I had hardly slepped a wink all night. Images of Pike had me gasping and jolting up in bed all night. My dreams were a mix of being pinned against my locker like yesterday with him peppering my neck and jaw with kissis and bites , to him and his friend's cornering me with the promise of a beat down.

I let out a big breath and shove my blankets back. Dragging myself from my bed I head for my shower. All I can think of is how bad today is gonna be, I do not want to face Pike. He's most probably going tell everyone I tryed it on with him. Its not the first time he's started rumours.

Flash back.

It wasn't always like this. I wasn't the most popular person in school but I did have a small group of friends, if you could call them that. It was just me and two others, Ben and Danny. Pike had moved here when we were thirteen, he was fourteen. He had been held back a year and this in its self some how made him popular. His dad was the new owner of the town's shopping mall. So yeah thay had money, and with money comes being able to pretty much do what you want and a can't be touched attitude, which Pike took full advantage of.

As his popularity grew, so did his ego and attitude. At first he didnt really notice me. He just randomly picked on kids that maybe got in his way or annoyed him in some way.

For me it started when I had dropped my revision book by his chair. He had picked it up before me and asked to lend it to him. I had worked so hard on that revision book, it had every thing in it that I needed to brush upon for the tests at the end of the school year. I had replied with a quiet "no" looking him straight in the eye,his smile turning to a rather sinister smirk. Next thing I here is the ripping of the pages of my book, I didnt take my eyes off of his, I couldn't, I couldn't look at my book I had been working on for months with note's. The continued sound of ripping filled the now silent class as everyone's attention was now on me and Pike. My eyes finally left his as my eyes followed the now small ripped squares of the pages of my book as thay flutter and spin through the air as Pike threw them as everyone in the class jeered and whistled. I was so angry. Before I new what I was doing I had flung myself at Pike. We hit the ground with me on top, I was punching wildly, not even making any contact, next thing I know Pike is now on top of me between my legs and pinning my hands to the floor on ether side of my head. There was nothing I could do. I just looked up into his dark black eye's. I couldn't move an inch and he just looked down grinning at me. I shut my eyes as he moved my hand's up above my head and pinned them there with one hand as he pulled his other hand back and made a fist, the whole class chearing and shouting; " fight , fight, fight ". "Mr James !". A voice boomed at the front of the class. Mr Davies our tuter had just saved me. I was fourteen when this happend, Pike had already just turned sixteen. He leaned down right by my ear and said just loud enough for me to here, " You look good, pinned down..... with me between your legs" wispering the last part. My eyes widen as I stared into his almost black eyes as he smerked down at me. I began to struggle to free myself. Finally Pike lifted himself off of me and I scrambled to my feet. Everyone laughing as thay went back to there seats. I just stood there for a few seconds, my eye's filling with tears as I looked at nothing but the floor, before grabbing my things and quickly leavingn the classroom.

And thats when my hell began. The next day at school, Pike had gone and told everyone that I was gay, and that he had felt me get hard when he'd pinned me to the classroom floor. Ben and Danny quickly started to avoid me. I wasn't botherd we weren't that close anyways. I began to sit on my own in class and the canteen. In the end I gess I preferred being on my own, I mean I didnt really have a choice, Pike did a good job of isolating me. I was gay, but I was hopeing to come out in my own time , but there was no chance of that thanks to Pike. I had verble abuse for weeks after. It did start to die down, but then it became physical. Badz who is Pikes best friend had seen me going into the toilets and had followed me. He had cornerd me in a cubicle and forced my head down the toilet and flushed it. The cemicals in the water burning my eyes and mouth. I waited for Badz to leave before leaving the cubical to clean myself up. Looking into the mirror and grabing handfulls of paper towels from the disspencer, I began rubbing my hair, trying to dry it as much as possible. I looked into the mirror seeing my blood shot eyes and a small trickle of blood running from my nose and down over my lips, tears filling my eyes.

I shook my head wiping the blood away. "fuck it" I mutterd to my self grabing my rucksack and slinging it over my shoulder, tears sliding down my now pink flushed cheeks, my body ached from Badz assault just moments ago . Stepping out into the corridor, supressed giggles and laughter had me looking up slowly. There stood Badz and a few of the other 'DICKS'. My eyes finally meeting those same dark black eyes of Pike. I held his gaze for a few seconds, before seeing him look me up and down slowly, I suddenly froze and my breath hitched as he reaches down to his crotch ajusting him self while he bit his bottom lip and winked at me. Shocked for a few seconds, it was his slow advancement towards me that brought me to my senses. I spun on my heal and briscly walked away in the other direction not spairing a glance behind me.

End of flashback.

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