Imagine : Being Felix's mate and catching him in the act of cheating on you.
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Let me just say darling. I absolutely enjoyed writing this for you!
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The anger that bubbled up in your chest felt almost explosive like. - “How dare he!?” you screamed, throwing his favorite vace at the solid hard wall. It shattered to a million different pieces, just like your heart. Hot tears spilled down your face, as you slid down the wall and started to pull at your hair. 

Flashback

You excitedly entered the room you shared with your mate. A huge smile on your face, and joy in your eyes. You had finally gotten to go out and do something, so you went to an antique shop to buy your loving boyfriend/mate of three years a nice, vintage, silver flask. You two were huge collectors on antiques. Felix was the first man you’d met who shared the love for such stuff. Others figured you to be pretty insane. But not Felix, no. He enjoyed watching your face light up when he’d give you something centuries old. 
   
   “Felix, baby! Guess what….” Your smile dropped at the sight you walked in on. Your mate, laying with Corin. Both naked, and...joined together. Your heart nearly fell out of your body as your eyes started to burn. Felix was quick, upon noticing you, to get off her and try to mutter an apology, but you were already out the room and down the hall. 

End of Flashback

The sound of the bedroom door quickly opening and shutting, alerts you that he finally entered. 
Felix was so close to breaking down in venomous tears at the sight of you. Your hand had a cut on it from the piece of vace that sliced you upon clutching it so tightly. Your face was all red, puffy, and tears trailed down your face. - “My love, I am so sorry. I promise, it won’t ever happen again. I swear.” Felix pleaded, slowly approaching you. Your eyes meet his, in a blank, unloving way, and smile a sarcastic smile. 

   “You promise?” you asked, to which he eagerly nodded. - “Last time I checked, you promised three years ago you’d never hurt me, but look at us now. You broke that promise. So how do I trust you’ll keep this one? You said, full of venom and anger. 

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Your now red eyes scanned the snow covered field in front of your new home. You sat on the railing of your balcony, just watching the snow fall and land elegantly onto the ground. A sigh escaped your lips as you could feel the presence of your lover behind you. His smell of cinnamon invaded your senses. Once you left the Volturi, you found the Romanian coven and started dating a certain white haired, red eyed man. You turned to see his red eyes peering at you, full of mischievous desires. - “Not tonight.” you said, with a smirk on your face. It hurt to be with another. Truly, it did, but what Felix did to you. Hurt you more. His own smirk formed as he approached you. His pale arms found themselves wrapped around your waist, as he looked over your shoulder to the backyard of snow. Vladimir was a huge fan of the winters, and you could see why. He looked like the evil version of Jack Frost. You laughed to yourself as that thought passed through your mind. His grip tightened on you, as Stefan joined the both of you.

   “We have a slight issue, brother,” “sister” he greeted the both of you. You looked at him curiously. A brow raised as him and Vlad shared a look. - “It appears my love. That the Volturi found out about your stay with us, and will be here in two days.” Vlad stated, anger taking over his features. You rolled your eyes. It took them a whole three years to figure out where you were? Well, none of them would have thought you’d be in the home of their enemies. 

2 days later. 

You chose to stay in your private library while the Volturi were here. You had nothing to say to any of them, and sure as hell didn’t owe them an explanation. A knock at your door, causes you to stop glaring daggers at your book and say, “come in.” You weren’t surprised your two idiots brought them up to you. A sigh escapes your lips, as you clap your hands and your lighted candles go out, and lights come on.  Aro looked in amazement, as he watched your bored form look at him, his brothers, and top four guards. With a wave of your hand, chairs slid underneath each member and they were seated. Aro couldn’t help the smile that overcame his face as he watched you use your gift so effortlessly. Such power should be his. 

   “My, my. Dear (y/n). Immortality becomes you, and..oh how lovely. You’re especially gifted. What a prize these Romanians picked up.” Aro said, smiling at you but glaring at the two romans who stood on each side of you. Ready to protect you if need be. - “One man's trash, another's treasure.” Vlad spat, glaring at Felix. You couldn't help but feel embarrassed that he related you to Felix’s trash, but you just shocked your head in disbelief. A smile on your rosy lips as you took this time to finally analyze Felix. His once bright red eyes, were such a dark shade of black, that you felt true pity for him. He was a mess, and you felt the ache in your chest return and hit you harder than before. Stefan laid a hand on your shoulder, and you just placed yours on top of his. This act of compassion didn’t go unnoticed. A growl is heard escaping from Felix’s mouth as Demetri makes sure his best friend stays in his seat. 

It hurt Felix more than any battlescar he received in his past, seeing you so close to the two men he hated more than the Cullens. He couldn’t help the many growls that left his mouth. Especially when Vladimir caught his gaze and smirked. 

   “My dear, do you mind explaining to us. How did you come to be part of their coven?” Marcus’s quiet voice rang out, causing your eyes to turn to him and meet his sad gaze. 
You share a look with both men behind you, and meet the waiting gazes of the kings. Each three had always liked you, and were incredibly angered by Felix’s stupidity. Especially Marcus. Having a mate was a precious gift, and he took that for granted. 

  “The night I left. I ended up roaming the streets of Volterra.. Alone and hungry for four days straight. One night though, I went into an ally to try and find an area to sit and relax before I had to keep moving again. A man, who was drunk, spotted me and tried to...do things to me. Thankfully though, Vladdy and Stefy were there to save me from the nasty man. They brought me back here. Where they allowed me to properly heal from the bruises, and broken ankle the man gave me. After a few months of me just staying here and them being so kind to feed, and supply me with human necessities, I decided I wanted to be turned. So Vladimir here did the honors of turning me. Thus here I am now.” you explained. Looking at each of their different expressions, caused you to feel confused. 

They all shared the same look: pitiness. You expected to hear the many angry growls of you being a traitor, but no. That is not what you got. - “My dear child. I cannot explain nor express how deeply sorry I am to hear such a story. Maybe, if we all left and gave you and Felix time to speak things out, you’d consider forgiving him and coming back home?” Aro asked, with a hopeful look in his eyes. He wanted you back for two reasons: One, he hated the Romanian brothers, and two he wanted your gift. You knew of this, and wasn’t stupid. Though you’d love nothing more than to be back in your mate's arms, and with him for all of you immortal life. You weren't just gonna give in just that quick. Not after three years of nothing from him. 

   “I would love that Aro. Please, make yourselves at home while we talk. Vladdy please see to it that my blood bags are taken out of the fridge and put near the heating lamp.” You said, batting your eyes at the man. He smirked and left to go do as you asked. Stefan was unsure about leaving you with the man, but with one look he was gone. - “I’ll be right down the hall. Don’t get any ideas mountain dude.” He spat, speeding out to go stand exactly where he said he would. 

It was silent for a few minutes. As you took the time to wave the chairs back to their original post, and situate your books you’ve collected the last few years. Felix watched you glide across the floor in such a quick way that it almost made him dizzy. He was amazed though, by how beautiful and powerful you became as a vampire. His one sweet and shy human, was no longer that, and that saddened him. He should have been the one to turn you, and watch you gain such an attitude. 
  
  “I’m sorry (y/n)..” Felix said, causing you to stop all movement. - “I know you are.” you said, returning back to what you were doing. 

  “Then could you please forgive me?” He asked, finally stepping forward and sitting down on cushions the Kings occupied during their stay in the huge, elegant library. 

You sighed and turned to look at him,     “I already have.”

   “Then you’ll return home?” this spanked hope in him.

    “No.”

His excited facial expression dropped as he looked down at his feet. He was confused. If you’d forgiven him, why wouldn’t you return back home?

    “I know you Felix. You never apologize to anyone. You’re only sorry, because you got caught.” You sat down right in front of him. Your arms spread out on the couch, your right leg crossed over your left, and your face as blank as the night sky. 

Felix was hurt, not because of your words, but because of the pain he caused you. You hid it very well, but seeing as the both of you share a bond, he could feel the immense amount of pain that radiates off of you. 

   “My love, I’d do anything. Just please, come back home with me.” Felix began begging, now on his knees. 

    “You look so dumb right now standing inside my house. Trying to apologize, you're so ugly when you beg on your knees like that. Please, just cut it out. Don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not. When I know you're only sorry you got caught.” you hissed, feeling fed up with this nonsense. How do you accidentally sleep with someone who isn't your mate. Your anger and hatred switch over to Corin over the years. Until she was gone, you wouldn’t even think about returning.

    “Leave Felix. I refuse to return back with you.” you said, trying your best to hide the pain in your voice. Felix bowed his head in defeat, and stood. 

He reached the door, and turned towards you, “I will never stop fighting for you (y/n).” With that, he and his coven were gone.

 I know I can't take one more step towards you. 

'Cause all that's waiting is regret

Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore

You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around

If I am anywhere to be found

But I have grown too strong

To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive

And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are?

And it took so long just to feel alright

Remember how to put back the light in my eyes

I wish I had missed the first time that
we kissed

'Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back

You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

So don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?

Runnin' 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

Tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold

From the ice inside your soul

Don't come back for me

Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Felix’s P.O.V 

I rushed through the woods, my vision blocked by the venom that clouded my sight. I was furious, hurt, and broken. I could hear the many calls of my name from behind me, but I ignored them. I needed to go somewhere, and be alone. Away from everyone, so that I may express my emotions in peace. 

I came upon a cliff, and just sat there. Watching the ice cover the water, and snow land all around me. I found myself crushing rocks in the palm of my hands as the conversation between me and my mate reassured in my head, and the sight of those Roman bastards touching her and smirking at me. How dare they? 

I took (y/n) for granted, and regretted it so much. I missed her touch, her smiles, the sparkle in her eyes, and the way her heartbeat would beat fast against her chest when I’d give her an old treasure from my human life. 

A red rose sticking out of the snow covered ground caught my attention. I reached for it, and remembered how (y/n) favorite flower was a rose. Was this a sign from the gods that I still had a chance? 

   “I swear to you (y/n) I will fight until my last breath for you.” 

Well you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missing home

Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go

Staring at the bottom of your glass

Hoping one day you'll make a dream last

But dreams come slow and they go so fast

You see her when you close your eyes

Maybe one day you'll understand why

Everything you touch surely dies

But you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missing home

Only know you love her when you let her go

Staring at the ceiling in the dark

Same old empty feeling in your heart

Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep

But never to touch and never to keep

Cause you loved her too much and you dived too deep

Well you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missing home

Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go
Ohhh, oh no

And you let her go
Ohhh, oh no
Well you let her go

Cause you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missing home

Only know you love her when you let her go

Cause you only need the light when it's burning low

Only miss the sun when it starts to snow

Only know you love her when you let her go

Only know you've been high when you're feeling low

Only hate the road when you're missing home

Only know you love her when you let her go

And you let her go