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I wake up and find myself in an empty bed. Still half asleep I manage to sit up straight. It takes me a moment to clear my vision, my heart stops beating when I look at my study table. Tom Marvolo Riddle is sitting on my study table and reading MY DIARY!

My eyes widen as I see the drawer of my bedside table wide open.

I stay quiet, I don't move. Maybe I should obliviate him. The thought flashes in my mind and I search for my wand on the bedside table.

My movement causes some noise. Damn it!

"Good morning Sunshine." Tom speaks, he's calm just like how calm it is before a storm. He closes the diary and pushes back the chair, instinctively I get out of the bed and take some steps back. When he gets up I spot my wand and the time turner on the table.

He follows my gaze and picks up my wand and breaks it. "Tom !" I manage to speak. His expression grows furious. "Explain this y/n !!" He throws the diary at me but I dodge it easily, it wasn't meant to hurt me, he still doesn't wants to hurt me.

"This was all a game ?!" He throws the time turner.

A tear rolls down my eye. It's over. I've failed. "ANSWER ME Y/N ALYSSANDRA GREY !!!" This is the first time he has used my full name. Before I know my knees hit the ground and I can't stop the tears. I have never cried in front of anyone but I just can't control myself anymore. I try to think of a lie, a convincing one. But I the trickster, liar, Y/n Grey cannot think of a single thing to say when he looks at me with such loathing. "You...you...you haven't..." I try to speak but it's hard to do so when I'm weeping.

"Stop crying!!" Tom yells. 

"You haven't read the whole diary." I manage to speak but I was still crying. I CAN'T STOP THESE FUCKING TEARS!!

"Do I really need to read the whole?!" He pauses "Get up from the floor y/n." I do as he says "Look at me."

I looked down at my fingers to find them shaking. I didn't have enough courage to look into his eyes.

"LOOK. AT. ME!" His roar echoes in the room and I look at him, my eyes filled with tears.

"So you planned to time travel and make me fall in love with you and then kill me—"

"I gave up that plan!" I cut off before he could finish "Because I-" I couldn't say the next words.

"What? You what?" Now the tears come quicker 

"Because I fell in love with you, Tom."

He laughs and my heart shatters into pieces. Is this how a heartbreak feels? Is this how Abraxas felt ?

"Run." Tom stops laughing and says "Run as far as you can. I don't care where you go as long as I never have to see that pretty face of yours again."

"Tom-"

"And if I have to look upon your face ever again then I will kill you myself and trust me it won't be a quick process." He clenches his fist "And I will make you suffer twice as much as you made me suffer even after not having the ability to feel love."

I rub my tears. He loved me and he still loves me but at the same time he can't. He is born without that ability.

All of a sudden I remember what Dumbledore said 'If he truly loves someone and that person dies he will be able to feel love.' Means if I die Tom will finally have the ability to it. Maybe he will also understand that I did love him and he might also stop his evil plans... I run to my bedside table and search for the dagger. I feel relieved when I sense the cold blade, Tom hadn't taken this out while taking out the diary and time turner. 

"Goddamn it! RUN! Before I change my mind!" His neck snaps in my direction. I take in a deep breath and close my eyes 

"I did love you Tom." I say before sinking the knife in my chest. It doesn't hurt...