(Y/n)'s POV

Flashback

"Oh.." I halted before entering the place I was instructed to sleep at a day ago, there was Nayeon, eyes closed, back resting on the mat and her hands are resting as a pillow. She must have waited for me then fall asleep.

                
"You look so tired.." I sat beside her laying figure as I sigh. I look up and notice the cover on top was removed, mosquitos will surely get inside so I almost got out but a hand grabbed my shirt.

            
"Let it open..." I look at her and she was wide awake with that infamous smile of hers.

            
"You love stargazing right?"" She ask, I slowly nod.

          
"Y-You are awake since?"

         
"Since you come in.." That smile was changed into a grin, I sigh and went back to the mat to lay down beside her.

                
"And I am not tired.."

           
"Fine-"

           
"I should be asking you that.." Asking wha- wait-

            
"After you woke up you went with Hyewon and Chaeyeon then on dinner I did not found a chance to talk to you.." She said, I stare at the stars and there are a few scattered on the sky.

          
"I'm fine.. I should be saying that though.." I said, I glance at Nayeon and she was staring at me, cheeks blushing.

         
"S-Saying what..?"

      
"That I have not found a chance to talk to you.. I was trying to approach you after dinner but you choose to move away.." I look at her and Nayeon was already facing her back towards me.

       
"Nayeon-" I tried to hold her shoulder but she spoke.

               
"Y-You misunderstood.. I-I saw you and Chaeyeon both talking so I dont want to disturb you.." She said, I hum putting back my hand on the top of my body and silence occured.

            
"W-Wait..? You and Chaeyeon are fine now?" She suddenly face me, her face was so close to mine that I didn't even back away from her sudden move. We both stare at eachother. Only an inch was seperating it, it was a small distance at far but it was still a long distance near. Although it might sound pervert but I want to kiss-

        
"(Y/n).." She hug me, Nayeon hugged me. But-

       
'I-I'm not complaining but its better than nothing right??'

            
"I hope you will be honest to yourself.. Trust only yourself okay?" She said I hum as I hug her back, my other arm was resting around her figure while both of her arms was wrapped on mine, I just stare up again.

      
"I will.."

         
Silence.. Again.. I have to meet Sakura and Chaeyeon tonight. It was only Sakura but Chaeyeon said she have to reveal something that will make me believe her it involves Sakura too.

               
"Aish I hate this Chayeon.. She knows too much-" I halted my sentence and glance at the figure resting beside mine, thank goodness Nayeon was in deep asleep already.

        
"I want to stay... Stay always with you.." I pull her closer to mine feeling her warm through my body. Her soft silk skin was touching mine not sending shivers but it was a presence, a feeling that someone is near.. That I am not alone nor I am better alone.. I am much better with her.

             
'Those people who went in to my life might leave me.. The people I loved the most might disappear.. But I have to be strong.. I have to keep on moving.. I will treat them as part of my life as it was my past and will still be part of my future as a memory..'

   
"Write it on the clouds so it wont disappear.." I move my free hand up and write a name on the clouds. A smile escape my lips.

              
It feels great to remember a memory but it feels pain to let go of them so I might just keep them here.

      
The stars will be my ink that will not be erased forever.

          
'Oh- I have to go..' Slowly removing her arms around mine and ending my drama. I sneak out of our tent, but before I can leave I glance at her.

        
"I trust you.. More than anyone.." With a smile I walk away not minding another smile from her, she actually smiled.

          
I run towards the beach as the moon guide me to our meeting place and there is someone seated on the ground, I slowly approach her and tap her shoulder.

              
"(Y/n)?" She look at me, it was Sakura.

         
"Hey.." I smile a bit, she does the same and pat the sand beside her, I seat beside her.

           
"So.. What does you want to say-"

          
"I loved you (Y/n)... I truly do.." She said staring at the sand playing with it, straight to the point as ever Sakura.

            
"I know because I felt it too.." I smile while looking at the horizon.

            
'Its all past tense-'

      
"Chaeyeon.." She said, my eyes widden as I look at Sakura, there she was crying, even though she tried her best to keep her tears, she let go of it, she really cant keep her tears for long so I move closer to her and pat her back.

               
"Dont force yourself-"

          
"Y-You deserve to know the truth (Y/n).." She look at me still with a few tears remaining on her eyes, I nod and wipe it off using my free hand.

           
"I'm all ears.." A loud sigh was I heard to Sakura before she start talking.

    
"Before I met you.. I already meet Chaeyeon.." Sakura then look down.

              
"I was an exchange student at her school.. She was the first person who talk to me.." Sakura said as she continues.

                 
Chaeyeon know Sakura for longer than me is that why they both acted like that when Sakura first met Chaeyeon-

                 
"We were in a relationship.. But it was ruined when I saw a picture of her and another girl.. Eversince that news broke out that Chaeyeon and that girl is a thing, I went back to Japan and cancel my stay here.."

        
"That girl?" Out of curiousity I just want to know who ruin them.

            
"It was Nancy.." My heart suddenly stopped for a second, the nervousness are starting to kick in and the memories flood in, I cant help but to feel pain on my head again but I endure it.

           
"H-Her...?!" My fist clench as I remember what she did on the past, so she ruined Chaeyeon's life before mine. That bitc-

    
"You know her..?" She ask, I nod as I control my anger I keep on trying to forget that name but its just keep on coming back.

             
"She almost killed me.. And she was the reason why I was sent to Japan.."

     
'W-Wait..'