Adya pov

What have I done? I lost my best friends. And I have realised this after I lost everything.Great. I was such a fool. Now I have only Mukti with me. Though she is trying to convince, but none of them want to talk to me. Yeah they have all rights get at angry. It's been five months still they avoid me like plague. It hurts...It hurts a lot.

How could I be so immature. Diti is so innocent, anyone can understand it. How could I be so dumb? It's just because of my foolishness I lost everyone.

How could I be so insecure and senseless. I hurt Keerthi. How could I do this to her?
Since the day I met her I considered her my sister. I have been rude to her from past few months but still I love her and care for her.

"You have changed...you have changed for the worse and I didn't leave you because you are my friend but I never thought you could stoop so low, never show your face too me" Karthik's words kept ringing in my ears. It broke my heart into pieces. I never expected Sidharth to loose his calm.

My vision became blur with all the tears. I can breakdown anytime, I am tired of controlling this pain and act like nothing happened, when the worst had happened.

"Hey babes, where is my sweetheart lost" I heard Riya, trying to be extremely sweet."Baby are you crying? "

Were Karthik and Sid right about these two sisters ?( yeah Riya and Priya are twins). Do they pretend? Is it because of them I lost my childhood friends?

"Just relax Adya, they are the ones who should be sad for loosing you. They don't even deserve. They are just idiots. Do you have any idea how stupid they are? I have to say.. they are the worst people I have ever met. Thank god they  have stopped bothering us" Priya said raising my anger with each word of hers.

"SHUT UP...how dare you insult them" This was too much. Did they always think about others like this.

"What's wrong with you? I guess you need some space, lets go out. U will get some fresh air" Riya said. I am loosing my control.  Yeah I need space from them.

"Tell me honestly. Don't you guys like to hang out with others?" I asked them.

"Of course no babes" I gave her a threatening look when she said that "Come-on Adya, u have us and we have you. Why do we need them?" Priya said. How can she say that. I need them, they were and are my friends. I can never leave them.

Maybe I made a mistake while choosing my friends. How couldn't I see what they really were. Keerthi was right, I should have listened to her. How could I be so careless?

"You know what? It's you guys I DON'T NEED. I am leaving and I didn't know u guys were so ill minded. GOOD BYE" I screamed on the top of my voice out of frustration.

"Adya relax babes, don't you need us? Think peacefully." Riya came to me and said calmly.

"Don't you need us to make Sid fall for you?" Priya added.

"Guess what, Sid is not the one for me. He is just my best friend. I LOVE KARTHIK. And I am going back to him to win him back. Good Bye" Yes I realised that I love Karthik. It's true that distance makes you realise your feelings. The way he avoided me hurt me. I felt like I was stabbed in my heart when he avoided me. At any cost I want to win my Karthik back. I know that he likes me.

"Adya think about it once. If you will leave us you will have to pay for it. We will make your life a living hell." Priya said in a devilish tone.

"You guys have a rotten mind and heart. Do whatever you want. I was a puppet in your hands till today, but not anymore." I said and left from there.

I heard her mumble something like " you definitely will pay back for ruining my plan"

Plan? What plan? Anyways who cares about them and their stupid plans. But the question is how can I face him after all I did? I can't afford to loose him. He always helped me and trusted me, but I broke his trust. Winning back someone's trust is not a easy task..Right?

I went and sat in the garden to get some peace. I sat on the bench and closed my eyes and everything that happened two years back started playing in my mind.

Flashback

It was my first day at college. I was happy that my two best friends are here with me Karthik and Sidharth. Sidharth was in architecture so he went that way. I and Karthik were in engineering but we were in different branches so different classes. None of my other friends were in this college.

I went to my class after listening to a list of do's and dont's from Karthik. Why is Karthik so sweet?

I was nervous was a understatement. That's when two girls, maybe they were twins...they looked similar sat beside me. They introduced themselves as Priya and Riya. They were nice to me and made me feel comfortable. As days passed I got close to them. I started gossiping and being more fashionable, it was almost like I became the queen of the college.

Karthik and Sid didn't like this change in me but I ignored them and started avoiding them as started spending time with Priya's friends. Partying most of the time.

I introduced them to Karthik, Sid and Keerthi. I understood that they didn't like them but I didn't care. I am enjoying their company.

One day I was hanging out in Karthik's house...

I met Keerthi and we started our normal chat. That's when she said..

"Adya Di..I don't know why but I always get negative vibes from your new friends Riya and Priya. I feel it's better you stay away from them." She said making me angry. How can she ask me to stay away from my friends?

" Keerthi you better mind your own business. They are my best friends and I know they are good" I said rudely. Her face went pale. It didn't feel good to see her like that but at that point of time my anger took over my care for Keerthi.

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I went and told what happened to Priya and Riya. They convinced me saying that she is jealous of me because I have good friends like them. They also said that she was insecure because she felt that her brothers gave me more importance then her. How could they blame her? How foolish of me to trust them?

They somehow convinced me that I like Sid more than Karthik and each and every time I ended up hurting Karthik. I always ill treated Keerthi but she was quite, she tolerated me. How can she be so selfless when I was so selfish?

But why did those evil twins do this? Why did they want to hurt us ...more precisely hurt us?

The first thing I have to do is to ask Keerthi forgive me and also Diti. I was really bad to her. Will she forgive me. At least will they talk to me, Diti always made efforts to be good to me. but I was acting like a witch.

God please help me.

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Most of the time we ruin our relationships only because of insecurity. It should be dealt carefully. And coming to the point of friends, friends are always precious but there will be always some people out their who will be wearing the mask of a friend but actually will be a enemy. It is only due to jealousy.

So just be careful about whom you trust.

So what do you think about and her confessions? She loves Karthik....what about him? Will he forgive her?

What about Riya and Priya? Why are they doing this?

Keep guessing

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