Mitchell

I woke up from a deep slumber and possibly the best sleep i have had in years. Searchinf around the opposite side i found it empty and cold. That made me frown and wake up.

I saw that alexs side of the bed was empty. I didnt knew how i felt about that. I remember what happened last night. I gave him my virhinity. The one thing that i jad kept for that special person to enter my life.

So many questions entered my brain at the same moment. Did alex regret it? Was i good in bed? Did i satisfy him? I had geard from msny girls that girls who dont satisfy their men in bed hold no importance in their life.

Did i want to be an important person in alexs life? I wasnt even sure how i felt about him. And yet i gave him the one thing that meant the most to me. Did he think that i was just some stupid girl that came into his life?

I thought i was going to get mad with all these questions when the sound of a door opening made me glance up to find slex in only a towel fresh from his shower. I watched him as he made his way to his closet. I wanted to ask him so many questikns but i didnt knew how. Or which ones to ask first.

"Get ready. We are going to be late," alec said sharply.

I felt my bottom lip tremble from his harsh voice and gilped down the clog that had formed in my throat.

"W-what about b-breakfast?" I asked, hating how my voice sounded so small.
"I said we are going to be late!" Alexs voice raised a notvh making me flinch.

I didnt wait yo hear his next words and practically fled from his room slamming the door in the process. I dont know why his snarky attitude made me so hopeless. I knew i wanted him to say something regarding last night. Was last night just a fling for him? Oh god! What had i done?

I stared at my reflection in the mirror of my bathroom. My hair were disheavelef and looked like a birds nest. Sexy hair as people would call it but i didnt feel anything sexy. In fsct i felt horrible. I so didnt want to go to work today. My head delt as if it would burst from throbbing.

Perhaps it would be better if i took a leave off from work. After all i could do with some comfort environment and right now my parents house seemed the most welcoing thought. All too soon i heard alex knock on the door and sighed. I didnt want to face jim right now.

"Alex i am not coming today. I am not feeling well. Can you tell our boss?" I asked.

My voice sounded weak and tired. I really wss tired.

"Are you all right?"

Oh so bow hes worried about me? That was just fantastic.

"Yeah. I will just rest and evetything will be ok," i liedthrough my teeth.

I sighed in relief when alex didnt pesture me about anything. It was now time for me to mop around in peace.

Alex

I felt like such a bastard! I banged my hand against the steering wheel abd grounded my teeth in annoyance. I didnt know how to deal with the afternath of what we just did. I had never done it before. Not even with saddie.

The rest of the day passed by slowly. And each passing minute was like hell. As it neared my lunch time my phone rang making me curse out loudly.

"What?" I barked.
"Somebody looks like they are on their periods," Evan chuckled.
"Shut up evan. I am not in the mood," i scowled.
"What jappened?" He asked.
"None of your business," i said
"Did you had a fight with mithell? God man! Shes the kind of girl that would be suitable with you. And yet you still havent-
I cut him off as i said, "mitchell and i did it,"
"Did what?" Evan asked.
"We did the deed. Yesteray," i said.
"What deed bro? What are you talking about?" Je aaked.

I sighed loudly as i ran a frustrated hand through my hair. This man was clueless. And i didnt know how to say it out loud.

"I am clueless man. I dont know what to do," i said.
"Will you just tell me instead of making riddles?" Evan asked.
"Ok fine. Mitchell and i had sex yesterday and this morning i was a total ass to her," i blurted out in one quick breath.
"Wait. You did what?" Evan sounsed shocked.
"You heard me the first time," i growled.
"Wow man! I never knew things accelerated between you two so quivkly. But i sm happy for you!" He exclaimed.
"I fuvked up in the end man," i groaned.
"How?" He asked.
"I acted like a dick in the morning and she didnt vome to the office because of the way i acted," i sighed.
"how did you acted?" He asked.
"I acted coldly towards her snd i know that things will be awkward when i go back," i said.
"So what are you going to do noe?" He asked.
"You tell me. I have no clue," i said.

Evan and i talked for another while before we hung up since it was time for me to get to work. After work i dtopped on the way to the shop and ordered a bouqet of rlowers and a box of chocolate complete with a card. I wanted to say i was sorry for the way i acted in the morning. On the card i just wrote 'i am sorry' and hopes that she understood.

I stood in front of my apartnent door feeling as if i was going out on my very first date. I took a deep breath abd opened the door. Here goes nothing.

So what are your thoughts on this? Alex was a jerk eh? Feedback is always appreciated! :)

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