Bonnie woke up in her bed, not remembering what had happened. The last thing that she was about to remember was looking for Klaus's mother who was threatening to kill Caroline, after slowly getting out of her bed and walking out of her room. She didn't know what time it was because her clock was missing and she didn't know where her phone was. She could hear Damon, Stefan and a few other people talking and it didn't sound like it was very far away but she couldn't find them anywhere. She stopped walking and headed to the kitchen as she felt thristy, very thristy while she was getting something to drink, she started listening to the conversation. "What the hell are you going to tell her, Stefan?" she heard Damon asked his brother. Kai Parker showed up after she was bleeding and dying to feed her his blood, to save her only that it was very late and ended turning her now into a vampire, the same guy who is now locked in the cellar" he said not knowing that Bonnie was listening to them. Bonnie knew that she should have gone to talk to Damon and Stefan first. However she found herself going to the cellar instead she stopped in front of the door and noticed that Kai was sitting in there, staring at the wall.

"Give it up Damon, I'm not telling you anything," Kai said, not looking over at her. She did like him when they first met back before he turned out to be a sociopath after that she started to hate him. He killed people for no reason at all and yet he saved her by turning her into a vampire. He was confused and she didn't understand what she felt for him at this point, everything was confusing to her right now.

"I'm not Damon" Bonnie said at the sound of her voice, his head snapped over to look at her in surprise. "What the hell did you do to me?" she asked, she was wanting answers and she was going to get them one way or another. He watched her for a few minutes also like he was unsure of what to say, he was a sociopath and he always had a secret motive for everything and this felt no different. "Answer me" Bonnie said, full of annoyance after all that he least that he could do after he turned her into a vampire.

"Bonnie, you're awake" Kai said almost like he was surprised that she was awake and there in front of him. Bonnie rolled her eyes at his reply and crossed her arms, he sighed as he looked after her. "I turned you into a vampire to save your life, you're welcome" he told her as he looked back at her, grinning. "Will you unlock the door?" he asked her making her shake her head, there was no way in hell that she was about to let him out of the cellar. As she stood there, trying to wrap her mind around everything. She was a vampire, she was turned by Kai Parker who she hates at least that's what everyone believes, she has always been good at hiding her emotions. "Bonnie please let me out or Damon will kill me" Kai said as she knew that her resolve was weak at the moment, she sighed and unlocked the cellar door and opened it. "Thank you" Kai smirked at her as he kissed her cheek before he disappeared, leaving Boonie more confused than she has ever been.

Bonnie decided to go back to her room and lay back down, she knew how vampires transition and she knew that she wasn't that. However she refuses to drink human blood, she doesn't want to kill a human. She would rather die than what would happen to her if she doesn't drink the blood, and she knew that Stefan and Damon knew better than to force her to drink. After a ten minutes, Damon came into her room, forcing her to get up wanting to go out and get her mind off of everything. "Go away Damon, I'm not going to do it" Bonnie told him as she thought that he was coming to try to talk her into finishing the transition by drinking blood.

"I'm not going to make you do anything, I just wanted to hang out with you for a little bit" Damon said being honest to her, there's really no point in forcing her to drink human blood. Bonnie was his best friend and he didn't want to lose her but it was her choose no matter how much he hated it. "We still have to find Esther and we can't do it without you" he told her the truth, "you are powerful enough to stop and without you, we don't stand a chance" he added as he leaned against the doorway. He knew that they had no chance without her help, and he hated to ask this of her when her in this state.

"Alright" Bonnie sighed as she got up out of her bed and followed him into the room with everyone in there. "So what do you guys find out?" She asked as she leaned against the desk in the room. She listened to everyone and them trying to come up with a plan, she didn't like any of them because the pros and cons. "Whatever you think will work the best" she shrugged, she might not like any of the plans but she was already a dead girl walking so if she died saving them all then at least her death won't be in vain.

A Few Hours Later

Bonnie was in the park with Damon walking around the other side of it, late at night so there wasn't a lot of people, thankfully because their smells was getting to her. She was thristy but she was trying her best not to attack anyone. It was diffcult as she listened to their beating hearts, pumping their blood thoughout their bodies not knowing that their lives could end at any minute. She was suprised as she was grabbed from behind. "Guess who?" she heard a guy as he had her eyes covered but she know him by his voice as if she couldn't forget that voice, Kai Parker.

"What are you doing here, Kai?" Bonnie asked him as she turned to look at him, she didn't even have time to think about what he was doing before he forced a bleeding arm into her face covering her mouth in doing so, it forced the blood into her mouth, making her drink it."I need you to live, live and hate me, I'm yours but I can suffer for all of eternity. I don't care just as long as you live" Kai whispered to her as he allowed her to drink for a few minutes  "I can watch you leave, I can watch you love someone else but I could never watch you die" he added before he pulled the arm away from her and healed the girl that he used to make Bonnie drink. He knew that Bonnie wouldn't drink, and he wasn't about to let her die, how could he let the one good thing that has make him care about everything in life die.No He couldn't let her die because he was selfish and wanted her to live.

"What did you do?" Damon asked Kai as he grabbed him by his shirt collar as he had texted Bonnie and didn't get a reply from the girl. He knew something was wrong with her so he said the hell with the plan, he needed to check on her, funny how they had started out hated each other and now the idea of living with his best friend was too painful to bare. He never would have thought to see Kai Parker there, forcing her to drink human blood, even if he was glad that he did it. He didn't want Bonnie to be a vampire but he rather her live until they could find a spell or something to turn her back after all, there had to be something. It wasnt all hopeless like Bonnie believed.

"I did what I had to do to save her life" Kai said as he just stared at Damon, Kai has never understood why Damon changed from being bad to good. He didn't understand it until he met Bonnie, Kai wasn't a good guy and he was aware of that. However Bonnie made him feel things, Bonnie had him want to be good, he need her in many ways. "Just like you would do anything for Elena, like Klaus would do anything for Caroline" Kai told Damon, pausing "It is so hard to believe that I want to be good, that I want to be loved?" he asked. "So hard to believe that I love her" he added as he glanced over at Bonnie who had blood on her mouth from where he forced her to drink from the woman who was still alive because he didn't let Bonnie get carried away like he knew she could have. Mostly because he knew that she wouldn't forgive herself if she had killed the woman.

"I'm swear I'm going to kill you"Damon said before Bonnie pulled him away from Kai, surprising Damon by the way she did it. "What are you doing?" He asked Bonnie before she answered him she turned to Kai and told him to leave which he gladly did as he didn't feel like dying right then, making Damon even more confused by her actions. "He forced you to drink human blood against your will" He said to her as if she wasn't aware of what Kai had did.

"Yes, he did and I'm glad that he did" Bonnie said, making Damon look at her like she grew two extra heads, "I was blinded by the idea of drinking human blood and of killing someome that I never thought about finding a cure later. Me being this way isn't permanent" she told him but the thought of a sirebond did cross his mind at that moment.

"You bonded to Kai" Damon said as he watched her as she shook her head, telling him that he was insane. "A vampire only bonds to her sire when she has feelings for him before she is turned. And turning makes human emotions stronger" he added as he started to realized some stuff. "You like him" he said as she sighed in defeat as she knew that there was no point in denying it anymore.

"Fine, I like him but he is a bad guy and nothing will ever happen between us" Bonnie said, partly lying as she crossed her arms. Neither of them realized that Kai was listening to them talk from a little bit away. "Now, let go find Esther and kill her" She told Damon. "Yea, she has left town, following Klaus that's what I texted you about when you didn't answer me." Damon told her as he nodded his head.

"Something in the orange tells me we're not done" Kai mumbled as he left the park and headed to the place that he calls his house. He needed to plan on how to make everything that he has done to her up, to make her forgive him.  Not knowing that he really didn't have to as she has already forgiven him, even as hard as she tried not too.