Eun Joo crashed on her bed and shut her eyes, tears still streaming down. As she slowly shuts her eyes...she drifts into something she promised she wouldn't think about again.

A flashback of reality she never wanted to see

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"I'll do anything, anything." 9-year-old Eunjoo screamed in fear.

Anything?  The man said with a smirk.

"Listen, little girl.

It's your parent's fault.

If they paid us the money they owe, we wouldn't have done this to you." He said ruthlessly, not caring that the girl was a young child who barely knew what was going on.

Her parents always showed her the innocent side of this world to make sure she's safe, but today that is what is causing her so much trouble

Please...

Please let me go.

What did I ever do? She cried, practically on her knees at this point.

Just tell me why are you doing this to me?

Your parents a few years ago borrowed 1 Billion won from us. And they still haven't given the money back. 

But...

"Keep quiet"

 he yelled pointed the gun to her head.

"Please don't kill me" 

she yelled with tears in her eyes.

I will either kill you or your parents, you're parents are bitches, it's their fault anyway.

Look, girl.

Your parents are liars

They don't love you.

Later, they will forget you.

Later, you will be funding yourself, not them.

kill them now

and live a happy life.

His words were too convincing and believable for this little girl. 

She didn't know anything.

That's when she held a gun for the first time.

Go do it now

or it will be the end of you.

She didn't know anything..

Too scared..

she just did what he told her.

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shivering hands and red eyes she bit her lip out of nervousness as she walked down the street.

She noticed a familiar car plate.

It was her parents.

Seeing their worried face made her tears overflow.

"Just do it". She whispered to herself.

Eomma

Appa

she said shaikily 

"I love you, but I hate you, it's your fault "

but-

What are you saying joo? they said, surprised 

*shoot*

She didn't even answer them

That was her last words to them

She did it.

She didn't even think.

The man came and collected his gun from her.

"It was fake, they never did anything ,  I just wanted the money, the man said laughing like it was a mere joke.

But was it really?

What? N-no

t-this c-can't be

Man,  do you realize  you m-made me k-kill my o-own s-source of life

Her knees dropped on the sharp stone road. 

She didn't know when to stop crying or if she should be crying in the first place.

she couldn't even handle the guilt.

She didn't know anything.

Nothing at all.

Now she wished she hadn't fallen for the sweet side of this world.

but wishing? what loved her left her

And it was all her fault 

Guilt was filling her up, she couldn't even let it out.

Usually, when people leave, they leave you with words of comfort, but she was left with nothing

Nothing but guilt and pain.

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"Our mind is a dangerous weapon, it can kill us and kill others so easily, its just so hard to be careful with it. People know, yet all humans fall in the trap."

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