Khansa pov:

I can't able to concentrate on my work. I was look him by and then, he keep taking out his cloth from cupboard and then keeping it back.

I huff out putting my writing pad and pen on my side I stoodup going near him I stood at his back crossing my arm around my stomach waiting for him to call.

"Khansa" he call turning and grin at me, where I just glare him"i can't decide what to wear" he pout making puppy dog face,i roll my eyes going near to cupboard I take out one of his black suit with white shirt. I gave it to him"don't know how you able to do your when you were on your shoot" i shook my hand he shrugs.

He walk past me and took out one of a dress for me "and this one is for you" he hand my dress, it was black gown with net neck. I roll my eyes"ab yeh kesey dhoond liya ek mint me?" I ask he grin hugging me from back resting his chin on my shoulder.

"You know na I already want your attention when I am here" he said I smile leaning a little back he kiss my cheeks, how I missed him only I know that.........

Shehryaar pov:

"Ready?" I ask looking at her smile nodding. She is looking indeed beautiful in her black suite with embroidered done on neck and broader.

She is recovering again, her puking is almost gone and she also started eating well"shehry" she shook my arm bring me back to reality"chalo we will be late" she said I smile holding her hand we make our way to down stare.

"Bakri khaha hai?" I ask to maa. Maa cured with simple black suite with little shimmer on it and dad is wearing black suit just like me. They both are ready for go"abhi tk nai aya"maa reply.

"Apney hi new movie ke music lounge me late ho can saala" i said rolling my eyes taqaddus giggle"bakriiiii" I yell and as on cue he came down following to khansa who seem anger

"Dad can I sit in your car?" She ask stomping her foot on floor I formed"yaar I am sorry" Hussain pout beside her but she ignored."what have you done know?" Taqaddus ask slapping hussain arm"yaar taqai I just told her that ziniya look gorgeous in movie" he told taqaddus eye wider.

"Yah he is...."I was about to take hussain side when taqaddus deathly look stop me"mad" i complete my sentence taqaddus roll her eyes"acha acha ab bas bhi karo tum log aur chalo" maa save both of us,we node and follow her.

Taqaddus encircled her hand around my arm as we make our way inside the hall. It was big hall and I can see not only Indian but also some of Pakistani actres also and the place is covered with some big business man and reports.

As soon we enter all reports come near us and taking our picture. It was amazing that one day I want to be in this position and today I am standing here with all my family.

We move further and started meeting with the people which mean we all separate from each other. I meet syed bhai and faisal bhai after a look time. We took our picture as one of th report want that

After meeting and greeting we all gather again as its time for announcement. I took my side beside taqaddus she smile seeing me.

"Welcome everyone" karan voice come to Mick and everyone oowoo for him"i know I know you all are waiting for song which isn't lounge at. Well the song sang by beautiful voice so why that person come to stage and sang it for us" Karen said and the spot little spotted taqaddus every eyes was on her,she smile at them but hold my hand under the table.

"It okay I am here" i ensure her she look at me I node ensuring her. She stoodup and went toward stage,holding the mick she close her eyes and instant smile appear on her lips.

She look at me as if she meant every word,I smile wide look at her. She look away to other and the most biggest smile appear on her face making me formed, I fellow my gaze and my eyes meant to that person whomever I never want to see in my life.

I fisted my hand as anger took place in me. I look at taqaddus she bend down showing him horner he pull up his glass gesturesing I just look away from them.

Song soon ended everyone standup for giving her their standing ovation where I just sit their feeling my temper raised because he is one how stand up first.

I got up from my place, taqaddus smiling coming toward me when karan and media stop her doing and she just pout looking at me.

I went to get the peace of my mind. I don't know how long I was standing their but only realized when tow hand come around my arm from back.

She rest her head on my back hugging me, i want to hold her hand but went against it"why you here?" She ask I kept silent. She pull away and come infront of me,she rest her plan on my cheek"shehry are you oky?" She ask in concern I look away from her.

"Lets go everyone is waiting for us" i hold herb and which was place on my cheek and went inside with her.

"Hey gorgeous" someone said beside her she turn to look and smile at person where I just clench my jaw.music start and every couple went to center for dance"can I have the horner?" He ask pull his plam taqaddus node pull her hand from my grip she place her hand over his and went away from me.

I close my eyes to controller myself. Sohaib turn back and give me his smirk

I fisted my hand how dare he and how dare taqaddus went with him,she is only mine.....only mine.

They hold each other and start moving with lyric. Taqaddus one hand was place his shoulder and other was in his hand and his one hand was on her waist.

All the time she is laughing and their eyes never leave for once. I look away can't able to see them any more"are you okay?" Hussain ask placing his hand on my shoulder. I just went away from there,going toward center I just look at them.

Soon the song change that's meanness change the partner. I wait a little so that she come to me. Sohaib spin her around and next moment she hold my hand. She look at me and smile big where I just flaming in anger.

Song start and I tightened my grip around her waist more"shehry is hurting" she said in hushed voice but I cared less I tight my gripe more she close her eyes,pain evidence on her face but she smile to hide it from other or more said from that bastered.

Taqaddus pov:

I bit my lower lip before Opeing my mouth to speak, i don't know what came to shehry at his sudden change. In party he is behaving order and even in car he keep silent and know just parading in room but why.

"Shehry" i called him but he didn't respond, I sing and went close to him and rest my hand over his arm"shehry what happen?" I ask in concern he look at me with his bloodshot one.

"What happen? What happen? What happen?" He ask me grabbing my both arm harshly"shehry .....it's....hurting" my voice crack up as pain a gauge roll on my body."hurting.....hurting......hurting..... do you know what hurting mean?" He shouted on me I close my eyes.

Tear roll from my eyes" shehry why you behaving like this. Howard Kia hai?" This time I shouted can't able to bare this any more, yank my arm and hold my arm to decrease the pain" Kia howa ab mera chunna bhi pasand nai hai?" He chuckled I formed at him"shehryaar" I gasp at him.

"Khu uska chunna yad araha hai" he said my eyes wide" khana kia Chatey ho?" I ask in disbelief. This man standing infront off me not my shehry." Sach kha raha ho, khu kia galat khaha mein ney" he again chuckled "he is my friend why can't you understand" I said raising my voice"friend yah right" he chuckled "understand why always I.... mien hi khu har waqat"

He said holding my arm again at the same point where he was holding before. Again pain shot in my arm"why alway shehry understand tum khu nai...khu nai samjti tum" he said tear roll my eyes I can't able to bare this I try to controller but cantable to now.

"Shehryaar asif bas" i shouted look like he taken a back"mein nai samjhti....mein kuch bardashted nai kia..tumhey kia lagta hai itna assan hai sab bhool jana hai ?" I ask he fromed at me not getting my point

" itna assan hai apney.....apney bachey ko bhool jana" i grab his collar he look away"don't look away shehryaar just don't" I broke in tears " itna asan hai apney bacho ko pheli aur akhri baar na dekhna sirf yeh soch kar ke......ke.... kha....khahi tumhey guilt na ho. Itna. Asana hai apney bachey ke qatil ke sath....... you killed him shehry.... you are the one.... tum tey wo....its your fault shehry....it's your fault...."

I ran out from room can't bare the atmosphere inside the room. My foot held in track I turn to look at that room which was close two year back. I twist the room and went in closing the door at my back I switch on the light and slide down against the door. Everything is same, his crib, his toys, his cloths but one thing is missing that was him................

I cried my heart out............

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Iknow I am so late this time but their is no net in my house because of my brother. But after their board end papa put connection again :D

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