"I hate sleeping."

"That's a first!"

"Just because I'm scared that if I sleep and wake up next day; may be you, us, our memories,everything would just disappear. I don't want this to end."

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Day 8

Hate

Intense dislike. Feelings of hate and
revenge.

I guess if we want for something or someone from very long, and still don't get them, we automatically start to hate what we wished for.

I hate you now.

I hate you for breaking my heart.

I hate you for making me fall in love with you.

I hate you for coloring my world with your presence.

I hate you for holding me back from making bad decisions.

I hate you for making me strong.

I hate you for still wearing that expression in your eyes.

I hate you for still looking beautiful as the day I first met you.

I hate you for watching me from a far.

I hate you for your last words.

I hate you for being you.

It's you, the one messing with my brain, heart and everything.

It's you, the one I love with my everything.

It's you, who left me without an explanation, without a chance.

I hate you.

For the pain you have gifted me, I hate you.

But Alisha... tell me now,

How could I really hate you?

I fúcking love you.

Always have, always will.

And I hate myself for loving you.

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"I hate everything about you. Why do I love you?" 💔