come to dinner today," blake paysed.
"And?" I questioned, knowing thwre was more.
"She said to bring mitchell," he said quicjly.

Before i could say anything he spoke up again, "and mom said she wouldnt take no for an answer or an excuse for nof bringing mitchell."
"Fine i will see what i can do," i sighed.

Mom just had to make the situation more worse than it already was. How the gell was i going to ask mitxhell for dinner? And it wasnt even a date!

I know a really late update but i couldnt think of anything to write here. No drama in this chapter but atleast its something.

Chocolate-Lover93