Mom!Ming Lee x reader
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Her smile lit up my gray world

Her giggles sounded like bell chimes from heaven

Her smile made my knees weak and makes my face heat up

Her body looks like it was shaped by the gods

Her voice was the only thing that blocked out the unpleasant thoughts

Yet the pressure of the world crushed you when you realized

You couldn't love her

Your mother Ming was worried about you, you haven't been eating or sleeping, the dark circles under your eyes and your stomach's hungry growls proved that

She tried to talk to you but you would deflect her accusations and lock yourself back in your room after giving her a weak smile

Each night your sobs bounced off the walls and filled the house, no one could sleep peacefully knowing you were in pain but they never knew why

They wouldn't understand they would never understand

Ming crept out of bed as quietly as she could so she wouldn't wake up Jin

As she opened her bedroom door she was greeted with the cold hardwood floor and the chilled atmosphere but most importantly your muffled cries

You heard a soft knock at your door

"Come in," You said as you wiped away your tears and tried to stabilize your breathing

The door crept open revealing your mother wearing a worried expression on her face

"<Name> You know that I love you right?" Ming said closely watching your expression, to see if her pampering Mei Mei after she got her panda made you feel unloved

"I know," You were faced away from her, not wanting your mother to see your bloodshot eyes that stung whenever you blinked

"Is everything alright at school? You know...bullies" Ming says slowly walking toward you, her mind racing with millions of possibilities of what could've made you spiral into your depression

"Yeah..." <Name> was getting quite uncomfortable now

You felt the bed dip beside you and a pair of arms wrap around your frame

"Please tell me what's wrong, I can't bear to see you like this anymore" Ming whispered, while gently directing your head down into her lap, making you look up to her

Ming's eyes went wide as she saw the state you were in

You felt tears well up in your eyes, you didn't want to tell her about your crush fearing that she would find you disgusting, and disregard your "unholy feelings"

"Sweetheart, it's okay alright it doesn't matter what it is I won't judge" Her reassuring words made you feel better but you still had doubts

"I....It's about a girl in my class..." You started

"She is just...Wonderful, everything about her is amazing" Heat rushed to your cheeks as you remember her

"Do you like her?"

Your mother's question made your gut drop and your heartbeat quicken

"I.....maybe?" You said unsure of your mother's reaction

The room fell silent, you felt your tears coming back

"Why are you crying?" Your mother's genuine concern only made you cry harder

"Hey hey, breath ok? Follow me ok?"
Ming said trying to calm you down

You followed your mother's breathing, you didn't feel completely calm but you felt better

"We can stop if you don't wanna talk about it anymore," Ming said softly trying not to scare you with the wrong tone

"No...I want to" You whispered

"So...Do you like her?" Ming asked again

'Let's get it over with' You thought as you sighed

"I like her, I like her a lot" Your voice got lower as you finished your sentence

"Are you two seeing each other?" Ming said with a faint smile on her face

"No..." You muttered

"Why? You said you like her, or does she not like...." Your mother's voice trailed off as she finished her sentence, but you knew what she was trying to say

"She does like me it's just that... People won't accept us" Suddenly, it felt like you couldn't breathe

Your mother set your head on her shoulder, she began drawing shapes on your back

"People won't accept things they find odd, but you are going to have to accept that people won't like you for you and that's alright because you are better off without them, It's your life, not theirs"

Your mother held you tight as she spoke.
Hot tears streamed down your face as loud sobs left your mouth

"Promise me that you will never let anyone bully you over what you can't change ok?"

"Ok" Even though you were crying you were smiling

"No more not eating food and staying up late?" Ming asked still needing reassurance

"No more not eating food and staying up late"

Ming gave you a worried look

"I promise," You said with a smile

"Do you want me to sleep with you? Or will you be alright?" Ming was still understandably worried

"I'm fine mama"

Ming pressed a kiss on your head before leaving your room

"Good night <Name>" Ming said before entering her room

"Good night" You called out

You closed your eyes and dreamt of the new world of possibilities like marrying the woman of your dreams

A smile graced your lips as you smiled

'Maybe it is normal' You thought before falling asleep