Taehyung was extraordinary.

When they returned from their spontaneous trip, the boys asked where they were coming from, but all Taehyung replied was a smile that said more and hid even more. They went into separate rooms to shower and change into clean, dry clothes; but once that was done, Taehyung came back into Jungkook's room and pushed him onto the bed, climbed over him, and kissed him until he couldn't breathe.

Jungkook wrapped his arm around Taehyung's waist and held him above, kissing his lips with his own. Slow, teasing, just a gentle back and forth, a dance neither had learned but grew closer to as the minutes passed. There was something about this sentiment which made Jungkook smile more than he should.

Taehyung then left to go sleep, and Jungkook curled into himself on his bed, smiling like an idiot. Jimin walked into the room and looked confused.

"Are you... smiling?"

"No." Jungkook said, letting his smile fade away. "Go away."

Jimin hummed, eyeing him suspiciously but letting the matter drop. Jungkook then turned around and didn't think of the future or the what if or the doubtful aura of their new birthed relationship, but rather, just thought about Taehyung's lips against his own.

*

Jungkook couldn't stop thinking about Taehyung all day and the next. In class, when he was solving math questions that were way too easy, his mind wandered. Jungkook had reached a place where his mind didn't have to think while solving maths. He could let his thoughts go elsewhere while his fingers scribbled down answers, almost automatic. Jungkook doesn't know if that's a good thing or not.

What's Taehyung doing right now? Is he thinking of me too?

Jungkook never liked thinking of other people. He almost feels embarrassed while doing so, because he never wanted to admit to himself that he would think so highly about another person.

Despite thinking about Taehyung all through his two 3 hour lectures, he went back to the frat house, saw Taehyung talking to Yoongi by the foyer, and walked past him.

"Jungkook-" Taehyung said, seeing Jungkook ignore him. Taehyung frowned. "Hey! Come here."

Jungkook turned. How was Taehyung so confident all the time? Jungkook walked up to him nonetheless, looking bored. "What?" Jungkook asked.

"How were your classes?" Taehyung asked with a smile. Yoongi left the two to go talk to Hoseok. Jungkook looked away.

"Fine." Jungkook said.

Taehyung kept looking at him, expecting more. When nothing prevailed, Taehyung sighed. "Neat! Well, if you're keen to know, my day was great. My professors all know me by name, and my Cognitive Science professor asked me if I could assist him in the next class! That's good, right? I'm pumped."

Jungkook wondered how Taehyung always had so much to say while Jungkook had none.

"That's cool." Jungkook said, nodding. Jungkook didn't know what else to say so he began walking towards his room. Taehyung caught his hand.

"Hey, why do you keep going away?" Taehyung asked, a smile on his face. "You can talk to me, you know?"

"Yeah." Jungkook said, looking at him. "I guess."

Taehyung laughed. "You're so grumpy, jeez. We're having a chill movie night tonight. Wanna come choose a movie with me?"

"Okay." Jungkook replied. He followed Taehyung towards the living room which had a big TV. Taehyung turned it on and then went through Netflix to see what was there which could be watched and enjoyed by a bunch of 20 - somethings.

"Ooh, I heard this one's good!" Taehyung said, clicking on a movie. Jungkook hummed. But the low note made Taehyung click out of the movie and search for another one. Taehyung went down the home screen and then grinned.

"How about the Wolf of Wallstreet? That's a good one." Taehyung said, and Jungkook hummed again. Taehyung looked at him to see if Jungkook thought it was a good idea.

"Okay." Jungkook said. Taehyung looked at him for a few seconds.

"I can pick another one if you don't like it."

"No, I like that movie. I saw it some years ago and loved it." Jungkook said in a low voice.

Taehyung rose his eyebrow. "Jeez, at least show a little bit of enthusiasm then." Taehyung mumbled and then turned the television off. "Cool, we'll go with that. Come on, let's go make guacamole for tonight to eat with chips."

Jungkook followed him into the kitchen. He kept silent as Taehyung took the bowls and avocados and chilli and stuff. Taehyung looked at Jungkook, who was leaning against the counter, looking bored as usual. Taehyung sighed to himself.

He began making the guacamole, asking Jungkook to get some salt from the cupboard. Jungkook went to do so without saying anything. Taehyung cleared his throat.

"So your classes are fun? Mine were back in freshman year." Taehyung said.

"Yeah." Jungkook replied, and then put the salt on the table. Taehyung looked at him. Jungkook didn't seem like he had any more to say.

"What do you wanna do with a degree in mathematics anyways?"

"Dunno. Finance or something." Jungkook said, looking down.

"Sounds boring," Taehyung said with a snicker.

"It does," Jungkook said. Taehyung squeezing a lemon into a smaller bowl. Jungkook looked at him. "What do you wanna do with Psychology?"

"I don't know to be honest. I'll figure it out as I go, I always do." Taehyung said with a grin. "Life's cool like that. You literally can't plan anything out because life isn't a sheet of bullet points, it's a crazy mind map, y'know? Just gotta work it out like that."

"I guess."

Taehyung grunted and looked at him, keeping the lemon stuff down loudly. "Did I say something? Am I boring you? I don't want to force you to hang out with me,"

"What?" Jungkook asked with a frown. "No, I enjoy your company. Why?"

Taehyung scoffed. "Right." Taehyung said. Jungkook walked up to him and tilted his chin to himself. Taehyung looked at Jungkook. Jungkook pressed their lips together, softly, letting them remain together for a bit, eyes closed. Taehyung sighed into his lips, arms wrapping around Jungkook's waist.

"I thought about you all day." Jungkook said honestly. Taehyung looked a bit surprised. "Been wanting to kiss you again. I like being around you."

"You don't seem like you do." Taehyung said with a chuckle.

Jungkook blinked. "Really? But I talk so much when I'm with you."

"Jeez. Whatever, you go finish your assignment that's due tomorrow, I'll make the guac myself." Taehyung said, and Jungkook nodded. Taehyung let him go and saw the boy walk out of the kitchen.

Jungkook didn't come out of his bedroom for the rest of the evening, working on some report for his class. Taehyung walked into his room once but Jungkook ignored him, so Taehyung left.

Jungkook emerged from his bedroom a little while after people had shown up, once his report was finished. He was about to walk down the steps to join the others, but then stopped by the top of the stairs.

Taehyung was standing with a group of five or six people who had shown up.

"-and that's why I never tried LSD again. Don't do it, seriously. And that was on my third week of college." Taehyung said, and the group laughed while he snickered.

"This is so insane. You're coming for our hockey game this friday, right? You have to join the team for drinks afterward," One of the guys said, throwing his arm over Taehyung's shoulder.

"Fucking duh, I always join you guys. That said, we are not going to that club near campus again," Taehyung said lowly, and the group began laughing again. "It's not my fault I'm banned from there!"

One of the girls giggled. "You're so much fun. Come with some of the other frat guys to the next Zumba class we hold in our sorority! Like- oh- you should bring those guys you're close with! Jimin, Hoseok, Yoongi, Jin, Namjoon!!" She gushed.

"Course, Gowon. Have you seen my body? I was made for Zumba class," Taehyung said, and she burst out laughing.

Taehyung smiled at them, hearing the group go into another conversation. "When are we going to watch the movie?" One of them asked the boy. Taehyung looked up the stairs and then caught a glimpse of Jungkook.

Jungkook was looking at him. Before Taehyung could even blink, the boy disappeared into his bedroom.

"Uh, in a bit. I'll just come in a second." Taehyung said to them. One of them whined that he was leaving, but Taehyung grinned at them and then rushed up the stairs.

Taehyung opened the door to Jungkook's room and saw the boy sitting on his bed, on his phone. "Hey." Taehyung said, walking closer to him. "Come down, we're gonna start the movie."

"I'm tired, I'll stay up." Jungkook said, looking at his phone.

Taehyung looked at him uncertainly and then ran his hand through his own hair. "Just- just come down for a bit at least. I made the guac, I wanted you to try it."

"I'll try it tomorrow."

"It'll be finished by tomorrow. You haven't even eaten anything. I thought you loved this movie and wanted to watch it. Everyone's waiting." Taehyung said, feeling a little restless. He so badly was trying to get Jungkook to come but the boy looked untethered.

"I'm tired, Tae." Jungkook said curtly, and Taehyung's shoulders fell.

"Fine." Taehyung said after a bit. Jungkook looked at him. Taehyung walked out, closing the door behind him.

Jungkook lay down on his bed, keeping his phone to the side. Taehyung's not a constant. He never will be. Jungkook never had friends, let alone a boyfriend. Jungkook finds close connections with people and they end up leaving him or not caring the same amount. Jungkook makes sure to not care before he even gets to know the person.

Taehyung had thousands of friends who loved him so much. Would he care if Jungkook left? No.

Taehyung was intimidating and Jungkook didn't want to admit it. The boy was like a puppy, but simultaneously, he was confident and grinned charmingly and made friends with far too much ease. Jungkook didn't know how to act around him.

Jungkook tried not to think about it and went to sleep on an empty stomach.

When he woke up at around 7 AM, he took a shower and went downstairs to get good in his stomach. Jungkook made some cereal for himself and then heard Taehyung's low morning voice outside the kitchen, so he took out another bowl for the boy.

Taehyung walked in, looking sleepy. Jungkook didn't look at him but wordlessly pushed the bowl of cereal towards him. Taehyung looked at him. "Oh. Thanks."

Jungkook stood while eating cereal, taking mouthfuls. Taehyung stood right beside him, eating as well, with the bowl on the counter. They didn't usually wake up early, but this time was different.

Taehyung looked down at the counter where his right hand was placed. Jungkook's hand was close to his. Taehyung saw as Jungkook's fingers twitched towards Taehyung's, but then stopped. Taehyung looked at Jungkook.

Jungkook pulled his hand away. He pushed his bowl of cereal away and walked out of the kitchen. Taehyung looked at him leave, but this time, he stayed his ground.

Jungkook saw as later that day Taehyung left to go out with some friends and then came back a few hours later, tipsy. Jungkook saw him come up the stairs and realized Taehyung saw him looking, so he entered his bedroom. But Taehyung rushed up and grabbed his arm.

"What the fuck are you so scared of?" Taehyung asked, and Jungkook stilled.

"Nothing." Jungkook replied.

"Stop being a dick to me. Seriously." Taehyung mumbled, looking tired, then he went into his bedroom and closed the door.

Being a dick? Jungkook was confused by those words, and felt... scared? Scared. Jungkook felt scared but didn't want to realize it. He didn't want to admit he was scared of the loud extroverted frat boy who was two years older than you could count.

Jungkook was always so easily replaceable.

"You okay?" Jimin asked, sitting on his bed with his laptop on his lap, doing some work. Jungkook looked at him for a few seconds, not responding. Jimin sighed, closing his laptop. "You can talk to me, I won't tell anyone. Talking about problems helps sometimes."

Jungkook sat down on his bed, picking on his jeans. "Taehyung said I'm a dick to him."

"Why do you think he feels that way?" Jimin asked.

"I don't know." Jungkook said after a bit. "I didn't think I was being a dick. I like being around him."

"I didn't think you liked being around anything, to be honest." Jimin giggled. Jungkook looked at him. "Maybe you should make your feelings towards him more apparent. Initiate conversation, he can't be the one doing it all the time."

Jungkook nodded his head, and then went closer to Jimin and messed his hair up so Jimin wouldn't take this conversation as Jungkook being vulnerable. Jimin groaned and hit him in the stomach.

Jungkook went up to Taehyung the next morning while the mint haired boy was eating cereal in the kitchen.

"There's this thing tonight," Jungkook said, looking at him. Taehyung turned his head slightly, surprised to see the boy talking to him like this. Jungkook darted his eyes away. "A horror movie showcasing at the college film center."

"Okay." Taehyung said, wanting Jungkook to go on.

"You can come with me." Jungkook said flatly.

"Do you want me to come with you?"

Jungkook looked at him, expressionless as always."Yes." Jungkook mumbled.

"Okay." Taehyung grinned. "That wasn't so hard, was it?" Taehyung asked, and Jungkook shook his head. "You know I'm always up for this kind of stuff."

"Thought you'd be busy. You're always with... other people." Jungkook said, and Taehyung pursed his lips for a second, looking away.

"Right. Well, I'm free tonight, so." Taehyung smiled. Jungkook nodded and turned around to walk out of the kitchen. Just as he did so, Namjoon walked in.

"Taehyung," Namjoon grinned. "We're still up for the Kim Dinner thing tonight, right? Been planning this for months."

"I'll have to cancel." Taehyung bit his lip. "Sorry."

"What?" Namjoon frowned. "But I told you about this weeks back... I have the restaurant reservation and everything... we're going to the theme park at night and you know how much fun that is..."

"I'm sorry, Joon. You know I love going out with you and Jin, but I can't tonight. Take someone else." Taehyung said, squeezing his shoulder then rushing out of the kitchen.

Namjoon sighed. But then he took out his phone.

______________________________

Namjoon
hey. do you wanna go out for dinner + theme park with me and jin tonight?

Jimin
yes!! :D omg

______________________________

Namjoon smiled to himself. Maybe Taehyung canceling wasn't so bad.

*

"So... you come to this place often?" Taehyung asked with a weary look on his face.

Everyone there were people wearing all black, lowkey grunge but also kind of scary? Girls with long black nails and dudes with eyeshadow under their eyes. Jungkook nodded. "Yeah. It's nice."

"Sure." Taehyung said, following Jungkook into the movie theatre. People looked at him, who seemed to be the only person wearing bright colors at this place. Taehyung gulped.

Jungkook and he sat down at the back. "It's a movie from the '80s, but it's really good. Um. It's really popular because they used real blood and stuff and-" Jungkook stopped. Taehyung was looking around. Taehyung looked at him, wondering why Jungkook shut up.

"You can keep telling me, I think it's cool too." Taehyung smiled.

Jungkook nodded. "Yeah. They had-had the actors sign a contract saying if anything happened to them it's not the moviemakers' fault. One of the actors died a few weeks after the film was released.

"That's so weird," Taehyung said with a snicker. "Is it a good movie?"

"Not really, kinda predictable and a little over the top. But the actors look genuinely scared. A lot of the stuff was unscripted, too." Jungkook looked excited now, eyes gleaming. He smiled. "There's this one scene in the end- wait- I'll tell you when it comes," Jungkook said, making his hands into fists. He bobbed his leg for a second. "I'll just tell you now! There's this scene in the end where this elephant runs towards the main actors, and apparently, they weren't told what was happening and really freaked out!!"

Jungkook was smiling now, looking down. Taehyung looked at him with wonder. Jungkook's smile faded. "It was a little inhumane, but this kind of stuff is interesting... the director was jailed a few years after the film."

"That is interesting," Taehyung said, looking at him fondly, smiling. Jungkook looked at him.

"Sorry." Jungkook said.

"Kook, it's okay. I wish you could tell me more about this stuff," Taehyung sighed, leaning into his chair. Jungkook nodded.

The movie began. Both boys discovered that horror movies and jump scares didn't really frighten either of them, so the movie was enjoyable. Both their hands were placed on the armrest they shared, and Taehyung noticed how throughout the 90 minutes, Jungkook's fingers kept inching towards Taehyung's but then stopping.

"Fuck's sake," Taehyung chuckled after a bit, making Jungkook look at him.. Taehyung grabbed Jungkook's hand and laced their fingers together. Jungkook's eyes grew big. "There," Taehyung said.

Jungkook didn't let him continue, just leaned over and kissed him on the lips. Taehyung kissed him back, squeezing his hand. Jungkook gripped his chin and made their kiss firmer.

"Can you guys not do this..." A girl sitting beside them mumbled, looking annoyed. "Some of us are trying to enjoy a movie..."

"Sorry." Taehyung said sheepishly. Jungkook got up and grabbed Taehyung's hand, taking him outside. "Kook, are you sure you wanna leave the movie? You seemed excited to watch it-"

"I'm more excited to kiss you." Jungkook said, looking at Taehyung. Taehyung's eyes brightened. "Look, Taehyung. I'm sorry I don't make it more obvious, but I really do... like being around you. I do like kissing you. I don't know what we are or what we will be, but I'm fine with that."

Taehyung smiled. "Really?"

Jungkook sighed, tipping his head up to look at the sky. "Yes. I'm just annoying to be with so I don't see why you'd want to be with me."

"Because you're cute as fuck and different than anyone I've ever met. Because you're cold, but make me feel warm, everyone thinks you're mean, but you're gentle. You're interested in things and act silly about it. You don't act the way you do to be edgy or cool, you do it because it's you. I like that." Taehyung said, a smile on his face. "Don't you?"

Jungkook looked at him now, a little shocked. Jungkook stepped closer to him and wrapped his arms around him, hugging him tightly. "Thank you." Jungkook whispered, and Taehyung wrapped his arms around Jungkook.

"Just." Taehyung turned to kiss him on the lips. "Talk to me, okay?"

Jungkook nodded. He kissed Taehyung again, pulling away after. "Can I talk to you right now?"

"Yes." Taehyung insisted.

"Okay." Jungkook said, nodding. "Okay. I really want your cock in my mouth."

Taehyung paused for a second or thirty four. "What?!" Taehyung yelped.

"Please." Jungkook looked away. "You said I should talk to you."

"I-I did, but- but I didn't expect-"

Jungkook looked at him, eyebrows furrowed. He looked rugged. His forehead on display, eyes dark, wearing a leather jacket and black ripped jeans, rings on his fingers, black combat boots, lots of earrings. Jungkook gripped Tehyung's hand and turned around.

They went past the film center and towards the Arts building. Jungkook pushed past the door and walked in like he knew the place. Taehyung quirked his eyebrow at that.

"Do you come here often?"

"Yes." Jungkook looked around, then entered a room at the side that was empty. "This is a green room for the actors but it's never used." Jungkook said, closing the door and locking it from inside.

"Why do you come to the arts building?" Taehyung asked. "How do you know that this is a-"

"Stop asking questions, Taehyung." Jungkook muttered, pushing Taehyung against the wall. "Lean back, let me do the work, and pull my hair or else," Jungkook said, looking at him closely.

"Okay." Taehyung breathed out. "This is really hot."

Jungkook grinned, and then got down on his knees. "Y'know, I think we should fuck sometime," Jungkook said, unzipping Taehyung's jeans, pulling the band of his boxers down to pull his cock out. "I was thinking about how good you'd look like riding me."

"Oh." Taehyung felt dizzy as Jungkook moved his hand up his already hard cock. Jungkook looked up.

"Thought you'd look hot. Really hot. You're pretty, Tae." Jungkook said decidedly, licking the head of his dick. Taehyung sizzled, gripping Jungkook's hair. "I don't know why people make sucking dick seem so bad. It's actually nice, I like it when it touches the back of my throat. I think yours will. You're big." Jungkook sucked on the head of his sock and Taehyung moaned out. "Can't wait to sit on it. Can I sit on it? I want to."

"God fuck, Kookie. I-I didn't think you'd talk this much when I said you should." Taehyung breathed out.

"I know," Jungkooks smirked. "But I like teasing you."

"Asshole. Suck my dick." Taehyung muttered, and Jungkook nodded, wrapping his lips around his cock.

Jungkook whimpered as Taehyung pulled at his hair, just taking more of him in. Taehyung grunted.

"You're so good at this..." Taehyung sighed, pushing Jungkook's hair back, seeing the usual quiet sharp-faced boy in all black looking pretty like this, down on his knees, cock in his mouth. Taehyung couldn't wait to see him do more.

Jungkook took him in more until he was deepthroating him completely. Taehyung looked down in awe. Jungkook made a choking sound from the back of his throat, and Taehyung almost lost his mind. Jungkook breathed through his nose, keeping Taehyung's cock at the back of his throat like that.

"Fuck," Taehyung breathed out, seeing him, the feeling of Jungkook's mouth electrifying. "Look at you."

Jungkook looked up at him, eyes dark, exhaling and inhaling sharply. Jungkook wanted to take more of him, but Taehyung gripped his hair and pulled it back.

"Jungkook you'll choke."

Jungkook made a sound of disagreement, looking annoyed. Taehyung frowned. Jungkook looked up, pleading. Taehyung tsked. "No, I don't want your windpipe to burst because of my dick."

Jungkook looked up angrily, so Taehyung began fucking his mouth. Jungkook scrambled to grip Taehyung's thighs, making higher-pitched softer sounds as Taehyung moved in and out of his mouth. Jungkook heard Taehyung moan, tip his head back, continuing to have his hand grip Jungkook's hair tightly.

"M'gonna cum, g'nna do it down your throat," Taehyung said, and Jungkook nodded. Taehyung saw as Jungkook put his own hands behind his back, his head falling back, angling his jaw in a way so the cum would go right down his throat. Taehyung's mouth went dry at the sight.

Taehyung fucked his mouth two more times before cumming, and just watched as Jungkook took it, body twitching, eyes fluttering close as the cum went down. Jungkook breathed, mouth still around Taehyung's cock.

"Menace." Taehyung whispered as he pulled his cock out. Jungkook blinked his eyes untethered, thumbing at the corner of his mouth to wipe off the spit that had collected. Jungkook smirked, standing up.

"I'm good, aren't I?"

"Yeah. Too good. Have a lot of experience, do you?" Taehyung asked, eyebrow lifted.

"Just enough," Jungkook whispered and Taehyung cupped his cock through his jeans, making the younger grunt.

"Tell me what you want me to do," Taehyung whispered into his ear, squeezing his cock.

"Spank me." Jungkook replied.

Taehyung looked at him closely, finding Jungkook's newly discovered sexual needs a little too exciting. "Now?"

"No. Later. Maybe. Just pull me off," Jungkook said, and Taehyung hummed, simply shoving his hand down Jungkook's pants, making him gasp out, putting his hands on the wall on either side of Taehyung's head.

"You-" Jungkook bit as Taehyung grabbed the weight of Jungkook's cock and squeezed it again, finding him hard. "Fuck."

"Wet." Taehyung grinned, thumbing over his slit, finding some precum. Jungkook exhaled stiffly and closed his eyes as Taehyung moved his hand up and down his cock.

"You know," Taehyung whispered, seeing as Jungkook's neck vein popped a bit upon the arousal he felt. "You said you topped usually, but I think you were lying."

"Mm," Jungkook moaned out. "Not- not lying. Who doesn't like a brooding, hot, tall bad boy controlling them every now and then-" Jungkook began with a smirk, but then his breath hitched when he felt Taehyung's hand on his hip pull him closer in to really feel up his cock.

"Sure," Taehyung whispered into his ear. "But y'know what I'd prefer? Seeing a brooding, hot, tall bad boy under me with my cock deep inside of him."

"Taehyung." Jungkook let out.

"Seeing him whine and moan with his mouth agape and face flushed as his ass gets pounded into."

"Taehyung." Jungkook whimpered.

"Seeing him on my bed, ass in the air, getting spanked till his ass is all red, begging for me to fuck him again-"

Jungkook gasped as he came, pressing his forehead against Taehyung's. Taehyung pulled his hand out and kissed Jungkook, who kissed back, gripping his face.

"I didn't think," Jungkook pulled away, looking at him. "That you'd talk to me like that."

"Me neither, but you brought it out of me. The things you do to me, Jungkook. I'm acting unlike myself." Taehyung said, and Jungkook grinned.

"Good." Jungkook whispered, pressing their lips together once more, Taehyung's grip tight around his waist.