the red letters meet my gaze
my dreams abruptly ended to bring me this vision
why, oh why must i be thrown from them?

just now, i was enjoying the embrace of my lover
well, she isn't now, but in there, in the zone of my mind
everything was me, mine, and so was she
but no, my body refuses me my happiness,
even during the sliver of my nonexistence

i hope my last sight will be consumed in these illusions
because seeking the truth of reality one more time is nothing but a dream