Chapter 13

She walks into the room with a cup of coffee placing it in the side table she sits on the bed admiring her handsome's sleeping form..he looks lovely and cute She sighs thinking about the night incident .

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Placing her on the bed he gets on top of her and starts giving love bites across her neck. She moans "Om" instantly he gets up and runs to the washroom.She could not put together what made him to do..And he had come out taking a cold shower.Just like that without telling anything he had slept on his side of the bed pulling her with him .She had tried to ask himbut he had placed a soft kiss on her forehead and patted her to sleep...

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She was damn angry the whole night she could not sleep.Doesn't he want me ?she was worried her insecurities were increasing. She whacks him to wake up .He wakes up whining to see her angry glare.

"Why is your mood so good ?" He teases her without replying stomping her foot she leaves the place.

Soon as she comes out of the room she sees Rudy coming out of his room. When Rudy sees her.He frantically starts running giving a deaf ear to her calling him.throughout the day Gauri ignored Om and Rudy ignored Gauri..Gauri hated it Rudy ignoring her.. making up her mind she walks to his room..Rudy was working out .Rudy knew that Ri was here but he was a bit embarrassed to see her after her direct query ..She sits down in a nearby chair. A hour passes in silence it was awkward for them .

"Let's forget what happened Rudy Bhaiya " Gauri says in a whisper breaking the silence.

"Okay " came the reply making Gauri's lips curve upward Rudy was her close friend after Ishana she loved speaking him to ,teasing , He was her partner in crime.

She gets up to go but Rudy stops her "Ri it was a bit awkward that's it "

Then grinning he continues "What made you ask whether I ..am ...I..erm...."He stammers

Ri being Ri she speaks chuckling "oh that I was asking Om to make.. ."

She was cut off by a hand hovering her mouth she looks over her shoulder to see Om glaring at her.

Rudy was curious "Om she was going to say something you asked Om to make what " He asks raising his brows he caught it but he wanted to tease Om.

Without a word Om drags Gauri to their room and pushes her on the bed . He glares at her and speaks angrily "Why were you avoiding me the whole day and what were you trying to tell Rudy"

She shouts "I was going to tell Rudy bhaiya you are a virgin.........."

He gets on bed and pulls her close gripping her arms tightly "What do you want me to do .just tell me damn it...it is to make love to you...come let's do it"

He pushes her down furiously and starts running his hands through his hair frantically looking at her .She was scared , She knows when he loses temper no one can stop him..Seeing her frightened he closes his eyes trying to calm down

"What is it baby ?" he asks softly instantly Gauri looks at him

"Why don't you want me ?.." She asks sadly

His lips curves upward as he tells lovingly "You are not ready yet Gauri "

"I am "She whines

"Do you accept me as your husband Gauri? Do you accept our marriage ?" He asks her looking straight into her eyes.

She had called him husband but was it from heart ? No ..She looks down unable to meet his gaze...a lone tear slips from the corner of her eyes .He opens his arms and nods at her within seconds she was in his arms she did not want to cry but tears seem unstoppable .He wipes her tears using her thumb and indicates not to cry.

"Gauri I did not want to make love to you until you are ready to accept me by your heart and I know the reason why you want a baby'' She looks up at him

"Because you are broken inside Gauri .You wantes a baby to call your own..to love you ..you wanted heal using the love of your child .Am I right?"

She nods amidst tears.

"How do you know that ? She asks him sobbing

"I can see you right through your soul Gauri." She looks up at him dazed

"You are not the same person I met four years back Gauri" he tells her making her gasp

"You can remember ?" she asks him a bare whisper .

He pulls her more close to him

"You were chirpy and bubbly and you were free birdie when I first saw you then when Ishana bought you with injured and blood oozing I saw how vulnerable you are .You were scared .frightened...you felt liked caged ..You were scared that you want be able to fly again...you felt like you are feathers have been cut..."

She looks up him in a daze when did this man notice so much ...he pulls her more close tightening his arms around her and kisses her hair ...

" after you left from here and started living alone I saw the confident and independent woman Gauri ..and when Kali......"

She stiffens he tightens his hold more than before as to not let any air pass through

"When Kali tried to marry you even you were ready to sacrifice yourself and not to marry that b*******d".

"And the way you stood up against Mr.Oberoi..."

She fixes her gaze on him

"For yourself self respect and for your parents I loved it and without a thought when you slapped me ..I loved the fact you were not meek and not standing up to protect yourself" Kya hua .." he asks pausing the way she was looking at him

She shakes her head negatively throwing her arms around his neck with hiding her face on the crook of his neck .He embraces her , after sometime he tries to pull back but she wasn't leaving

"Continue "she whispers

" I want my chirpy bubbly women with confidence again Gauri ,will you give me her who I met four years mixed with the women now but without vulnerability ...will you Gauri ?

She did not reply instead tightens her hold around him.For the first time in four years someone understood her..How can she not love this man..Her Man ....He knew that she is letting her emotional turmoil's down instead of breaking apart he turns around and places his back on the bed with her on top of him ..They went to sleep ...he let her cry ...she needed to release her inner turmoil's down ...the more it pains him to see her in a vulnerable state..He knew he had to..He loves her so much.

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